"I've always fantasized about you, and when you go out on a trip for a while, I also convinced my mother that if she's really hysterical, I'll listen to my dad and send her to a mental hospital, I once thought she was pretending to be sick, you know? I thought she was deliberately making me uncomfortable, because for years she had been normal, elegant, sensible, humorous and funny, and I couldn't believe that she was sick. It wasn't until we thought you were dead that I knew how sick she was, and it was my inpatience to delay her treatment. ”

"I want to arrange everything according to my arrangement, and try to minimize all the damage, but in the end, I still hurt everyone, I can't protect anyone, I can't protect my mother, and I can't protect you......"

"Don't say it." Gu Xiangyi's tears had already moistened her eyes, preventing him from continuing to speak, if she continued to talk, her heart would be broken, obviously it was something she knew, and when he said it again, she was sad in addition to being sad.

"I never blamed you." Gu Xiangyi said, his tone was a little choked, he simply buried it in his chest, and wiped his tears on his chest, "Don't blame yourself anymore, I never blame you." ”

"Nonsense."

"I didn't." This is the truth, Gu Xiangyi said, "When I was in prison, I especially resented you, especially when I was almost humiliated when I was pregnant with a child, I resented you even more, I knew that you didn't give me the ticket, and I hated you too, I was thinking, if I didn't have this ticket, I wouldn't have appeared in prison." However, later, I figured it out and was relieved, what does this qiē have to do with you? Even if the ticket is in my hand, I don't go to Switzerland, I won't have an accident, I read a book in prison, anyone's fate has nothing to do with others, sad or happy, it's all your responsibility. ”

"I think this sentence is right, so I am relieved of all my resentment towards you."

"But why didn't you come to me, do you know I'm waiting for you?" Rong Shao said it, he was still a little sad, maybe the nest was too warm, and he cherished the people in front of him too much, unconsciously, but also showed a little vulnerability.

"I ......" Gu Xiangyi closed his eyes and let the tears fall on his chest, "I want to forget about you and live again, I'm too tired, the past qiē, the grievances between us, too much, too heavy, I don't know what to do." I don't want you to be embarrassed, I read in the newspaper that you are all fine, and I think that my death will have less impact on you, so you all think I am dead. I'm starting over in Paris, and you're starting over in places I can't see, and we'll never meet again in our lifetimes, that's what I thought. ”

"Gu Xiangyi, do you know that you are very selfish!" Rong Shao held her arm, increasing his strength, and even pinched Gu Xiangyi, sweat fell from her face, bringing a trace of pain, but she held back.

It doesn't hurt, really, it doesn't hurt at all, she knows what it feels like.

"I'm sorry." She has always owed him a word of sorry, the awkwardness after the reunion is just a small conflict with him, not that she still wants to leave him, she has figured it out, the whole person, she can't say let go so lightly.

The acacia of the past few years is enough.

"Don't leave me again, okay?" Rong Shao said that he knew that he had to strike while the iron was hot, otherwise tomorrow, Gu Xiangyi would forget about anything, and he didn't want to admit it, so he was awkward with him again.

"Fool, I didn't want to leave you." Gu Xiangyi said with a smile, raised his head, and kissed Rong Shao's lips, he quickly kissed back, very gently, not impatient, just enjoying it warmly, the warmth at the moment, reluctant to break.

For a long time, he hugged her and fell asleep.

Gu Xiangyi didn't sleep well, she couldn't sleep all night, after lying down for a while, she got up and rubbed her eyebrows, Rong Shao slept very satisfied, Gu Xiangyi smiled, his fingers crossed his eyebrows, and his expression became more gentle. Suddenly swept past the bedside table on the side, and saw several photo frames, all of which were her photos, and there was one that he didn't know when Rong Shao took it, it was very bright and beautiful, and the background was in the garden where they lived.

She didn't know that when she laughed, she was so good-looking, and her eyebrows were full of happiness.

This room, almost relocated to their room when City A, the furnishings are the same, the furniture is the same, and the people are the same, Gu Xiangyi has an illusion, as if they have not been separated in the past few years, and they have always been together.

That's it, happy together.

She walked out of the bedroom, and in the living room of the master bedroom, there was a photo album, which had been placed on the glass table, and she knew that it must be hers, and as she expected, she opened all her photos, and there was not even a group photo. Gu Xiangyi remembered that there were indeed very few photos of them, but there were also some, why didn't Rong Shao put them in? Perhaps, it's just that I don't want to see a photo of them together and recall their past happiness.

There was a small box under the glass, Gu Xiangyi took it curiously and opened it, slightly surprised, it was full of her bits and pieces, her student documents, her small photo frame, and some bits and pieces of newspapers.

At that time, GK did one of her special topics, because she was not famous, and later the set of jewelry was launched, although the response was very good, but no one knew about the designer, and Gu Xiangyi had no chance to come out.

It's just some simple newspapers, which were cut out by Rong Shao and put in a box. and Chen Jieyun got engaged back then, and he also cut out the scandalous newspapers, all of them together, and she collected even a few words about her.

and the sketch she drew when she was young, all in the box.

Gu Xiangyi stroked those documents, small pieces of newspapers, and suddenly hugged the box and cried bitterly, bursting into tears.

……

When Rong Shao woke up, there was already a fragrance in the small restaurant, the aroma of toast, warm, heart-wrenching, coupled with the smell of milk, the room was full of warmth that he had never felt, as if it drove away all the coldness in this room.

Gu Xiangyi shuttled between the kitchen and the dining room, wearing an apron, her head fluttering, the warm sunlight cast a warm light on her body, Rong Shao was in a trance, as if returning to seven years ago, when they lived together, the most ordinary morning.

She always got up earlier than him, and was busy with his breakfast, and at that time, he had a bad temper and got up very angry, and she made breakfast, and then went to call him, and they would mess around for a while, and then she pulled him down for breakfast.

Breakfast was similar to a few years ago, very healthy and nutritious, he didn't know when Gu Xiangyi got up, he only knew that when he got up, she was not around, and he thought Gu Xiangyi had gone back.

Unexpectedly, she just got up and prepared breakfast.

Rong Shao's heart was soft and soft, as if he was being touched by something, very comfortable, very comfortable.

*

The eldest aunt came to visit, and the pain was a little severe, and the update will be determined tomorrow, so it's really uncomfortable

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