Chapter 634: Get rid of the taboo
Leaving the moat, I didn't go to the company, but went to the vegetable market, while it was still in the morning market, bought some fresh vegetables, it seems that since last night, I have transformed into a person who pays attention to the details of life, I want to rush to the "Huifang Hotel", before making a hearty lunch for Mi Cai.
Mi Cai and I have been living together for a long time, I know the taste of her meals and the dishes she likes to eat, and she buys all the things she likes to eat, and at this moment she needs me to give her considerate care of her in terms of food and clothing.
Back at the accommodation, Mi Cai had already gotten up, she cleaned up the house, washed off our dirty clothes, and hung them on the balcony in the sunshine spot, wafting in the wind.
I put the groceries in the kitchen, and washed the sheets, sheets, pillowcases, and other bedding with her, and then sat on the sofa with relief, gasping together, after this busy, we were all a little tired, because we hadn't done housework for a long time.
Although I wondered why she didn't go to Zhuomei, I didn't ask her, because I didn't want to touch her sensitivity, but she asked me, "Why did you come back so early?" ”
"I didn't go to the company to find Janeway! We don't have any differences, she has agreed that I will leave Luku, and she has given me too much about Luku, so I don't want to take anything with me, and I don't want to put financial pressure on it, I hope it can develop better, so like you, there is almost nothing! ”
Mi Cai looked a little worried, looked at me with a complicated expression, and asked, "Don't you regret giving up the company Luku?" Perhaps, you won't get a second chance like this in your life! ”
I shook my head: "I don't regret it a long time ago, I had the idea of leaving Luku, but there are too many bundles in it, and I haven't been able to make up my mind, this time I simply don't want to think about anything, just like you Actually, it's not bad to go back to Xuzhou, Ban Dad is about to retire, he has worked hard for me all his life, don't you want to have a dependence when you are old, but I have been adrift for so many years, it's time to do my filial piety!" ”
"Hmm"
I looked around at this old house that changed my life, and finally asked Mi Cai: "We are going back to Xuzhou, what are you going to do with this old house?" ”
"Keep it, we want to come to Suzhou in the future, and we also have a place to live!"
I nodded, and agreed to keep this old house, because it has a very important meaning, it once took in the down-and-out me, and it also gave me the opportunity to meet Mi Cai, and my life in recent years seems to have been carried out under its leadership.
Mi Cai also asked me a question: "Zhaoyang, do you know what is left after we return to Xuzhou?" ”
"You and I, and then there should be some money and your car, your car is good, I liked it at first sight!"
"Except for myself, the rest of the qiē is the company's property and the villa that my uncle gave me, I can't take it away, Zhaoyang, are you still willing to leave with me who has nothing? Maybe for a long time, I will be a financial burden to you. ”
"What I want is that you don't plan to ask for too much, it's a big deal to start from scratch, I think as long as we are together, there is no hurdle that can't be crossed to hold me, feel how secure my body is!"
"Narcissism!!" Mi Cai smiled, still grabbed my arm, and then leaned into my arms, closed her eyes, and seemed to really feel the sense of security in my body, and I have indeed changed a lot because of her this year.
If I still stay in those years when I like to be presumptuous, I'm afraid I would have gone to Fang Yuan in an extreme way to explain, I think this is a kind of maturity, now I know very well: only by protecting myself first, can I really protect Mi Cai, I can't always be dominated by impulses, let myself wander on the edge of the law.
Or, even if things come to this point, I can't have a jade burn with Fang Yuan, because Yan Yan is innocent, Mi Cai is also innocent, if this matter really wants to find an explanation, then it should also be solved by the laws of the mall It's just that I look forward to an ordinary life, and I have no intention of fighting! And what Fang Yuan has now is not what I want!
She seemed to enjoy my sense of security, and after a while she said to me again: "Zhaoyang, Mr. An of Tianyang Group made an appointment with us for dinner tonight, you come back early after work, although I failed to reach cooperation with Tianyang Group this time, but Mr. An also helped us a lot, we should be grateful to her." ”
"Well, I'll leave work early tonight and invite her to dinner!"
After having lunch with Mi Cai, I drove to the "Hui Fang Hotel", which is a small restaurant very close to Jumei's shopping and Polaroid department stores, but hidden in a small alley, in the past few years, Fang Yuan and I have used this place as a place to eat work meals countless times, but this time I don't know if he will come, and the reason why I asked him to meet here is to see if he still remembers what he used to be like, and if he can take off the wolf skin he was wearing, and say a few words to me without hypocrisy.
The proprietress of the "Huifang Hotel" is still standing at the door of the store calling customers, maybe since the last goodbye, I really thought I would not come again, when I appeared in front of her, she was very surprised, and did not greet the guests, and asked me suspiciously: "You kid is here to eat?" ”
I shook my head and said, "I'm not eating today, I just want to borrow this restaurant to sit down," I said, took out a hundred yuan from my wallet and handed it to her, and said, "Two people, just prepare some hot tea for us." ”
Maybe it was because she saw the solemnity of my face, the proprietress didn't ask anything more, nor did she ask for the hundred yuan in my hand, led me to a relatively small table, arranged for me to sit down, I subconsciously looked here, a qiē as before, but after today, I really won't come again in this life, I don't need to be nostalgic, I don't need to talk about brotherhood here!
I sent Fang Yuan another message informing him that I had arrived, and sat in a familiar corner, waiting
"Huifang Hotel" has a characteristic, or rather, every restaurant in this alley has such a characteristic, some of the young people who have just joined the office building around here will always call them brothers, like to come here to eat working meals, they are full of ambition and fearless, so they always hear their noise here, and dare to raise the sound of beer bottles colliding in the cold weather, indeed, in the long history of this alley, there have also been a CEO of a listed company and a number of top professional managers They sometimes, I will come here to miss the friendship at the beginning, Fang Yuan and I should have been one of this kind of people, but we were both behind the human nature, we couldn't catch the white clouds and dogs, and they finally disappeared!
Time passed minute by minute, Fang Yuan hadn't come yet, I looked at my watch, it had been almost ten minutes past Zhuomei's off-duty time, and his arrival finally made me feel anxious, but I still restrained myself and waited patiently
At this time, I finally heard the voice of the proprietress, she was talking to Fang Yuan: "Why are you here, still standing outside and smoking?" I'm not a high-end restaurant, I can't smoke, hurry up and go in, Zhaoyang has been waiting for you for a while! ”
"It's okay, finish this cigarette."
I also need a cigarette to face the fact that my brotherly relationship for ten years has died in the greed of human nature, so I also lit a cigarette and smoked it with him outside the house and inside the house, two places close to each other but belonging to different camps
Half of my cigarette was smoked, he finally walked into the restaurant, subconsciously loosened his tie, and then sat down opposite me I raised my head, took half a cigarette in one puff, and then spit out heavily from my mouth, stomped the cigarette butt under my feet, unwilling to say a word that was irrelevant to the topic, and asked: "The way out today is the half year you chose half a year ago" I shook my head and smiled, gritting my teeth: "In the past half a year, you have been pretending to be a grandson like this, telling lies, and doing fake things, how did you survive it?" And what makes you face me without a little guilt, shouting as a brother on the left and a brother on the right? The thought of this makes me fucking disgusting! ”
Fang Yuan lit another cigarette, the wedding ring on the ring finger of his left hand was particularly conspicuous, and it wasn't until a cigarette was about to finish that he raised his head and looked at me and said: "I can call you brother because I have always regarded you as a brother, and it has never changed, but I have my taboos, just like you have your taboos, we are the same kind of people, we all live to get rid of taboos, it's just that our taboos are not the same, do you understand the pain of being forbidden, you must understand, because you live a lot more than I have to fight." ”
"My taboo comes from the absurdity of this world, but your taboo comes from the ugly desire Fang Yuan, you are not worthy of saying the word brother, and you are not worthy of being a man! Because you have no bottom line, no moral constraints! ”
"If you asked me out to say this, then you can say as much as you want, or if you think you can change something, I hope you can say it better!"
I was so grunked that I suffocated, and I yelled, "You're a patient!" Shameless! ”
Fang Yuan smiled, lowered his head and finished smoking the cigarette in his hand, without raising his head again, and replied: "The end of life must be death, I just want to make my life better before this end comes, this is my position, I must also live for this position, otherwise I can't find a sense of security to live, life is too fragile!" ”
"Okay, this is your position, then you sue me, after you shamelessly defended your position, what did you get from Zhuomei? Isn't it time for you to put Mi Lan, a woman as dirty as you, in the same position as Yan Yan in your life? Or even higher? ”
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