It only took me an hour to reach an agreement with Janeway, and a week after we made an appointment, I first issued a personal statement of withdrawal, followed by an official statement of the incident, and I can now start the handover of work, and the current vice president of Luku will temporarily take over from me and take charge of the company!

Actually, I was in pain, and in the pain, the past hour, as if with heavy shackles, in the past period of pictures, walked hard for a century, fought for a century, and wanted to see through a century.

If one day, Janeway falls to the cruel reality, can I really watch it? Then with a blind outlook on life, he lives his own little life, no matter whether the bad people are still bad, and he doesn't care that the good people live in an unbreakable curse, sinking and falling

I can't give an answer now, maybe, I won't make a choice until that day really comes, but I don't want that day to come, and I don't want to watch Janeway's arrogant sunflower turn into a dead leaf that falls into this world without direction.

The morning kicked off the day as a pioneer, and when the sun shines on the wide road, my favorite thing is to drive through it, not because it leads to the moat, but because I have never encountered a traffic jam in my life, where I can enjoy the pleasure of freedom and watch the river drift with the sun to the end of the city.

Finally, I parked the car on the road by the river, I wanted to be quiet here, since I started living, I have spent 27 winters, but this winter is the hardest, I miss a summer afternoon to be able to drink some beer with my brothers, but there are no more brothers by my side.

I also feel a little nostalgic for the late spring of a certain year, when we were young and ignorant, we took each other's hands, flew a kite, and felt like we were free from the shackles of gravity and flew to a transparent city.

Yes, at the end of spring of a certain year, the woman holding my hand also reminded Janeway of the past, I no longer doubt that if it weren't for Mi Cai by my side, when Janeway talked about wanting to love again, after learning about the pain in her heart over the years, I would still hold her hand again.

But the script has been rewritten! Now I seem to be more unable to let go of Mi Cai, and I seem to yearn for an ordinary life more! I'm tired of the thorns in my life, I just want to start spring next year, go fishing with a fishing rod and my dad in the morning, sing a song for Mi Cai who returns from work with a guitar in the evening, and help my mother carry the vegetable basket and go to the vegetable market with her to buy the vegetables or meat she wants to eat next week.

The cigarette in my hand had burned into a cigarette butt, I flicked it into the moat, and the whole person was empty, I wanted to smoke a cigarette, but there was no more smoke I looked around and saw an old man leaning against the guardrail pressing his legs, and the cigarette in his pocket was about to fall!

I walked to him and shouted twice and didn't respond to me, only to find that he was plugged with headphones in his ears, it turned out that he was listening to the radio, doing fitness is much more advanced than me smoking and missing, although we are also on the moat, he is for life, I am just for life

This is a generous and enthusiastic uncle, he gave me a cigarette, we sat together on the steps leading to the riverbank, while smoking, while listening to his old-fashioned radio, when the Kunqu opera was played, the uncle did not even smoke, closed his eyes, shook his head and hummed along, and asked me to help him beat the beat, saying that it was interaction

When Kunqu opera was no longer sung on the radio and pop songs were changed, he asked me to sing along, telling me to hang my throat in the morning, and everyone was in good spirits all day, no wonder he looked so excited! Before I could speak, he was already stomping his feet to the beat.

"Uncle, your beat is heavy, this song is quite light!"

Uncle's adjustment ability is very strong, not only the beat is lighter, but the rhythm is also slow, but I didn't sing it, I just listened to Eason Chan's song "Waiting for You Love Me", which made people sigh!

I think of myself, I sang this song over and over again in the bar for a long time, because I had waited for her very seriously, even if we broke up, and imagined that one night without warning, she would make a transatlantic phone call and tell me that we were still in love, and that we could live together

But at this moment, the artistic conception has changed, as if it has become Janeway's statement to me

Maybe I feel wrong, maybe I'm asking too much, is everyone going to be like how I accept it to be liberating?

Whether there will be torture in love, I don't admit it, I am destined to wait for you and I am enough, so rest assured that you can be happier

"So rest assured to be happier, so rest assured to be happier" I chanted this sentence repeatedly in my heart, the infarction in my heart gradually dissolved, became smooth, after waiting repeatedly, we have forgotten to wait, the meaning of this song has also changed, we should only pursue the happiness after being relieved, because we feel that she has made a mistake in the United States, I held the guitar by this moat also made a mistake, only reassuring can let us avoid mistakes on top of mistakes.

It's time for me to leave

Uncle left him before me and remembered that his birds hadn't been fed yet, and this came and went, as if the meaning of letting him appear, just to give me a cigarette, and then use his rhythm to make me understand something, or, this so-called figure-out, has nothing to do with him, and has nothing to do with this song, but my heart longs for myself to be able to figure it out, whether it is far-fetched or not, I can't say

The sun shone on my face and it was a little hot, I squinted, took out my phone from my pocket, avoided the sunlight, and I sent a message to Fang Yuan: "I want to meet you, see you at the Huifang Hotel at noon." ”

After a night, my mood was less angry, more of a search, and I told him that I could not live like this, nor should I be so shameless, and that brotherly feelings were not to be trampled on, but I would not persuade him to turn back, because he had come this step by step, and he would not look back.

After a while, he replied: "Lu, I have already chosen the need to see half a year ago, I'm sorry!" Zhaoyang I want too many things! ”

I replied resolutely, "See you at the Huifang Hotel at noon." ”

After sending this message, I left the moat, Fang Yuan is what I must see before I leave Suzhou, I can't tell why I am so persistent, but a belief supports me, I must see him, see clearly what is behind human nature, and find out, while he betrayed brotherhood, did he also betray Yan Yan and his bad feelings-

There are three male protagonists under my pen, Wang Jing lives for struggle, the most real!

Zhang Yixi lives for great love, and he is the most tired!

Zhaoyang, he's not very real, it's hard to tell what he's living for, maybe, he's the most unpopular male protagonist in my pen, the most unreal male protagonist, but in our hearts, we have all had his shadow...... It's just that as I get older and older, I slowly forget about it, to be precise, it's not that I forget it, it's that I don't want to think about it anymore, because we don't have the ability to pursue it!