Chapter 184: It's better to be free

When I got home, it was already 10 o'clock in the evening, my father was watching TV, and my mother was playing mahjong with a few friends. ”

"It's okay."

My mother said with a dissatisfied expression: "Your answer is too perfunctory!" ”

"It was really just a casual conversation."

"You didn't express to her the idea of getting back together?"

"This ...... Do you think it's appropriate to talk about compounding when you just come back to see the above? I replied helplessly.

My mother finally realized that something was wrong, and said to me for a while, "It's the same...... But I'm not worried about you! By the way, did you make an appointment to meet again? ”

"This Chinese New Year, people must have relatives who want to leave, so let's talk about meeting when she has time."

"Anyway, you keep an eye on me, I think Xiao Yun, this kid still has some feelings for you, you must not miss it again, and her parents are really reasonable, as far as you did such a bastard thing last time, other people's parents didn't come to our house to ask for an explanation, if it was ordinary people's parents, they would have fallen out with us a long time ago!"

"Got it, you hurry up and play cards, Ban Dad's card skills are really not as good as yours, and you can't let him lose money during the New Year."

Mom ignored my urging and told me a few words before finally leaving, in fact, I can really understand her feelings, but if you want to talk about reuniting with Li Xiaoyun, you really have to be cautious and cautious, after all, I don't know what Li Xiaoyun really thinks now, besides, at this time, it is difficult for me to get back to the original state in Xuzhou, if I live up to Li Xiaoyun again after reuniting, it will really be as good as a beast!

After washing, I lay on the bed and did nothing, took out my mobile phone and looked at it for a long time, not knowing who to contact, so I simply lit a cigarette and stared at the ceiling in a daze.

……

When it was almost 11 o'clock, the mobile phone that had been silent finally rang, and I hurriedly picked up the phone from the cabinet, but I was a little disappointed, because the call was from CC, not her, as I imagined.

I answered the phone and said, "Happy New Year, CC!" ”

"Happy New Year, Zhaoyang."

I smiled and asked, "How are you doing in Beijing?" ”

"Of course, it's very fulfilling to be able to accompany Robben, but it's you, what's going on...... First of all, Le Dajia went to Lijiang, which is understandable, after all, Mi'er is back, but why did she not go to Xuzhou with you in the end but went to her uncle's house for the New Year? ”

I was just about to answer, CC said again: "Don't talk yet, what I'm most curious about now is the guitar, in the afternoon Jian Wei called me and asked me, why did you sell that guitar to Aji, and you lied to her before that the guitar was brought to Beijing by me to Robben to use?" ”

I wanted to explain again, but CC stopped me again and said, "Zhaoyang, you better not speak, I may have figured this out myself...... You gave Miel a Taylor guitar before, and it must have been the guitar that Janeway gave you and Aggie, right? ”

I denied it and said, "No, the guitar I gave to Mi Cai was bought with the money I received from the opening of the bar." ”

"Don't pretend, most of the friends who came that day didn't contribute money, even if you received it, how much can you collect? The market price of Mi'er's Taylor's guitar is nearly 30,000, and with what I know about Aggie, if you don't have some blood, he will definitely not give you so much credit, so Janeway's guitar was undoubtedly replaced by you, otherwise it would not have appeared in Aji's hands. ”

I was speechless for a while before I said, "CC, your logical thinking ability can already be a detective!" ”

"You don't have to hold me up, anyone who isn't an idiot can figure it out...... Now Mill doesn't know about you trading guitar for guitar, right? ”

"Don't tell her about this."

"Give me a reason not to sue her."

"What's the reason for that? You see, I gave her the guitar just to make her happy, and there was no other purpose, and if she knew about it, she would probably have a burden on her heart! ”

"How can you be sure that after she knows the truth, she must be a burden or not moved?"

"Sister CC, you just stay in Beijing in a down-to-earth manner, you don't care about our affairs, okay?"

"That's not good, since Jane Wei has already called me to ask about this, I have to take care of it!"

"What's the matter, tell SΓΉ Jianwei that the reason why I sold that guitar was just to buy a guitar for Mi Cai?"

"Of course you can't say that to Janeway! …… But you really didn't do anything wrong with this thing, if you don't have the money to buy it, you can talk to Mi'er, or ask us to borrow it, why do you want to change that guitar? ”

"If you tell Mi Cai that you will let her pay in the end, then what's the point of giving her a guitar, and besides, Aji does like that guitar, and giving it to him can be regarded as a right person, as for Janeway...... As for Janeway, she cares about that guitar, and I'll find a way to redeem it. ”

CC was silent for a long time and sighed and said, "Alas...... You let me say what is good about you, Zhaoyang...... If other men were to hate to please women with this, but you don't want Mi'er to know, if you're like this, it's hard for her to know that you have feelings for her. ”

I was a little bored, lit a cigarette and took a heavy puff before saying, "CC, in fact, I can't say what I have now, I am very conflicted and struggling......"

"Then you can talk to Sister CC about your contradictions and struggles."

"We've talked about this topic before, you persuaded me, but I really have too much pressure when I get along with her, every time I think of my chaotic past, I feel that the whole person is short in front of her, and we are particularly prone to misunderstandings, for example, a few days ago, Le Yao had menstrual cramps, I carried her upstairs, and happened to be bumped into by her, and finally this misunderstanding was resolved, who knew that the next day because of Jian Wei's matter, she misunderstood again...... I want to explain to her, but a love doesn't come from explanation, right? …… Really, just the thought of hurting her and making her sad because of myself makes my heart ache as if I had been pulled by that blunt knife! ”

CC fell into silence for a long time before saying, "Actually, I can understand your contradictions and struggles, but no matter which woman you get along with, you have to run in." ”

"It needs to be run-in, the difference is that some people are more harmonious the more they run in, and some people are more and more painful, maybe I really don't have a love relationship with her...... I don't deserve her, it's better to be free, free of her, and free myself. ”

"If you really think so, I won't persuade you, but you have to call Mi'er and tell her: You are not worthy of her, it is impossible between you, let her also cut off her thoughts about you, and the two of you will be clean from now on!"

"It's okay with you! None of us started, and suddenly you asked me to call her and tell her this, and she couldn't think I was crazy? ”

"I tell you now, she has thoughts and expectations for you Zhaoyang, you tell her what you really think in your heart, she won't think you are sick, on the contrary, it may be a relief for her."

β€œCC…… Don't toss me! I'm already like a clown in her eyes now, do you want me to continue to be embarrassed? ”

"If I don't toss you, you won't recognize yourself...... You said that you have a bad past record, but people don't live for the past, right......" CC said as if he suddenly lost his patience, and said to me in an aggravated tone: "Okay, you think about it yourself, ponder it yourself, I'll call Mi'er immediately, now that the guitar matter has involved Janeway, I have to let her know the truth!" ”

"Don't call her...... I can fix this......"

Before I finished my words, CC had already hung up the phone, and the "beep" sound that came from me caught me off guard! ――

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