At 7 o'clock in the evening, I followed the flow of people, stepped on the light and shadow, walked the noisy and crowded streets, wanted to light a cigarette, but gave up, just bought two meat skewers to quench my addiction.

After eating two meat skewers and buying a few small hemp balls, I just walked around and ate all the way, and then I forgot about the things that bothered me and indulged in the relaxed world I had deliberately created.

But when I walked to the coffee shop I had agreed with Li Xiaoyun, the relaxed world shattered in an instant, and I was pulled back into the real world that made me feel bored.

Throwing the convenience bag of food in my hand into the garbage can, I took a deep breath before walking towards the coffee shop, imagining Li Xiaoyun's current appearance all the way, and subconsciously I thought she would change.

is still the same corner as before, Li Xiaoyun is wearing a red coat while drinking coffee and reading magazines, looking more stable than before.

I came up to her, she looked up at me, then smiled and said, "Here it is!" ”

"Well, all the way, 5 minutes late, sorry!"

"It's okay, sit down."

I nodded and sat down opposite Li Xiaoyun, and in order to hide the embarrassment of having no topic to talk about, I picked up a magazine and read it after ordering something.

So Li Xiaoyun and I really didn't say a word again in 5 minutes, which made it seem that our meeting at the moment was just to cope.

Finally, Li Xiaoyun closed the magazine and asked me, "Zhaoyang, let's not talk about something, and we are not strangers!" ”

I closed the magazine, smiled, and said, "Let's talk...... How have you been doing? ”

Li Xiaoyun shook his head.

"What's the matter, are you having trouble in life?"

"I shook my head not because I was doing well or badly, but because I felt that you had changed, and I didn't seem to see the kind of unhesitation and freedom in you when we first met."

"Really? So what do you think of me now? ”

The whole person was in a trance, helpless and a little cowardly...... Am I right? ”

I subconsciously looked at the glass window, and saw my reflection on it, but there was only a vague outline, whether it was a trance, whether it was cowardice, I couldn't tell at all.

Li Xiaoyun reached out and wiped some of the moisture off the glass window, and my image suddenly became clear.

"Zhaoyang, it's time to shave your beard! Your hair also needs to be well taken care of. ”

I touched my chin, my hands were pricked by my beard, and I touched my hair, I felt a little greasy, and there was a faint smell of tobacco on my body, I couldn't help but admire myself, and I dared to come out on a date with the girl for this decadent appearance.

I smiled apologetically at Li Xiaoyun again, in fact, a man is sloppy when dating a woman, which is disrespectful to a woman, but I didn't think about it that much, maybe because we knew each other very well, maybe because I didn't subconsciously think about trying to win favor in front of her.

Li Xiaoyun suddenly got up and said to me, "Let's go." ”

I looked at Li Xiaoyun puzzled, and instantly understood that our date was over, and I guess my decadent appearance couldn't arouse Li Xiaoyun's interest in chatting, after all, this was just a date to deal with my family, so why bother making such a fuss.

I went to the cashier to pay the bill, and then went downstairs with Li Xiaoyun, and when I was about to say goodbye to her, she had already walked to the parking lot, I smiled helplessly, and sighed in my heart: "Zhaoyang, Zhaoyang, what kind of bird do you look like now, making the women afraid to avoid it!" ”

lit a cigarette, turned around and walked to the other side of the street, but was blocked by Li Xiaoyun's car, Li Xiaoyun pressed the window and said to me: "Zhaoyang, quickly put out the cigarette, take you to the hairdresser to clean up, clean up!" ”

"Huh?" I didn't react for a while, and looked at Li Xiaoyun in a daze.

"Get in the car quickly, men must be energetic, especially during the Chinese New Year, and they can't look lifeless."

……

Li Xiaoyun drove me to a hairdresser in a shopping mall, immediately showed my VIP card, and then I went to wash my hair under the guidance of the waiter, and then began the long process of haircutting and shaving, during which Li Xiaoyun sat beside me and accompanied me, and we began to chat.

This time, I took the initiative to say to Li Xiaoyun: "Xiaoyun, you haven't told me how I've been doing during this time!" ”

Li Xiaoyun smiled and replied: "I still go to work and go home as before, and live a regular life every day, but more than two months is enough for people to figure out a lot of things." ”

Of course, I knew that the two months that Li Xiaoyun said were the two months after our breakup, and after a period of unpleasant silence, I asked, "What do you understand?" ”

"There's no need to tell you about this, let's talk about your life during this time, how is your friend's bar now?"

"It's not bad, it's almost on the right track."

"Since your job is not bad, then your current decadence must be related to feelings, right?"

Li Xiaoyun is really doing customer relationship management, her mind is extremely delicate, at this moment she did see through me, but I am not suitable to talk to her about emotional matters, so I smiled and was silent, and she didn't ask anything more, and said to me "Go to the mall to buy something" and left temporarily.

Thanks to the hairstylist's efforts, I finally changed my face after a few moments, at least looking less depressed, and almost at the same time, Li Xiaoyun, who had bought the goods, returned to the hair salon, she looked at me and thanked the hairstylist with satisfaction.

After leaving the hairdresser, we stood side by side outside the mall, there was a lot of space between our bodies, but our reflection in the window was so intimate.

Li Xiaoyun took out a box of perfume from her handbag and handed it to me and said, "For you, this men's perfume is very good, the smell is very light, but it is enough to cover the smell of tobacco on your body." ”

"Xiao Yun, I'm really embarrassed and embarrassed that you gave me something!"

Li Xiaoyun said: "You don't have to be embarrassed, this box of perfume plus the cost of the hairdresser just now is a total of 562 yuan, and I took 1,000 yuan from you last time, so these are your own money." ”

After Li Xiaoyun's reminder, I remembered that she did take 1,000 yuan from me when we broke up, but I never knew her motive for taking the money.

Li Xiaoyun put the perfume back into the handbag, then stuffed the handbag into my hand, and said to me with a smile: "Zhaoyang, cheer up, think about the high-spirited self when you worked in Xuzhou, until now the leaders of the company are still sorry for your departure!" …… Life will definitely experience troughs, so the trough is not terrible, what is terrible is that you do not have the ability to get out of the trough, so I hope you can always maintain self-confidence and be a capable and attractive man! ”

The long-lost emotion seemed to melt my heart, and I stared at Li Xiaoyun for a long time before saying, "Thank you, Xiaoyun, I'm glad I had the opportunity to accept your transformation tonight, and I will remember this night." ”

"Don't thank me, in fact, you also made me understand some things, which is also a kind of help for me, my current behavior is just a reciprocation!"

I was a little puzzled, wondering what I had made Li Xiaoyun understand, but I had already asked just now, but she was unwilling to sue me.

Li Xiaoyun said to me again: "There are still 438 yuan here, which can treat your next decadence, of course, I hope you won't need this money." ”

"I hope so."

Li Xiaoyun smiled, raised his hand and looked at his watch again, and said, "It's late, it's time for me to go back and rest." ”

"Well, stay safe on the road."

Li Xiaoyun nodded, waved at me again, and then walked towards the underground parking lot of the mall, looking at the back of her leaving, I felt inexplicable in my heart, and I felt that I was ashamed of her kindness to me, and suddenly I was a little reluctant to take the engagement ring as -