Chapter 401: Thinking Too Much?
Ban Dad sighed, but he didn't immediately respond to me, just said: "Feelings need to be treated carefully, if you really can't get along with Xiaomi, I naturally won't say anything, but what kind of mood you are in now, even if you don't say it, I can see it"
I interrupted: "Daddy, don't persuade me, your son was born to be dumped by women, and I can see through it now, women with too good conditions are relatively more, and there is no shortage of suitors around them, so I should recognize myself, whether it is Jian Wei or Mi Cai, they are just passers-by in my emotional world, they are not suitable, the root cause is that I am too ordinary, and they are in the middle of the space!" ”
Ban Dad frowned and replied: "There is obviously affection in your words, feelings should be a natural thing!" ”
"Daddy, the more you persuade me, the more I think you know too much about emotional things, you tell me the truth, when you were young, were you also let down by such a few girls? That's why you can now stand in the shoes of those who have come before and give me such profound teachings! ”
Daddy's face sank: "You don't change the topic for me, we're talking about what you have to deal with now"
"Dad, let's not raise the bar, just now you also said that feelings are a natural thing, then let it end naturally, in this relationship with Mi Cai, I feel that I have really tried my best, but my best efforts can't be exchanged for her wholeheartedness, in her heart, Zhuo Mei is always more important than feelings, and I am a relatively impure man, so we can't be satisfied with each other, and breaking up has become an inevitable ending, these are what I want to express with you!"
Ban Dad fell into silence and said to me for a long time: "I still plan to go to Suzhou, it's quite late, you go to bed early." ”
Ban Dad left like this, but my heart was not calmed down because of the quiet environment, I was still in anxiety, and I couldn't help but ask myself: Why can I see through the essence of the breakup, but I can't let go of it with calm?
No wonder some people say: love is the most complex and simplest thing in the world, if you can let go, then naturally simple, the so-called love is just a forgetting, if you can't let go, you can only fall into pain, endless
After wiping his hands heavily from his face, he finally took out his mobile phone to find the CC number, and then dialed it.
After a while, CC answered my phone and said with a thought he knew very well: "Zhaoyang, if you call me, you must be asking Le Yao if she has anything to do with going abroad, not yet, but I have already gone to that small mountain village in Guizhou." ”
"Oh, not for that!"
"Could it be for Mi'er? I don't think it's possible, you've all broken up, judging from your previous appearance, you definitely won't ask me about anything! ”
"I'm not going to ask you anything, I'm just telling you that she fainted when she had a meeting this afternoon."
"What, such a big deal, why didn't she sue me?"
"Lying on the hospital bed, maybe not awake yet!"
"No, I fainted in the afternoon, if I haven't woken up by now, this mess will be a big mess!"
After CC said this, my heart trembled again, and after a period of silence, I said: "Otherwise, I just don't want to trouble you"
"If there is any trouble between us, you hurry up and tell me, which hospital is she in, I'll go over to see her now, but don't let anything happen!"
"I'll send you Fang Yuan's phone number, you call him and ask him, he also told me about this, I didn't ask her in which hospital!"
CC's tone was full of displeasure: "Zhaoyang, your heart is really big, you can speak so slowly and logically at this time!" I didn't even ask which hospital she was staying in. ”
"I don't want to explain anything to you"
"I don't want to hear your explanation, you hurry up and send me Fang Yuan's number, I'll hang up the phone first!"
"Wait"
"What's wrong?"
"Say hello to her for me, and I hope she recovers soon!"
"You're not going to tell her face-to-face, are you?"
"It's all divided, what else can we meet!"
"Aren't you and Janeway also separated? I don't think you're keeping your distance much! ”
CC hung up the phone after speaking, and I was a little relieved, and fell into an indescribable incomprehension again, I really don't understand why I deliberately kept my distance from Mi Cai after the breakup, maybe I really had an inferiority complex in front of her, once I broke up, this inferiority complex swelled rapidly, and it is an indisputable fact that my man's self-esteem was severely damaged by her body!
About an hour later, CC sent me a message on WeChat: "There's nothing wrong with her, it's just that she's overworked, and her feelings aren't very good, so she is dizzy, she needs to recuperate these days, if you want to worry, come and take a look." ”
"It's okay, I'm not going to go, you have been taking care of her more recently in your daily life!"
"Don't you care why she's in love?"
I was silent for a long time before I replied, "Except for Takumi, what else in this world can move her love!" ”
CC seems to be tired of my many complaints, she didn't reply to my messages, and I finally indulged myself in the night, not wanting to think about anything, at this time I felt a little dignity, because my brain is blank, as long as I don't think about Mi Cai, I have dignity
Early the next morning, when I was still asleep, Ban Dad came into my room and woke me up, I couldn't figure out his intention, so I asked in a haze: "Ban Dad, why did you call me so early?" ”
"Hurry up and get up, we'll go to Suzhou later!"
"Why rush today, don't you say tomorrow!"
"Go see Xiaomi, she's hospitalized."
I suddenly lost my sleepiness and asked, "How do you know she's hospitalized?" ”
Ban Dad took out his mobile phone, and then opened WeChat, and I saw Mi Cai posted a public message in the circle of friends, thanking others for their care after she was hospitalized!
But I was even more surprised and asked, "Why did you add her WeChat?" ”
"She added me last time in Xitang."
I couldn't believe it: "You're so trendy, you can even play WeChat!" What's more, you don't add your son as a friend, but you add her to my dark! It's dark! ”
Ignoring my surprise, he patted me again and motioned for me to get up quickly
And in fact, the most unbelievable thing about me is not that the board dad will play WeChat,It's not that Mi Cai added him as a friend.,It's that she actually posted a circle of friends dynamics.,In addition to the news she sent today to express gratitude,Only the last time we sent together, "We're in a very dirty place" dynamics,And I sent it for her, so she has never been in the habit of posting dynamics!
I couldn't help but wonder if she was trying to express something, or maybe I was thinking too much!