Chapter 40: It's Better for Everyone to Be Separated

"No, eating and sleeping well is the biggest help for me." He quickly drank the porridge in the bowl, and then got up: "Let's go, I'll send you to work." ”

Behind him, the morning light dragged a long shadow, and no matter how he moved, the shadow always lingered. Huang Ruirui watched behind him, and then turned her feet, walked a few steps, and caught up with him.

Lamborghini drove into the underground parking garage of Envision Group, and when she saw that Huang Ruirui was about to get out of the car, Huo Jingwei stopped her.

"Rui Rui ......"

The hand on the cart door stopped, Huang Ruirui turned around, and thought that Huo Jingwei would give himself a lingering kiss as before, but no.

He looked at her, looking like he wanted to say something: "Rui Rui ......"

Huang Ruirui's heart was stung again.

There was always something that was not in her expectation.

"What's the matter, just tell me." She looked at him with a smile, but her heart kept sinking.

Rui Rui ...... hesitated for a moment before he said softly: "These days, I may be entangled in many things, and some of them can't take care of you......"

This is a more decent speech, Huang Ruirui forced a smile to herself, and nodded: "Well, I understand." It's okay, I can understand, you don't have to be so sorry. ”

Rui Rui ...... "He was still a little uneasy.

"Really, I know, you don't have to worry so much." On the contrary, she comforted him: "I can understand you, there may be something that makes you particularly annoying, you just want to ...... quietly"

Huo Jingwei looked at her, pursed his lips, and didn't speak again.

He watched her get out of the car, and watched her tall figure walk towards the elevator entrance.

"I'm sorry, Ruirui." In his heart, he apologized in a low voice again.

The woman who gave him hope and warmth slept in the cold underground, and the other woman had been masochistic to herself for a long time because of the past, and how could he still be as affectionate and affectionate as Huang Ruirui after facing these things.

Many things had been suppressed with time and space, but suddenly, it came out again, and he was bloodied and tormented, and he had no strength or energy to act with her anymore.

Huang Ruirui stood at the entrance of the elevator and watched the president's special elevator come down, in other words, Huo Jingwei had already locked the door and stepped forward to take the elevator upstairs with her.

But not now, she waited by the elevator for a full two minutes, and Huo Jingwei still didn't follow.

Think about yesterday, he got up early in the morning, went to the kitchen to cook himself, prepared a lunch box for her, and even in the elevator, he still gave her a lingering kiss: "Baby, remember, take a bite ......of the bento and think about me once."

"Don't think about it when you're done......" she replied to him with a grin.

"You dare to ......" The hand around her waist was slightly forced, and it already had the nature of punishment: "If you dare not want me, I will punish you for eating me all the time without stopping......"

Just one day later, it seems to be the difference between heaven and earth.

Huang Ruirui stared at the button of the elevator, watching the red numbers keep jumping, perhaps, she is now spoiled by Huo Jingwei, and she is not favored a little, but she feels such a big gap.

"Jingwei has troubles now, don't think too much, he just doesn't have the energy to coax himself." She reminded herself softly not to fall into that gray state of mind.

People are out of love, they are not so strict, today Jingwei is just not so affectionate with himself, do you need to be so depressed.

Stepping out of the elevator, the elevator next to it also happened to open, and Zeng Shijie walked out of it with a briefcase.

"It's always early." Huang Ruirui put away all her bad feelings and greeted Zeng Shijie with a smile.

Glancing at the president's special elevator, Zeng Shijie was not much surprised, and returned with a smile: "You guys are also early, come to work so early." ”

The two walked side by side towards the office.

"By the way, Mr. Zeng, is there anything big in the company these days?" Huang Ruirui pretended to ask casually.

"Yes, the market in North America has opened, and the stock price of Envision has risen by 20 percent, and even the older generation on the board of directors are still laughing and saying that Jingwei is a lucky star, and when he comes back, he will make the company so good, and he will be able to get more bonuses at the end of the year." Zeng Shijie mentioned this, and he was also full of spring breeze.

"It's all good news, but no bad news?" Huang Ruirui asked.

"Look at you, it seems that you still want something bad to happen to the company and make everyone uneasy." Zeng Shijie smiled and walked into the office first.

"It's always early." "Good morning, Zeng." ……

The sound of greetings interrupted the conversation, and Huang Ruirui did not ask again.

Since there are no big bad things about the company, that's fine.

At noon, Huang Ruirui sent a text message to Huo Jingwei: "Jingwei, have lunch together?" ”

When she pressed this line, she could feel her humility and caution.

After a long time, the text message prompt sounded, and a long list of words appeared on the screen: "I have already eaten, you eat it yourself." These days, I have a lot of things to do, and I can't take care of you...... Don't have to wait for me at night......"

"You don't have to wait for him at night...... You don't have to wait for him at night...... No need to wait for him at night......"

Huang Ruirui was a little speechless by these words. You don't have to wait for him at night, what does that mean? Is it that he doesn't go back to the villa at night, or is it just that he doesn't wait for him after work?

Huang Ruirui looked at the screen blankly, Huo Jingwei's expression of wanting to speak and stop in the morning resurfaced in front of him, maybe at that time, what he wanted to say was that he didn't have to wait for him at night.

The subtext is that it's better for everyone to be separated these days.

"Okay." It seems that she used all her strength to draw this good word on her mobile phone.

Looking at this simple and clear "good", Huo Jingwei felt that his heart was aching, this was not what he wanted.

After getting off work, Huang Ruirui dragged her heavy steps back to her rented apartment.

For a while, I have been living in the villa with Huo Jingwei, and I haven't been back here for a while, although the doors and windows are closed, there are still some signs of dust everywhere.

Huang Ruirui fetched water, wiped around hard, wiped the windowsill and wiped the floor, it seemed that only by being so busy could she not think about all these things.

The yogurt in the refrigerator has long since expired, and the vegetables that have not had time to clean up have rotted and smelled bad. Huang Ruirui was busy for a while before cleaning the refrigerator.

When she was done, she changed the sheets and lay down on them, not wanting to move.

These things are not tiring, but the heart is tired.

She was hesitating whether to call Huo Jingwei, he had troubles, she should care about him, comfort him, and support him unconditionally.

However, didn't he already say that he didn't have to wait for him at night, which already meant that he would be separated for a while, he would have to calm down, and call him again, would it annoy him?

Huang Ruirui fell asleep in such a tangled mood and didn't even eat dinner.

Huo Jingwei sat alone in the study, the night was already very deep, but he didn't turn on the light, and plunged himself into boundless darkness. On his hand, there is a small yellowed photo, which is the only remaining photo of Meiling in him.

It was Meiling's birthday, when he came to the villa, he took a photo of her, and joked at the time that he wanted to take a beautiful picture of her and keep it as a souvenir.

He didn't need to turn on the light, he could also remember Meiling's face.

She has a face that is almost similar to Huang Ruirui, and even the little tiger teeth that are exposed when she smiles are the same. This is also the reason why Huo Jingwei returned to China and saw Huang Ruirui for the first time at the cocktail party, and he had an illusion at first sight.

It's just that Meiling is delicate and gentle, and even her smile has the shyness and shyness of her seventeen-year-old age, while Huang Ruirui is spicy and wild, he can clearly distinguish between the two, except for the first illusion at the drinking party because of shock because of essence, he can clearly distinguish the two, and there is no confusion.

It wasn't until late at night that he put Meiling's photo back in its place and went back to his bedroom.

Lying on the bed, he couldn't sleep back and forth, on the pillow on the bed, it seemed that Huang Ruirui's breath was everywhere, and the suspender pajamas she changed out in the morning were still hanging on the hanger, and in the shadows, it seemed that Huang Ruirui was standing there quietly.

There was boundless darkness in front of me, a cold wind whizzing, and an ethereal mist spreading around.

Huo Jingwei cautiously walked forward step by step, under his feet, it seemed to be an endless swamp, which would engulf him at any time, every step, he walked so hard, he was so powerless when he lifted his feet, and every step he fell, it was soft and he couldn't find the focus point.

There was no road ahead, and there was no end, but he still walked forward without looking back, as if as long as he took one more step, one more step, he could pass through this endless void and find light and hope.

Someone finally appeared in front of him, wearing a white dress with long hair scattered, and smiled at him: "Jingwei, are you ......here?"

It seemed that she should have let out a laugh like a silver bell, the kind of laughter that came from the heart of joy, but now this laughter was with a terrible chill.

Finally someone, finally someone gave him hope and light, Huo Jingwei suddenly seemed to have infinite strength and courage, he ran towards her, but the swamp under his feet swallowed him, little by little, pulling him into the depths of the swamp.

"Save me......" When the swamp was about to submerge him, he finally screamed with great effort, and the figure was instantly enlarged in front of him, a smiling and delicate face, full of vague bloodstains, hideous and terrifying.

"Ahh

Nightmares again, nightmares again.

Stretching out his arm to unscrew the lamp next to the bed, he sat on the edge of the bed with a half-strong upper body, his forehead was still oozing cold sweat, and his heart was still not beating for a moment.

The windows didn't seem to be closed, and the night breeze blew in, carrying a chill.

Huo Jingwei stabilized his mind before getting out of bed, went to the window to lock the window, closed the curtain again, and turned around, there was someone standing in the corner in the shadows.

Huo Jingwei, who had just woken up from the nightmare, was bluffed and all stood upside down.