Huo Jingwei stood blankly, Ma Xiaoyun's words seemed to be like a whip, whipping himself to the point that he was incomplete.

Indeed, as Ma Xiaoyun said, if there was no accident back then, maybe Meiling would have lived happily in this world. She is such a kind and motivated person, she will definitely have a good future, she will find a handsome boyfriend, talk about a vigorous love, and then get married and have children, and live a happy and stable life.

However, it was too late for anything, and on her seventeenth birthday, in the most beautiful and dazzling season of her life, the girl who was about to bloom like a bud was taken away from her life.

It wasn't until it was very late that Ma Xiaoyun stopped crying and stood up.

I don't know if it's too sad, or if I've been squatting for too long, this time I got up violently, my feet were soft, my body shook twice, and I almost fell, Huo Jingwei reached out and helped her.

"Thank you......" she thanked Huo Jingwei miserably.

"Let's go." Huo Jingwei said in a low voice.

His chest seemed to be full of heavy turbidity, making him so depressed that he couldn't breathe happily.

Ma Xiaoyun took the tissue, pressed it on her eyes, which were already like ripe peaches, and smiled weakly.

Just two more steps, Huo Jingwei could already see that something was wrong with her, her lips were bruised, and there was already a dense cold sweat on her forehead.

"What's wrong with you?" Huo Jingwei asked in a deep voice.

"It's okay, maybe it's just hypoglycemia, I guess I'm getting some stomach problems now......" she held on, smiling weakly.

Huo Jingwei secretly gritted his teeth, stretched out his hand, hugged her, and hurried towards the bottom of the mountain.

At the commissary in front of the cemetery, he bought some cookies and candies and asked Ma Xiaoyun to hold them in his mouth, and Huo Jingwei drove her again and sent her to the hospital.

"The patient's blood sugar is very low......" After putting a drip on Ma Xiaoyun, the nurse explained softly.

Huo Jingwei didn't speak, just stood in front of the hospital bed, and only after the doctors and nurses had left did he ask Ma Xiaoyun with a cold face: "Since you know that your blood sugar is low, you still skip lunch and dinner?" ”

Ma Xiaoyun turned her face away slightly, and after a while, she lowered her voice and said slowly: "I did it on purpose, I have been torturing myself like this all these years." ”

Speaking of this, she opened her sleeves, and under her decent arm, there were many deep and shallow knife marks: "Whenever I think of Meiling's tragic death, I am so sad that I can only cut myself with a knife to alleviate my sadness......"

"I have low blood sugar and stomach problems...... It's all about self-abuse. Compared to Meiling, I am already extremely lucky to be alive...... She is lying in such a cold and dark place, what reason do I have to make myself happy? ”

"Don't talk about it...... You hurt yourself so much, Meiling will not be happy when she sees it in heaven, she is such a kind person, of course she hopes that we can live happily and happily......" Huo Jingwei stopped her words sharply.

"No, Jingwei, you don't understand, Meiling is very afraid of the dark, she is also afraid of the cold, she is lying there alone...... She also wants us to accompany her...... The so-called why she wants us to live happily and happily in heaven is all your self-deception, you just care about your own happiness, and forget the tragic situation when she died in your arms......"

Ma Xiaoyun screamed, her emotions were excited, and she was a little out of control.

"I haven't forgotten ......," Huo Jingwei said in a low voice.

"You haven't forgotten? I'm afraid that in your happiness and happiness, you have long forgotten her, and you have long forgotten her, because of you, she lost her life so young......"

Huo Jingwei didn't speak, and pursed his lips more and more. Between the eyebrows, there was a look of pain.

In the past ten years, he has not been able to pass this hurdle, so he has been living a hard life like an ascetic, similar to Ma Xiaoyun's thoughts, he feels that he is not worthy of being happy and happy.

But now, he is in happiness, leaving Meiling alone to sleep in the cold underground, leaving Ma Xiaoyun alone in the torture of the body.

Ma Xiaoyun's drip has been hung up, and her face has gradually improved.

"Have a good rest, you don't have to go to work tomorrow, I'll help you ask for leave." Huo Jingwei got up.

Ma Xiaoyun lay quietly on the hospital bed, stretching out her pale hand, clutching the sheet tightly, and when Huo Jingwei was about to leave the ward, she asked softly: "If Meiling hadn't died back then, would you fall in love with her and marry her?" ”

Huo Jingwei stood at the door for a long time before he said softly and resolutely: "Maybe." ”

That young girl was a ray of sunshine in his melancholy and withdrawn youth, she was gentle, kind, optimistic, and told him that no matter how painful the past was, he must face it with a smile and welcome a new life.

Perhaps, if she really hadn't died, he would have fallen in love with her, fallen in love with her, and married her.

It's just maybe, and this can only be maybe.

Before it even started, it had quietly ended.

When Huo Jingwei returned home, it was already early in the morning.

His luxurious and spacious bedroom was still lit with orange lights, and Huang Ruirui was lying on the bed, next to the pillow, throwing a book indiscriminately.

It seemed that she had been waiting for him for too long, and before she knew it, she was asleep while reading the book.

The black hair was messily piled on the pillow, and the upper body was slightly arched, just casually wearing a silk nightdress with suspenders, and the smooth and soft arms rested on the pillow at will.

It seems that she has been exposed to the air for too long, and her arm is already with a hint of coolness, Huo Jingwei carefully supported her arm and put her in the quilt.

Looking at her sleeping innocent face like a baby, Huo Jingwei closed his eyes slightly, and his heart was full of struggle and pain.

At dusk, the morning light gently blew into the bedroom, and the dark and heavy curtains slowly flickered.

"Jingwei ......," Huang Ruirui called softly.

She has become accustomed to waking up every morning and looking at Huo Jingwei's handsome eyebrows beside her.

But now there is no one around her.

Huang Ruirui rubbed her hair, and then remembered that it seemed that she was waiting for him last night, and fell asleep after waiting, and he didn't seem to come back all night.

She had made countless calls last night, but Huo Jingwei's phone had been turned off, and she had no choice but to call Achen, who said that Huo Shao had other things to deal with. She didn't take it to heart.

Get up, brush your teeth, wash your face...... Huang Ruirui packed herself up before going out for breakfast. Anyway, she has to ask clearly later, what is the matter, Huo Jingwei will not return all night.

In her consciousness, she already regarded Huo Jingwei as a family with her, and he should tell him if there was anything.

In the study, there is a faint light, which is abnormal. Except for tidying up the room, the people don't come up to the upper floors of the second floor at all.

Huang Ruirui stopped, and was about to push open the study to take a look, when the door of the study opened silently, and Huo Jingwei stood by the door.

Even Huang Ruirui was bold, she was taken aback: "Jingwei, why are you here?" ”

"Well, I'll get something." Huo Jingwei stood out of the study, and had already backhanded and closed the door of the study.

"Oh......" Huang Ruirui didn't think much about it, and then remembered the point: "Jingwei, where did you go last night, you didn't come back all night, and you couldn't get through on the phone, so I was worried for a long time......

"I'm sorry." He looked at her with a look of guilt on his face.

"Why did you tell me I'm sorry?" Huang Ruirui chuckled: "If you have something, you can't come back, it's okay to call me and tell me, it may not be in your eyes, I'm really an unreasonable person." ”

"Well, anyway...... I'm sorry. Huo Jingwei looked at her, and the guilt on his face became heavier and heavier.

"Oh, keep telling me I'm sorry to do something." Huang Ruirui stretched out her hand to pull him: "Don't say it, let's go downstairs for breakfast." I didn't eat much last night to wait for you......"

Huo Jingwei gently broke free of her hand and said softly: "Ruirui, you go down to eat first, I'll wash my face and brush my teeth, and come down later." ”

Seeing that his face was tired and still a little sleepy, Huang Ruirui nodded and agreed: "Okay, then I'll go down for breakfast first, and you come down later." ”

She went downstairs casually, but in her heart, she had slight doubts, today's Huo Jingwei is a little abnormal, it seems that he didn't return all night, even if he returns, he seems to have not slept all night.

Huang Ruirui shook her head, dispelling the doubts in her heart, she stretched out her hand and secretly cheered herself up: "Rui Ruiniu, don't think about it, Jingwei is so good to you, he protects you wholeheartedly, and he has never had an affair with anyone, you have to fully trust him." Don't be fooled by wild suspicions. He's just got something to deal with in a hurry......"

When she was eating oatmeal porridge, Huo Jingwei had already changed her clothes and came downstairs, and after some tidying up just now, the tired face on her face had been hidden, and she looked radiant again.

"Jingwei ......" Huang Ruirui called him with a smile, and even showed favor by peeling off a hard-boiled egg and putting it on the plate in front of him.

"Thank you." He whispered, pulled the chair from the table, sat down, and spread out the napkin.

"Today you can go to participate in the Good Citizen Selection, so polite, open your mouth and thank you, I'm sorry." Huang Ruirui smiled lightly and joked.

Huo Jingwei didn't smile, and even his expression was still dignified, not as relaxed and happy as he usually faced her, and even said some witticisms to her that made people blush when they heard it.

Huang Ruirui looked at his face, but she was slightly shocked in her heart.

There seemed to be something she didn't know.

"Jingwei, are you in any trouble?" She reached over and shook his hand.

Anyway, he was her boyfriend, and if he really had any trouble, she would bear it side by him, and even if it didn't help, she would stand by his side and give him support and courage.

"It's just some company troubles." He looked up and forced a smile on her, and with the gesture of serving the bowl, he had gently waved her hand away.

"Is there anything I can help you with?" Hearing that it was just a troublesome matter in the company, Huang Ruirui was also relieved, after all, he had to manage such a large listed company, and there were indeed too many things for him to make decisions.