102 Tell stories and untie knots

After the family finished eating, they went back to their rooms, enjoying the coolness, and sleeping.

The dinner pot was washed by Liu Ginkgo, and since the last incident, Liu Ginkgo has become very silent, or autistic.

Unlike before, she rarely goes out and rarely laughs with others. Sometimes sitting in the room all day can be worrying.

She also began to help with things at home, and she must have been indispensable when others quarreled before, but tonight she was silent from beginning to end, as if she didn't exist.

Ma couldn't stop worrying in his heart, and he always felt that something had happened to this child. But after asking her many times, Liu Yinxing shook her head every time and said that she was fine, which made her worried, and she had to comfort herself and relax. The last time the child went up the mountain to make incense, he was frightened.

In order to let her get out of this state as soon as possible, Ma also proposed to bring her incense next time, asking the Bodhisattva to bless her with a speedy recovery, good health, and auspiciousness.

Liu Yinxing, who had been quiet for a few days, suddenly went crazy and shouted to herself not to go, which scared Ma a lot. He had seen his daughter excited like that, so he had to follow her wishes and didn't mention it again.

There was such a big commotion at night, and the family didn't have the heart to eat.

Tian Tian stayed alone in the corner, holding a stone and writing and painting in the dark corner, no one knew what she was writing.

Her head had never been raised, her body was too small, and the place where she was squatting was too dark to see clearly.

Without waiting for Li Banxia to clean up the dishes and chopsticks, Liu Yinxing took the dishes and chopsticks in her hand, moved them to the stove without saying a word, and silently washed the dishes and chopsticks.

glanced at Tian Tian outside, as if she wanted Li Banxia to go out to accompany her, whether she meant it or not. Liu Ginkgo received Tiantian's kindness.

Li Banxia looked at Liu Yinxing, whose heart had changed greatly in just a few days, and the words that he wanted to say were choked in his throat, and he couldn't say anything.

When something like that happens, everyone's temperament will change drastically!

After Liu Yinxing experienced that incident, she changed from a cheerful and playful little girl to a depressed girl, living in fear and pain every day. In her heart, there is no longer hope for her life, there is no longer a bright future, or rather, she has no tomorrow at all.

Past. Hearing her mother and other aunts in the village mention her family affairs, although she was very shy, she still wanted to hear which man they fell in love with. What kind of person is she is, what kind of temperament is it, is it the kind of person she wants in her heart?

But now, whenever the mother and aunts mention her marriage again, they leave themselves with nothing but pain and deep unbearable. People like her. I don't deserve happiness at all, and I can't get the love of others anymore, what a bright future!

Liu Yinxing's hand holding the bowl trembled, closed her eyes tightly, and opened them again for a long time.

I don't know when this kind of life will end, she is really tired. I feel like I'm going to be out of breath in the next moment~~ It's so uncomfortable that I want to die, and it's been a hundred from now on.

But she's really unproductive. Not just a slacker. Let others hate it, or a coward, even at this time, I don't have the courage to end my own life~~

Hehe! It's funny to think about it, people like her are alive. And what's the use?

The sweet things made her feel a lot. Don't look at Tiantian's situation today, it's very pitiful. The blow of broken hope was terrible, but her heart was really envious of her......

Because of her, she still has the courage to say what she wants, she still has dreams, she still has things she wants to do, she finally has hope-

And what about her? No, nothing......

Now she is like a walking corpse, living in this world, she is useless to others, even if she looks at it, she feels that it is an eyesore-

Liu Yinxing smiled bitterly and hooked the corners of her mouth, shook off the thoughts in her heart, grabbed the bowl again, and quickly scrubbed it.

Since she chose to survive, let her drag this crippled body to survive for a while. At least, it's a little useful for this family, otherwise my father and mother will really hurt her daughter in vain.

…………

The dark corner of the wall leaves a small silhouette in the moonlight.

With a small hand, he picked up a small pointed stone and wrote and drew on the ground. Judging by the fact that she kept wiping and waving her little hands, she was not satisfied with what she had shown with stones. I always wipe them when I finish writing, and sometimes, before I start writing, I wave my slap and wipe them off fiercely.

Li Banxia stood next to him for a while, and when he saw Tian Tian once again wipe off what had just been written on the ground, he sighed and walked up.

"Tiantian, what are you doing here?"

Li Banxia squatted down and looked at the ground in front of him, leaving no trace except for a mess.

Tian Tian didn't make a sound, her little hand clutched the stone in her hand, and she didn't look up sullenly.

Li Banxia knew the discomfort in her heart, and did not continue to ask, but picked up another stone on the ground and wrote five words: Tiantian, Liu Yinqiao.

"Why does Tian Tian want to go to school for?" Li Banxia asked.

Tian Tian didn't answer.

Li Banxia said to himself: "Is it to be able to read and write, or to be able to distinguish between right and wrong, to be familiar with the truth, or just to make more friends?" Or is there some other reason, can Tian Tian tell me about it? ”

"Hmm~~ I promise not to tell anyone, okay?" Li Banxia winked at her and raised his hand to make a guarantee.

Or don't say?

Li Banxia was not discouraged, she thought she was talking to herself, she didn't believe it, she wouldn't listen to what she said.

"That's fine, it's like an exchange, I'll tell you something, and you tell me something. We still exchange courtesies, and no one owes anyone. Don't play tricks, it's a puppy, a little king, okay? Li Banxia's hands floated behind and made her look like a little king to make her happy, but Tian Tian still didn't react at all.

This kid is really a bad guy~~

“……”

"If you don't speak, I'll just say yes?" Li Banxia tilted her head sideways and asked in a low voice, if there is no sound, then she will make a first move, even if she wants to, she can't rely on it.

"If you agree, then I'll start talking, you listen, it'll be you in a moment...... After I said it, you are not allowed to regret it, if you don't say it again, it will really be a puppy, a little king......"

In the night breeze, Tian Tian's head moved slightly. I wanted to say something, but I thought about it but didn't say it.

Li Banxia licked her lips, regardless of whether the ground was dirty or not, she sat down, kept the same height as her, and slowly talked about her grandfather's past.

"I, the closest person in this life should be my grandfather, he has played a very important role in my twenty years of life and has given me too much love and care."

"My grandfather was a very talkative, enthusiastic, and skilled doctor, and for as long as I can remember, I have never seen a disease that he could not cure. There are many people who, because they trust their grandfather's medical skills, have heard people say that they have traveled thousands of miles to see him. Grandpa never let them down, and always brought hope and health to their lives—"

"I remember one time, an old woman came to her grandfather with her little grandson, and many doctors said that the child was hopeless, and the old woman's son and daughter-in-law died in the earthquake, leaving such a little blood and bones, and she really didn't know what would become if she lost him again......"

Tian Tian's brows furrowed, and she began to want to listen.

But I don't know what method my grandfather used, after a few doses of medicine, the child has improved and recovered signs of life. The old woman took her little grandson to live in her grandfather's medicine so that he could concentrate on healing him. The old woman's family was poor and she could not afford to take her son to a big hospital, and even if she did, she would not take over. Some outpatient doctors just shook their heads, telling her to mourn and take care of the child's aftermath as soon as possible. ”

Grandpa never spoke to the woman about money, but devoted himself to curing her little grandson's illness. Half a month later, the child not only improved greatly, but was also able to run on the ground. The old woman put her arms around her grandson and burst into tears of excitement, if it hadn't been for her grandfather to stop her, she would have kowtowed to him. And that child, who follows me every day, screams from my sister and sister, and to my grandfather, he also insists on calling him grandpa~~"

"The people who were treated by Grandpa all called Grandpa a living miracle doctor. But I didn't know that my grandfather's road to studying medicine was full of ups and downs, as well as the incomprehension of his family. ”

Tian Tian raised her head, as if she didn't understand what Li Banxia said.

"Our ancestors have been practicing medicine for generations, and we can be regarded as a family of doctors. In my great-grandfather's generation, there were four sons and one daughter. My grandfather was the second son, and of the four brothers, he was the least qualified, almost stupid. The most exaggerated thing is that when my grandfather was eight years old, he was still wetting the bed—"

"Huh?" Tian Tian didn't control it, and sighed. Probably even she thinks that this incident is indeed exaggerated.

So great-grandfather was the least optimistic about grandpa, and when he looked at his dull appearance, he became angry, feeling that grandpa had insulted his reputation. The medical skills he was most proud of in his life were only passed on to his other three sons, and he was 'disdainful' of his grandfather. It may be disrespectful to say this, but Great-grandfather has a strange temper, and his eyes are the most intolerant of his son's unpromising appearance, although grandpa is also his son, he rarely pays attention to grandpa. ”

"When Grandpa was a teenager, he became interested in medicine and begged Great-Grandpa to teach him, but Great-Grandpa rejected him on the grounds that he was stupid and clumsy, and forbade him to mention it again forever—"

Just because there aren't many such parents doesn't mean there aren't.

When Tian Tian heard this, she heard a little eyebrows.

Li Banxia talked to her so much, and finally got to the point.