I hadn't made a decision on whether to confess or not, so I answered the call from Mi Cai in the urging of the mobile phone ringing, and she was really more anxious than me, and asked me on the phone: "Are you busy today?" ”

"Well, there have been people from the photography shop coming to the coffee shop to shoot this afternoon, by the way, the waiters have also been recruited, and it will be officially open in two days."

"Oh, that's good!" After a pause, Mi Cai asked again, "What about this morning, what are you doing?" ”

"I'm not feeling well, and I've been playing water in the clinic."

Mi Cai's tone changed to concern: "Where are you uncomfortable?" Is it cold? ”

"It's just a little feverish, and the hanging water has already retreated after playing, so don't worry about you, are you still having fun in Yangzhou?"

Mi Cai was obviously emotional, and said, "I'm not happy! ”

"Why are you unhappy?"

"Because you don't care about me at all, Zhaoyang, no matter if I go to the United States or other places, do you remember how many times you took the initiative to call me and send a few messages to pay attention to my movements? Sometimes I wonder if other couples are like this, or is it because you are full of personality and just keep everything in your heart and never want to express it? ”

Her questioning made me a little flustered, and tried to explain: "When you were in the United States, there was a time difference between us, and I was afraid of disturbing your work, it's not that I don't care about you, don't have these unfounded doubts between us, okay?" You know I care about you. ”

Mi Cai was silent, and I didn't dare to confess to her about going to Suzhou to see Jian Wei last night, at least not in her anger, so I lowered my head and didn't say anything, but it was a violent cough, and after this cough was over, I felt the heaviness of my head again, and I was afraid of the cold in winter.

Mi Cai finally gave up questioning me, and said to me distressedly: "If you are not feeling well, go back to rest early, and let Auntie cook you some ginger soup to get rid of the cold, you can't get rid of the cold in your body just by hanging water." Suddenly, she remembered something and asked, "By the way, did my aunt and uncle come back from visiting relatives in the countryside?" ”

"I should be back tonight, you can accompany Mr. An, don't worry about me, I can take care of myself, after all, I have lived alone outside for so many years, and I still have this self-care ability."

Mi Cai was a little relieved, and after a few more words, he hung up the phone, and when I put down the phone, I felt that my hands and feet were cold, but there was sweat on my forehead

When night fell, I closed the door of the coffee shop, fastened my scarf, put on gloves, rode an electric car, and drove on one of the loneliest roads, hoping to get back to the heated home as soon as possible

When I got home, I found ginger and brown sugar, and waited by the gas stove with strong spirits, but in addition to the beating flames and rising heat, the qiē in front of me was still, and I inevitably thought a lot in the stillness, I regretted that the days after returning to Xuzhou were not as mild as I imagined, and this qiē stemmed from the fact that I could not completely get rid of the entanglement of the city of Suzhou.

I hurriedly turned off the gas stove, found another soup bowl, poured the ginger soup that was cooked very sticky, and then sat in the living room with the bowl alone and waited for the ginger soup to cool down slightly.

I finally took a sip of the ginger soup, and the astringent, spicy, and hot taste made me very uncomfortable, but I still endured it and drank it in large gulps, until I felt sweat on my body, and then I smacked my lips and stopped

Feeling the ginger soup that plays a role in the body, I was still again, a little distracted looking at the moonlight outside the window spread on the hanging purple sheets, I once again felt the truth of life, it really bothered me, the real made me feel at a loss, but I have been pretending to be fearless, in fact, I am afraid, afraid of the thorns in life, afraid of goodbye, afraid of seeing each other, afraid of saying goodbye and seeing each other.

With a soft sigh, I drank the remaining ginger soup from the soup bowl, too lazy to clean up any more, and threw myself on the bed, covering myself tightly with the quilt, waiting for the sweat to rain, waiting for the damn anxiety and restlessness to leave my body with the sweat.

In that sweaty feeling, my consciousness gradually blurred, and then I fell into a coma, but I did not sleep steadily, I kept dreaming, and I kept feeling that I was living alternately in the ice cellar and the furnace

It wasn't until I felt a soft hand on my forehead that I woke up from a terrible sleep, and her familiar figure came into view, and we asked, "Why did you come back?" almost at the same time. ”

"Are you feeling better?"

Mi Cai's mood was more anxious than mine, so she replied in a reproachful tone before me: "You are sick, how can I stay in Yangzhou steadily, fortunately I am back, otherwise I wouldn't know that you are still feverish!" ”

I smiled and said, "I'm really fine, I'm sweating so much, I feel much more relaxed now, and the fever should go away!" ”

Mi Cai brought me a set of clean underwear, signaled me to quickly change into it, don't let the wet underwear cover myself from the cold, and after I changed into my underwear, he brought a thermometer and asked me to take my temperature, until I was sure that my body temperature had returned to normal, and the nervous expression on my face disappeared.

I sat in the living room, Mi Cai in the room to change the sheets and quilt covers that have been stained with sweat, at this moment she became very virtuous, because the millet porridge that is being cooked in the rice cooker is the best embodiment, I feel the warmth of the two people together, and this is what I want to pursue after returning to Xuzhou, I don't want to dream too much at night, I want to marry her, and then tie each other's lives tightly together with a marriage relationship.

Once again, I decided to tell her that her mother was going to return to China, because it would be perfect if our marriage could be approved by her mother.

After a while, the millet porridge was ready, and she filled a bowl for me and a bowl for herself, and we sat down at the table, eating pancakes and a few side dishes

After making enough mental preparations, I finally said to her: "A few days ago, Chen Jingming called me, he couldn't contact you, and I asked me to tell you something, which actually sued me. ”

"Huh? What's the matter? Mi Cai didn't care too much, she didn't stop eating.

After breathing a sigh of relief in my heart, I replied: "He said that your mother will return to China before the year, the purpose is to find you, I hope we are all mentally prepared!" ”