In the middle of the night, the high-speed train took me away from this city full of sadness and helplessness, all the way north, I was tired, but I couldn't sleep at all, just looked out the window at the completely black scenery, flashed from my sight over and over again.

If my life is a story, at this moment, I can't see the end of this story, I only see that we are designed to be pitifully sour in the center of this story, and I seem to see Janeway at this time, in this story, crying heartbreakingly because of my departure, I don't know, she still loves me, how can I not love her, but because of the constant missing, we are already on a railroad track, going in the opposite direction, there is no longer a force that can make us turn back, at least I can't go back, Because I also love Mi Cai as much as I can, but I can only live with one person, and I have no choice.

In the second half of the night when I returned to Xuzhou, I had insomnia, and in the morning, I had a high fever of 40 degrees, my throat was hoarse, my head was groggy, and I was trembling in the quilt I haven't been so sick for a long time!

I put the thermometer back on the cabinet, got up and boiled hot water for myself, drank a cup before going to the clinic in the community and hung water, but the pain in my heart was not relieved at all, and I could only numb myself to look at the sunlight scattered on the plants outside the window over and over again.

The middle-aged doctor in the clinic is an acquaintance of our family, he chatted with me with nothing to do, he smiled and sighed: "Zhaoyang, since I opened this clinic, you have never come to play hanging water, your body is as strong as a cow, why can't you bear it this time, ah?" ”

"Maybe I've been tired lately, and my body's immunity has decreased."

"I don't think I saw you with your girlfriend today, I'm afraid it's lovesick, right?"

I wasn't in the mood to pick up his jokes, but I just sighed and replied: "Lovesickness is a disaster, it's not a disease, don't bother me here, brother wants to sleep for a while!" ”

The doctor was bored with himself, scolded me, and then picked up the stethoscope and went to the diagnosis room, but I didn't really fall asleep, I knew that this illness was brewing for a long time, and in just one month, my love was close to the brink of collapse many times, and finally affected my body, and he struck, as a warning, I also have times when I can't bear it

When I left the clinic, I had a fever, after a simple fast food, I rode an electric car to the coffee shop, this afternoon I have to apply for two waiters, if I can succeed, the coffee shop will have the conditions to open at any time, in the afternoon, the owner of the photography shop Dai Wenshan brought two female customers to my coffee shop to film, this is once again embarrassed I can't make coffee, and finally just brewed two cups of instant coffee for them as props.

Soon, they completed the shooting task, but Dai Wenshan did not leave immediately, he sat with me closest to the window and chatted, he said: "Boss Zhao, I have an idea, I don't know if you can help realize it." ”

"You said I'll do my best!"

Dai Wenshan smiled and said: "I want my photography shop to be the only partner on your side, of course, I will not let you suffer, as long as you want, I can give you 5,000 yuan per month for the use of the venue, and at the same time let you take a 5% commission from the cost of shooting photos, which is a considerable income, at least to solve the cost of the daily operation of this coffee shop."

I also smiled: "In the short term, the exclusive cooperation you proposed really makes me feel excited, but in the long run, it is not conducive to the market communication of our coffee shop, I really appreciate your kindness, but it is not in line with the development plan I have made for the coffee shop." ”

I didn't think about the refusal, which made Dai Wenshan very regretful, he saw my resoluteness, and didn't fight anymore, just changed the topic and asked me: "The girl who was with you in the coffee shop yesterday is your girlfriend, right?" ”

"Well, what's wrong?"

"Yesterday she went to the city with my hitchhiker, we talked about some photography experience, and found that she is really very insightful, so I want to make friends with her, don't get me wrong, just be friends with common hobbies."

I smiled and said, "What could I misunderstand?" ”

Dai Wenshan explained with an embarrassed face: "Your girlfriend is really amazing, I have been doing photography for so many years, I have taken all kinds of models, and I have never seen such a beautiful and temperamental woman, I am afraid that the man's approach to her will make you subconsciously feel that it is ill-intentioned, and I can also understand as a man, it is indeed a pressure to keep such a girlfriend!" ”

"No, I really hope that she can meet some like-minded friends in Xuzhou, she just returned to Xuzhou with me, and she doesn't have any friends here, sometimes I don't feel good when I see her alone."

Dai Wenshan said with a clear expression: "It seems that you are returning to Xuzhou with a story!" ”

"It's not a story, it's just a little bit of a bad experience!" As I spoke, I took out a cigarette from the cigarette case and handed it to him, lit one myself, and my mind drifted back to the scene that happened in Suzhou, and I felt a little sad

Dai Wenshan took a puff of cigarette and said, "I don't know if it's convenient for you to have dinner at night, let's have a meal together, I'll treat you, and then ask a few more famous local studio owners and photographers to introduce to you." ”

"Not today, she went to Yangzhou last night to see friends, and she will stay for about two or three days, and when she comes back, I will invite you to dinner, and it will be indispensable for you to bring customers to me for consumption in the future."

"What's the trouble or not, this is a mutually beneficial thing in itself" Dai Wenshan said and looked at his watch, and said: "I still have some shooting tasks later, let's talk about it here first, don't forget, give me a chance to invite you to dinner when it's convenient." ”

I nodded, and then sent Dai Wenshan and the two female customers outside the café, and they walked for less than ten minutes, and the photographer of another photography shop came to take pictures with the customers, so I didn't have a spare afternoon so much that Mi Cai sent me two WeChat messages that I ignored.

It wasn't until late in the evening that I made a cup of hot tea, lit a cigarette and sat by the window to open the WeChat message from Mi Cai, and she complained that I didn't care about her at all, because I didn't take the initiative to call her since she left last night, and I didn't even send a message.

I thought about it for a long time, but I still chose to send her a message, I apologized to her in the message, and asked when she would come back, this time she called back directly with a phone, this urgency made me realize that she was in Yangzhou, but her mind has been on me, so that I felt that I was free, so I immediately called.

In addition, I can also be sure that Mi Lan did not tell her the scene where I found me and Jian Wei together in Suzhou, otherwise she would not have treated me with such an attitude, but her ignorance made me fall into a tangle, I was struggling with whether to tell her or not, I went to Suzhou last night, and then lied, saying that I would go to see Yan Yan so that it would be seamless, but I couldn't bear to lie to her, because it betrayed her love for me, maybe taking the initiative to confess is the best choice!