I didn't believe it at all, the woman approaching me at this time was Mi Cai, but she really wasn't my imagination, because her white scarf fluttering in the wind was so real, but because of the distance and the crowd walking one after another, I couldn't see her face clearly

Although I don't believe that she is Mi Cai, I don't believe that the stingy creator is willing to spend time to create so many perfect women, so I stood up from the grass with anticipation, trying to see her real, but she turned her back, reached out and stopped a taxi, and soon disappeared into the light.

She was already far away, and I was still watching, and then the unstoppable sense of loss hit me again, and it took a long time for me to suddenly wake up, and hurriedly took out my mobile phone from my handbag, wanting to call her to confirm whether it was her.

However, the reality once again gave me helplessness, because I attended Li Xiaoyun's wedding, and when I got home, I fell asleep because I was drunk, and I didn't renew my phone on this day, and at this moment, I couldn't get in touch with anyone.

That's fine, even if it's really Mi Cai, how can I take this mess to tarnish her beauty? Perhaps, in her eyes, I have always been majestic and tall, not the down-and-out man who is thinly dressed and smells of eggs.

So comforting myself, the sense of loss was finally lightened, but the cruel reality was once again in front of me, this night, where should I go to find a place for myself to live in peace?

Or just spend the night by this moat? It's unrealistic, and if I did, I wouldn't have to wait until the next morning, and my story would be over.

Carrying my handbag, I wandered through the hustle and bustle of the streets, hating that I didn't have a guitar now, otherwise an impromptu roadshow would definitely bring me some income, and if I was lucky enough, I would even have lost the fare to return to Suzhou.

In this city that raised me, the people who can ask for help are either my relatives or some friends who have gradually fallen out in the cold, and I don't want to bother anyone, let alone trouble Li Xiaoyun, because it is her wedding night

At the end of the block, the lights were no longer so dazzling, and a piano shop that was not closed was also eye-catching, I stood across and looked inside, the boss was wiping the guitar, I stepped on the cigarette butt that I had smoked, and then walked into the piano shop

The boss's eyebrows were a little lowered, he seemed to look at me, but he didn't seem to look, in order to let him feel my savings, I first said: "Good evening boss, I want to borrow a piano from you, can you see it?" ”

Perhaps he had never seen a guest like me, but he finally looked up at me and smiled, "I only have pianos that I sell here, and I never lend them." ”

I took out a few packs of high-end cigarettes from Li Xiaoyun's wedding, put them on the cabinet in front of him, and said, "These packs of cigarettes belong to you, I will borrow them for an hour, and I will return them to you when I am finished."

The boss was a little moved and asked, "You are a wandering singer, right?" How can you not have your own piano? ”

In this city where I have lived for more than ten years, I am called a wandering singer by others, and I feel bitter in my heart, I only feel that this time, I am really uprooted, I don't even have a home, my whole life, even with my life has been shattered, maybe I am really wandering, so I replied: "Yes, a wandering singer even lost the piano, how depressed do you say." ”

"I can't see the downfall of our industry the most, you go and choose a piano, but don't leave my sight."

I nodded, picked out a guitar, the boss tacitly prepared a power supply for me, and a speaker, when I was ready to go out, he only left a pack of cigarettes, threw the excess to me, and said: "The wandering singer has many days of hard work, you keep the cigarette, and when you are bitter, it is good to eliminate your sorrows." ”

I said "thank you" and put on the guitar pick, and tried the guitar tone with finger playing, the effect was not bad, the piano shop owner looked at me and nodded, and said, "I can finger play!" Pretty awesome! It seems that the guitar has been playing for many years, and at first I really misunderstood that it was a cheat! ”

While adjusting the guitar, I replied: "Musical instruments are the most unworthy of cheating, some naturally have, and he can't use those who don't, I asked you to borrow it, it's just an accident!" ”

"Makes sense!"

With my eyes closed, I plucked the guitar strings while tapping the guitar board, and using the slap technique, the classic melody of Hotel California emanated from my fingertips, and my heart fluttered with the melody

I didn't open my voice, I sang in a torn way, every word in the lyrics was full of my words, I was really tired, I needed a place like "Hotel California", to perch, to mend the broken soul, so I sang while choking and closing my eyes, unwilling to look at the vanity of this world with my eyes.

I don't know if any passers-by were moved by my singing, I don't know if there were banknotes thrown in front of me, but it doesn't matter, at this moment, I am immersed in the music I made, looking for a place to live and even afraid, singing this song to the end, I am indeed escaping from reality, because the huge reality cannot store my subtle beliefs.

But time, it will brutally pull a qiē thing to the end, so this song was still sung by me to the end, I was in pain, and then I had the urge to smash the piano

I have always lived for the sake of temperament, and I have never changed, so I can't remember that the piano in my hand belongs to someone else, it was borrowed, and when I opened my eyes, I clenched the handle of the piano, and my feelings swelled more and more, and I smashed the piano to the ground fiercely, and screams came from all sides, and the crowd avoided it.

The owner of the piano shop shouted, "Damn, I know why you didn't have the piano and you fucking smashed it!! ”

I held the broken guitar in my hand, gasping violently and regretting it, I hurt the boss's trust in me, and also hurt a good piano, but I was really happy, the anger and grievances that accumulated in my body seemed to flow out with my sweat This time, I seem to have beaten my fucking life! From head to toe, it is full of the thrill of counterattack.

The crowd dispersed quickly because of my madness, but a figure had been standing not far away, she was wearing a white scarf, her hands were calmly in her jacket pockets, but her eyes never left me on this bizarre night, I never thought that we would cross the distance of space, so close, so real looking at each other.

Perhaps, she will take me to a hotel like a hotel like a California hotel, maybe, she will compensate me for the broken guitar, but I look forward to it even more, hugging the real her and melting her into my broken heart.

A warm current, dispelling the darkness and cold, whistled towards me