460 used to be in the sea, half of the path of cultivation and half of the king

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Xiao said this reasonably, and Li Banxia didn't know how to answer him.

"Don't worry, that kid can do it, you have to believe him, and I have to believe him."

Li Banxia was still struggling in his heart, and finally smiled with relief. Master is right, if a person wants to achieve a career, how can he do it without hard work? Not to mention inkstone carvers, this is the case in any industry. Liu Dongshan is not a person who cannot endure hardships, on the contrary, he is more able to endure hardships and has more perseverance than most people.

What to do or listen to Dongshan's own meaning, how can she make decisions for him here? All she could do was to light a lamp for him and be by his side in the dark night.

For the past four hundred days and nights, he had waited for her, worried about her, and it was time for her to do these things for him. What's more, no matter what, they're husband and wife together, aren't they? Even if there is a brief separation, it is for a longer and better reunion.

"Master, you must have something else to tell me today, right?" Li Banxia had already vaguely guessed what was going on, and Master had just mentioned Master Guan, and he had mentioned the auspicious clouds and snow pictures from the previous time, and he had also mentioned Dongshan's talent and comprehension, which might be a happy thing.

"Yes, Master came back this time for the sake of the last work. This Liu boy is really angry, and his auspicious clouds and snow have been greatly praised by Guan Lao'er, saying that this kid has understanding. In time, it will definitely be profitable. He boasted. Liu Xiaozi is on fire. ”

"Soon, Zhenzhou will hold an inkstone competition for young people. It was organized by Guan Lao'er and more than a dozen inkstones, and Guan Lao'er personally inscribed the name and asked Liu Xiaozi to participate. This is a great opportunity, if he stands out in this competition, then he is also a little famous in Bian Guoyan, and his future is limitless. I originally thought that when this kid heard about this, he would definitely pack his bags and go over without saying a word, who knew that this kid actually told me not to go......"

"Is there such a thing? When did this happen? "This thing. Li Banxia had never heard Liu Dongshan talk about it.

"It's been many days, I asked this kid to think about it, but he didn't think about it, saying that he had something at home during this time and couldn't go over."

Li Banxia didn't squeak, thinking that he came to Dongshan to see that she was involved in the case of Yaotang, and he was afraid that she would be implicated in something, so he gave up this great opportunity and didn't even tell her.

He knows. If he had told her, she would have persuaded him to go anyway.

"Master, I live alone, and I don't go out much on weekdays. I don't know what's going on out there. I only heard about your medicine hall when I went out in the past two days, and I thought that the stupid boy must not worry about you. Originally, the master shouldn't have mentioned this stubble again, but I can trust the girl's personality. That must not be your business. Now there is another Lord Bao investigating the case, the one surnamed Bao. Although people are a little old-fashioned, they will not be wronged. I don't have to worry about you, Master. It's that Liu boy, I missed this time, I don't know when I will wait next time? ”

Xiao Jiang meant that Li Banxia understood that he was asking her to be a lobbyist.

The master is really hardworking, otherwise, with his temperament, how can he care about this, he really regards Dongshan, an apprentice, as very important. Otherwise, he wouldn't have planned for him like this, and he wouldn't have come here to talk to her about these things.

"Master, don't worry, your old man, the matter of Dongshan is on me, and I will definitely persuade him to go over."

"Okay, with your words, Master, I won't be in a hurry." Xiao Jiang smiled, his slightly serious face, because of this smile, became amiable. At this time, if you see the smile on his face, you have to sigh at the beauty of the smile.

"Girl, when I see you, it reminds me of my former wife~~"

"Ma'am?" Li Banxia was stunned, "Master, have you ever married a wife?" "Doesn't it mean that this Xiao will be alone, it is rumored that he likes a girl, but that girl doesn't like him, so he will be alone for the rest of his life and will not marry for life?

It is also said that he once fell in love with a girl whose face was ugly, and that Xiao would be willing to cut off his eyes and lose his light forever in order to be with her.

However, when he finally appeared before her as a blind man, the woman ripped off the ugly pigskin from her face, restored her original charming appearance, and finally joined hands with another handsome man.

And Xiao Jiang's eyes are still as sharp as a torch, so it can be seen that this latter statement is not true. But in front of outsiders, he does regard himself as blind, and even has the nickname of "Blind Thin Soul Hand". The reason for this, Li Banxia didn't know.

But Li Banxia is a considerate person, and she understands that people like Xiao Jiang must have a painful past. Those past events are likely to be unbearable, and if he didn't want to talk about it, she would never have the intention of probing into other people's past.

Liu Dongshan, like Li Banxia, respected Xiao Jiang because he was Liu Dongshan's master, not because of anything else. And now, General Xiao actually took the initiative to mention it, which really couldn't help but surprise Li Banxia.

In fact, Xiao Jiang's whole body is a mystery.

That "madam" is so strange to Xiao Jiang that it can't be stranger anymore. This word, left to him, there is warmth, pain, and regret that can never be made up-

This relationship is sad, and after so many years, Xiao Jiang still subconsciously wants to escape. But he couldn't help but ignore the happiness that these two words brought him, and those days, although painful, were also his happiest days.

"When Master was eighteen years old, he married a wife. She has a very beautiful name, called Yuanjun. Once the sea was difficult to water, except for Wushan, it is not a cloud. Take the second flower bush lazy review, half of the edge of the cultivation and half of the king. When she was entangled~ on the sickbed, she grabbed my hand, and I read this poem, and she burst into tears and left this world. ”

Xiao Jiang's voice was so low that he seemed to be breathless, and his eyes that had been deeply weathered and suffering condensed into a point, looking into the distance, as if falling into a distant memory.

"In my life, there is only one person who is most sorry, and that is Yuanjun."

Li Banxia opened her mouth and didn't say anything, in this situation, it was useless for her to say anything. In his world at this time, there are only two people, Master and Yuanjun, and one more person, no matter who it is, it is redundant.

"She met me when she was sixteen, and she said that she liked me the first time she saw me, and that she would never marry me in this life. Hehe! I just think she's a little girl, a little girl who doesn't know what to call at all. Although I was only eighteen years old at the time, I had already experienced the world and suffered the most cruel blow in the world, and I no longer had the impulse and yearning for such things as men and women~ Her thoughts, put on me, are a waste. ”

"She has been with me for many years, and I have always ignored her. If you knew what I did to her, you would think that the teacher was the most ruthless person in the world. Over the years, I have often wondered if I could have responded more to Yuanjun and understood my feelings for her earlier, would I have been able to recall this relationship with less regret when I was old-"

"She's really a stupid girl, even more stupid than you and Liu Xiaozi. No matter how much I chased her and left her again and again, she still had to like me. It's so stubborn that you want to knock through her elm head to see what kind of bumps are inside. Once, I asked her, why do you have to follow me? Do you know how that elm pimple answered? ”

Li Banxia shook his head, indicating that he didn't know.

"She said, you are so lonely, if I leave you again, you will be even more lonely."

"......" Li Banxia's heart moved, both surprised by this woman's answer, and surprised at how similar this answer was to the answer in her heart. The woman named Yuanjun, although her answer was unexpected, it was reasonable.

Li Banxia began to understand why Xiao Jiang said that she was similar to his wife.

They are all the same, they can't bear to see the loneliness of the person they like, and they choose to use companionship as a way. This is true of many women, and there are thousands of ways to do it, but they are also very different.

I was stunned, and I confess, at that moment, I had an inexplicable throbbing in my heart. I was even a little embarrassed, an embarrassment of being told what was on my mind. What's more, it's ridicule, aren't all women in this world saints, and they want to save the men who look pitiful in their eyes? She has been following me for so long because I am nothing more than a wretched worm in her eyes? Pulling me out of the sea of misery will give her a sense of accomplishment......"

My tone was vicious, mocking her viciously and laughing at her for not being able to do anything about herself. No matter how bad he is, it won't make her feel sympathy. ”

Men's self-esteem is starting to play tricks again.

Instead of being angry or annoyed, she looked at me incomprehensibly and asked me why I was angry. She said that she is not a person with a flood of compassion, and she does not have the heart to sympathize with others, she just likes me, and does not want to see me work so hard, please don't misunderstand her. ”

That time, she cried. Don't look at her soft and weak, she is a very strong person, and she never cries when she is blown away by me and ridiculed by me. I was arguing with her a moment ago, and when she saw that my anger had subsided a little, she came up again. Keep a certain distance, and as my mood gets better, I get closer and closer. When I stop, she stops. I'll go, she'll go......"

Xiao Jiang smiled, decades have passed, and recalling that scene in the past, he still can't help but laugh~ can't help laughing. (To be continued......)