461 Xiao Jiang's {Bloody Letter}
461 Xiao General's Chapter {Weeping Blood}
Li Banxia also smiled, needless to say, she could also think that it must be a very cute girl.
Only such a girl can melt Xiao Jiang's heart that is as cold as winter.
There are not many such girls in the world, and even fewer in ancient times. There are very few of them, and they collided with Xiao Jiang, which is also Xiao Jiang's blessing.
But for that girl, knowing Xiao Jiang may not be a blessing.
However, Li Banxia thought about it, she was able to follow Xiao Jiang without complaint for so many years, and never regretted her choice, so no matter what the result was, she thought about it. Of course, she won't regret it either.
Because, girls like this are generally very reasonable. Stubborn, dead-eyed, like a person to the end, will not change.
"If she likes, I'll marry her." Xiao Jiang said, from his words, it seemed that he could imagine that he must have made this decision rashly at that time, not his own sincerity. But this may only be a superficial phenomenon, in his heart, he must also have affection for Miss Yuanjun, but he doesn't want to believe it and doesn't allow it.
These two people should really be a couple, the same awkwardness and the same stubbornness.
"After that, I began to make a name for myself in the inkstone, and in order to become famous in the shortest possible time, I took over the work of many dignitaries. For five or six years in a row, I have been at home all over the world, and I have long forgotten that there is a wife who has just married into the door. I go back sometimes and don't stay long. She has been by my side before getting married, and she can't get rid of her, after getting married. But he was willing to stay at home, waiting for me to come back. She said as long as she was around. No matter when I come back, I have a home to myself. A man has a home. And then there are roots. ”
Li Banxia sighed secretly, how much courage it should take for a woman to be willing to do so much for a man and be willing to endure all the loneliness. And that girl named Yuanjun should love Master so much.
This man may have never given her any warmth, but she was still sincere to him, supporting their home with a woman's weak but resolute shoulders. Give him all the tolerance.
Li Banxia even doubted whether there was such a woman in this world.
At least she hadn't seen it before.
"Over the years, she has written me many letters home, and each time she has reported safety. Although I sometimes think of her, there are many things in my heart that are more important than her. "He has hatred and unwillingness. He also has ambitions. He had so much to do, and he wanted to make those who had abandoned him, who had ignored him, regret what an unwise choice it must have been to abandon him.
These thoughts filled his mind. He is a cold-blooded person, and that little bit of his little daughter's feelings are compared to his hatred and resentment for so many years. It's really insignificant.
It wasn't until later that he realized how wrong his thinking was.
"For the last time. I was invited by an elder to carve a family portrait for him. I value that mission. That elder was very famous in the entire Bian country, and even the emperor relied on him. For some reason, when Li Banxia heard General Xiao say the words "emperor", his expression was full of disdain, and there was a faint hatred.
Could it be that as the rumors say, this "blind and thin soul hand" of the inkstone altar is really related to the high Ninety-Five Emperor of the dynasty?
"Just when my carving was at a critical juncture, the subordinates of the old mansion sent me a letter from home. I thought that this letter was the same as before, just to report safety, so I didn't open it. I succeeded in completing the family portrait, and the carving made the elder very satisfied, and he immediately promised to recommend me to the royal family and personally carve the work for the emperor. ”
The emperor also loves to be vassal, and he is even more obsessed with the inkstone~ obsessed, he likes to collect the most exquisite inkstone and treasure it in the palace. There used to be many people in cloth clothes, because they "specialized in the art industry" in inkstone carving, and they were also invited by the emperor to go to Ouchi to personally consult and exchange.
Xiao will specialize in inkstones, and such a great effort in this line of work is probably inseparable from this.
"When I saw that letter again, it was ten days later. Once I packed my baggage, I remembered that there was such a letter to my family. When I opened it, I was shocked by the contents. ”
"What's in that letter?" Li Banxia's heart was also tight, and it was a family letter that could make the master so panicked and regret it for the rest of his life...... She couldn't imagine it.
"Yuanjun...... Sick...... When I want my husband to go home and see ......" just eleven words, it seems to exhaust all the strength of Xiao Jiang. He didn't know in what mood her seriously ill wife was in writing these eleven words. She also doesn't know what her mood will be after the husband she has been waiting for for a long time will not return?
In a huge family, she is alone, and she is as sick as her, how helpless and lonely should she be......
Xiao Jiang didn't know what kind of pondering and pain the wife who was obsessed with him and wanted to protect a home for him when he was enjoying the highest treatment in the old mansion, listening to the praise of others, and accepting the glorious glory.
He rushed home like crazy and saw his wife, whom he hadn't seen for half a year.
The once delicate and lovely girl has been described as withered and too old to look good.
Shaw will never forget the scene when his seriously ill wife lay alone in bed, like fallen leaves drifting in the wind, and a gust of wind could carry her away.
He's back.
Her dead and dry eyes seemed to be bright and alive again in an instant......
She propped herself up, trying to turn her head to look at him, but her body was too weak to move. He lifted her up, and at that moment, his hands were shaking.
He is an inkstone carver, and the hands of the inkstone carver must not tremble, such a pair of hands will never carve a perfect work. Therefore, an inkstone carver will always promise not to let one of his hands go uncontrolled under any circumstances.
But at that time, his hand was shaking uncontrollably, and it could not have been his hand at all.
But he couldn't take care of all this. For the first time in his life, he only had his wife in his eyes and nothing else. There was no one but her anymore.
"I thought she would blame me, blame me for not rushing back in the first place, blame me for letting her suffer so much alone. But do you know what was the first thing she said to me? ”
Li Banxia already had tears in his eyes, this was really a tragic and touching story. Miss Yuanjun is indeed very stupid. There are always infatuated lovers in the world, but how many people can be like her, without regrets?
If this kind of person is placed in modern times, he will be an out-and-out fool in the eyes of most people. If you meet a short-tempered person, you will scold, "This woman is looking for abuse", or "nymphomania".
Since ancient times, there have always been lovely infatuated women in history. They give everything for the love in their hearts, even at the cost of their own lives. Although they are weak and powerless, they can often exert their greatest strength for the love of their hearts, flexible and strong.
Many men may have the courage to be unsuitable, but in the face of such a flexible, strong and touching woman, I am afraid that Bailian Steel will also turn into a finger twist.
Xiao Jiang clenched his hands, tightened and released, released and clenched. Every time I think of her words at that time, it really hurts his heart. A wave of regret arises spontaneously, just wishing that she had never survived in this world, so that it would not harm her life.
"She said: Xianggong, I finally waited for you, I knew you would come back~~" Xiao Jiang was on the verge of a collapse, "That fool, elm head, even when he was dying, he didn't have half a word of complaint, half a sentence of blame for me." She smiled, laughed so happily, and was satisfied. She told me that being my wife was the best thing in her life. If there is an afterlife, she will still be my Xiao Jiang's wife. She snorted in pain, held my hand tightly, endured the pain, and told me with a smile that she had smiled at me as she had done a thousand times before, and only begged me to accept her early in the next life, and let her be my wife as soon as possible. Then they don't need to waste so many years, she's so happy to be my wife's ......"
She said that her name was Yuanjun, and she used to be difficult to turn the sea into water, but Wushan is not a cloud. Take the second flower path lazy review, half of the path of cultivation and half of the king. She asked me to call her name, over and over again...... She asked me to read this poem to her, and she wanted to hear it, and from the first time she saw me and liked me, she dreamed that I could read the first two lines of the poem to her. She also told me with a smile that if it weren't for the fear of bad luck and the fear that I would be unhappy, she would still like to hear the last two sentences. But the last two sentences are to commemorate the deceased wife, and they should not be ......"
"Yuanjun...... Yuanjun ...... "In heaven and on earth, there is only one Yuanjun." Without Yuanjun, where can he find it?
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The night breeze is slightly cool, and the thin sunset is like tears from people.
She thought of Shaw's lonely back as he left, the coldness of the hottest furnace.
Some people, once they are gone, are destined to be alone in this life, and they will never be happy again.
And some regrets, once caused, can no longer be remedied. He pinned his remorse and love, his pain, and his attachment on his works. The sorrow of Xiao's life has made Master Xiao who is lonely and weird and cold? The era of Xiao Jiang has become the pinnacle of inkstone that is still difficult to reach!
Since then, Xiao Jiang, who is in front of people, is a blind man.
Not only to punish him for his lack of eyes eighteen years ago, but also because he left the last light to his wife. During her lifetime, he left her behind and ignored her, causing today's irreparable hatred. Such a young life, the age at which it should have bloomed, has withered.
He couldn't give her the best, so he left the last to her, and after that, Xiao Jiang had no one else in his eyes except her!
………… (To be continued......)