I looked at Le Yao, the doubts that filled my mind, tugging between asking and not asking, in fact, I understood: I am so entangled at this time, it has shown that I gradually believe that the child she conceived at the beginning is mine, but what is the point of verifying it now, we will soon go further and further because of the marriage we have to face, maybe as she said, I am destined to owe her in this life.

Le Yao looked at me, she pinned her windblown hair behind her ear, and asked me, "Why don't you speak?" ”

"I don't know what to say except to say thank you, and I feel that it's better to be silent than to be honest when I say it!"

"What do you want to thank me, do you thank me for agreeing to you to participate in the micro-movie, or thank me for getting married soon, and you will have one less troublemaker in your life in the future?"

"The former."

"Hehe, didn't you ever think I was a nuisance?"

"I don't think most of the time, and sometimes it's a hassle not to talk about it, okay? Or maybe it's time for us to leave. ”

Le Yao had tears in her eyes, but said with a heartache smile: "Zhaoyang, if our child didn't get rid of it at the beginning, he would have been born now, and by this time next year, maybe he would call his or her parents, but why should I kill him (her)?" What the hell was I thinking at the time? Can you sue me? Sue me."

Her hands grabbed my arms tightly, her nails were deeply embedded in my leather coat, making a "squeak" sound, and my heart seemed to be thrown on the ground and trampled on in this piercing sound, and I couldn't help myself

"Le Yao, be sober, sober!"

My reminder didn't have the slightest effect on her, and she couldn't cry anymore: "Zhaoyang Zhaoyang, you sue me, if I don't get rid of that child, will you be a responsible father?" ”

"Yes!"

Le Yao cried heartbreakingly: "I'm really stupid, you were so useless at that time, I'm really worried that the child will be born, we won't be able to support me, I should have gone to Xiao Rulin (Le Yao's father) a long time ago, why should I be strong!" Why do you want to develop in the entertainment industry with all your heart!! Why do you believe that you will eventually fall in love I thought we would have a second child but you fell in love with a woman who appeared later, so many choices, as long as I choose the right thing, it will not be the way it is now, who should I blame, who to blame, you sue sù me sue sù me! ”

"Blame me, it's all my fault."

Le Yao's love was already close to the critical point of collapse because of this topic that she was involved in, she looked at me with hatred, and finally raised her hand, and on this tall building closest to the sky, she slapped me in the face with the greatest strength in her life

I felt the fishy smell coming from the corners of my mouth, and in the dizziness, the absurd years came back to my mind, and the hypothetical clips stimulated my fragile nerves like a movie replay.

Perhaps, Le Yao didn't choose to take away the child at the beginning, and we are now married, and there will be no Mi Cai in my life

It turns out that the fate may not be determined by who will fall in love with whom, who will fall in love with whom, but a choice between rationality and irrationality, so I don't know what words to use to deal with, I was a little empty by the gusts of wind, I can't even feel the pain on my face, but my heart is cramping, although standing on this tall building, but my heart has sunk to the bottom of the sea, I don't have the courage to remember that I once had a child in those most ridiculous years.

A pair of cold hands were on my face, I felt the hot pain, and looked at Le Yao a little sluggishly, she wiped the blood stains from my mouth with her hands, her eyes were still full of rolling tears, until she was no longer choked, and then said to me: "That slap just now has made me vent my hatred, if you also hate me and think that I took our child off the initiative, you can also slap me and wait for you to finish, we will bless each other here!" ”

I still looked at her stiffly, I didn't feel my body or soul dictating my movements

Without any preparation, Le Yao picked up my hand and slapped herself fiercely, this kind of strength was completely driven by extreme emotion, and five red and swollen fingerprints suddenly appeared on her flawless face.

"These two slaps were for that innocent child, I hope he (she) will forgive me I regret it, but it doesn't help, I love you too, but you already have a girlfriend People can never give up the marriage that they have to face under the pressure of age and family for an impossible love Maybe, I am really a willful and dissatisfied woman, so I never look at what I have, I only think about what I didn't get Now, it's time for me to mature myself, So I'm going to get married, you give me a blessing now, it's best to get this blessing, I don't have to think about anything anymore, and I will be a happy woman from now on! ”

I don't know what kind of blessing will have a kind of magic, so that she will be a happy woman from now on, for a while, said to her: "The word happiness has been mentioned by countless people, but there are not many people who are truly happy But, I will always remember that you and I agreed to be a master of life, we are not too reliable people, but this agreement I think is reliable, because when you talked about it that day, you didn't laugh, very strict, when I promised, I didn't laugh, even stricter sù, this is definitely not a joke, or a longing, It is something that we need to achieve, so no matter how unreliable we have been, as long as we are reliable this time, we can really get through this life."

Le Yao nodded, and then turned around and stood in front of the guardrail, looking at the city with no edge in sight, I was standing beside her, so the scars on her face reflected our loneliness at this time, and it would be even more lonely after a while, because we wouldn't stay here for too long, maybe a few minutes later, we would be at the foot of this building, with the agreement to be a master of life, one left and one right to go in two directions From then on, there may be intersections, but each other's lives have been torn apart and have no relationship.