Chapter 178: Xu Rongrong at that time

"Ah, that's enough, don't think about it." Xu Rongrong put down the chicken porridge in his hand a little angrily and wiped the corners of his mouth.

If she continued to think about it, she was almost going to have schizophrenia, those incomprehensible feelings surprised her, those surprised feelings made her feel speechless, in short, it all came together - she didn't think about it anymore!

Putting the chicken porridge on the table next to him, Xu Rongrong unexpectedly saw that the man just now was standing on the side blankly, his eyes were not shining, as if he was out of his body.

Xu Rongrong's hands trembled, and a feeling of fear spread from the bottom of her heart, she stood up and threw herself on Zhan Yiyang's body, and at the same time shouted in her mouth, "Yiyang......"

At this moment, even Xu Rongrong didn't know why she called out that name.

And Zhan Yiyang, at the moment when Xu Rongrong threw himself on him, also woke up from his contemplation.

The agility of the soldier made him quickly stretch out his hands and hold Xu Rongrong in his arms, a very dangerous and dangerous speed, if he was slow for another second, Xu Rongrong would fall to the ground.

But even if it was thrilling like this, Zhan Yiyang didn't let go of Xu Rongrong's call to him just now.

If he guessed correctly, he hasn't told Xu Rongrong what his name is.

So, how did Xu Rongrong call his name?

Zhan Yiyang's heart swelled with irrepressible surprise, he tightly wrapped his hands around Xu Rongrong's body, and let her nest obediently in his arms, "Rongrong, what did you call me just now?" It's okay for you to shout again, it's not good. ”

"Yiyang, I, I call you Yiyang, but I don't know why I shouted it." In a hurry just now, Xu Rongrong pounced, not considering that the gap between the hospital bed and Zhan Yiyang was empty, and there was a considerable height from the ground.

When she stepped on the air with one foot and had no focus, she began to panic desperately, and her heart was full of fear.

But at that moment of lightning, Zhan Yiyang caught Xu Rongrong and let her fall into his arms.

And because of the conditioned reflex, Xu Rongrong grabbed Zhan Yiyang's neck with both hands, and the whole person desperately shrank into his arms, so it caused the scene where she Xu Rongrong was holding a man tightly.

Strictly speaking, Xu Rongrong saw this man for the first time, at least in her current memory.

But in this kind of scene, being held in the arms of a man so tightly, Xu Rongrong didn't have any discomfort, discomfort, or resistance.

On the contrary, she still has a little bit of enjoyment.

She likes this man's arms, she likes the taste of this man, and she likes the feeling of this man holding her.

Xu Rongrong felt shy about her current idea, but she still didn't want to go, she just wanted to be held by him like this, motionless.

Therefore, when Zhan Yiyang asked her a question, she opened her mouth without hesitation to answer, "This name suddenly popped up in my mind just now, and I shouted it." ”

"So, how did you come up with that name?" Zhan Yiyang looked at Xu Rongrong with blazing eyes, and his voice trembled a little excitedly.

"I, my mind was blank before, nothing. But when I saw the chicken porridge, there were a few pictures in my mind, and the pictures that appeared inexplicably ......" Xu Rongrong pouted, she was still haunted by that inexplicable feeling.

"What a picture, you sue me, Rongrong." Zhan Yiyang Tong Guò Xu Rongrong's reaction in the past dozens of minutes vaguely guessed a little, but he was not sure for the time being, so he decided to ask Xu Rongrong a little more first, and then judge.

Xu Rongrong bit his fingers, frowned and looked at Zhan Yiyang, looking a little aggrieved, "That's it, one, two, three, four, five, six." Six frames. ”

"Which six pictures." Zhan Yiyang became more and more excited, he could almost imagine that it must be a memory that he and Xu Rongrong shared together.

Xu Rongrong was helpless, so he could only try to recall the picture that surged in his mind just now, and tell him little by little.

At the end, she looked at him with a flat mouth, "There are only these six pictures, nothing." ”

"Enough, that's enough." Zhan Yiyang looked at Xu Rongrong's innocent and innocent face, and his excited heart was about to fly.

Being able to remember six pictures is a good start, and as time slowly passes, Xu Rongrong will definitely be able to remember more and more.

"Rongrong, do you know, those pictures are all pictures that we have experienced together, and they are memories that belong to the two of us." Zhan Yiyang said, his mind had fallen into the good memories of the past, he curled the corners of his mouth slightly, and slowly told the sweet past that belonged to the two people.

"At that time, the first time we met, you were bullied by your ex-boyfriend, and you cried very badly, in the elevator, I was still in the difference how someone could cry like this, but I didn't expect that the second meeting would come soon." Zhan Yiyang hugged Xu Rongrong and sat on the hospital bed, slowly reminiscing about the past, hoping to evoke Xu Rongrong's memories.

And Xu Rongrong was lying so comfortably in Zhan Yiyang's arms, and with his slowly narrated words, pictures appeared in front of him.

That time, he went to visit his subordinates who were injured in the mission to save him, and in the elevator downstairs, he met Xu Rongrong, who was still very young and immature.

He saw Xu Rongrong squatting in the corner of the elevator, crying miserably.

That year, he was already thirty years old, he had lived for thirty years, and he had seen countless women cry, and many women even cried in front of him during his study abroad, but his heart never had any waves. When he saw Xu Rongrong, it was the first time he knew that there was really someone who could cry so much that he couldn't bear it.

But at that time, there was no intersection between them, and even if he looked at it twice, he didn't have much of a geographical understanding.

That was the first time he saw Xu Rongrong, and he noticed Xu Rongrong at the first time, but Xu Rongrong didn't notice him at the first time.

Perhaps, this incident has foreshadowed that between him and Xu Rongrong, it is he who will fall relatively quickly.

The second time they met, Xu Rongrong didn't notice him, her eyes had been on someone, but his eyes never took off her body, so the next day, he went to her house, with the purpose of taking Xu Rongrong to register his marriage with him.

At that time, he was still smart enough to think that he was just pleasing to her eyes and thought that she was stupid, so he wanted to marry her.

But, in fact, it was because he liked that immature little woman.

"So, in fact, I was tricked into getting married by you, right?" Zhan Yiyang spoke slowly, Xu Rongrong sat on his lap and listened carefully, occasionally asking some questions, of course Zhan Yiyang answered her patiently.

"Yes, if I hadn't tricked you into getting married, maybe you would have become someone else's wife." Zhan Yiyang lowered his head and pressed his forehead against Xu Rongrong's forehead, such intimacy did not arouse Xu Rongrong's disgust, he felt very happy.

"So you're a big liar." Hearing Zhan Yiyang's answer, Xu Rongrong pursed his lips in dissatisfaction.

What's the matter, she originally thought that the love between the two people was so long, but it turned out that she was deceived into getting married, so Lang Man! It's not up to expectations!!

Xu Rongrong didn't feel it at this moment, she agreed with everything Zhan Yiyang said, whether it was good or bad, she didn't even have the slightest idea of doubting the truth or falsehood.

And Zhan Yiyang was still immersed in the memories of the past, and he slowly told the past, happy, sad, sad, and happy.

And Xu Rongrong sat in his arms so obediently, listening to him, those pasts that belonged to them.

Speaking of Zhan Yiyang's loss of memory, when she waited for four years, Xu Rongrong couldn't help but burst into tears, for the woman who was stupidly waiting, and for the sake of these two couples who lost each other's lovers for four years.

In the back, when talking about falling off the cliff, Xu Rongrong couldn't help but shrink into Zhan Yiyang's arms.

She really couldn't imagine that the woman fell off the cliff with the mentality of how to decide to die.

"Is that the person you're talking about really me? Have I really, been through so many things with you? Xu Rongrong's eyes widened and he looked at Zhan Yiyang.

So many difficulties, so many dangers, how did they survive back then?

"Silly Rongrong, of course it's you." Looking at Xu Rongrong's innocent and cute appearance, Zhan Yiyang stretched out his hand, scratched the tip of her nose, and answered her question with a smile.

Such Xu Rongrong is clean and pure, beautiful like when I first met.

At that time, Xu Rongrong would kick his feet angrily, be foolishly deceived by him to get married, and lie to him that he couldn't cook, and then be exposed by his mother and helplessly cook for himself.

At that time, Xu Rongrong was not killed to the point of miscarriage, did not wait for four years alone, was not hurt by himself, did not experience so much loneliness, sadness and despair, did not wander alone on the line of life and death, and did not have a heartbreak and a cold heart.

At that time, Xu Rongrong's eyes were clean and exactly the same as now.

Xu Rongrong at that time......

Zhan Yiyang lowered his head, looked at Xu Rongrong in his arms, couldn't help but use his arms and hugged her tightly.

In the past seven years, he has given her love, but he has also brought her harm.

Rongrong, now I'm suddenly unsure whether I want to join your life or not.

How scared I am, in the end, it will leave you with hurt and bad again.

"Rongrong." Zhan Yiyang suddenly lowered his head, kissed Xu Rongrong's forehead gently, and then opened his eyes wide, and looked at Xu Rongrong's clear eyes solemnly, "Rongrong, after listening to me talk so much, you probably know that you have suffered so much with me in the past, and now, do you still want to be with me." ”

"Why do you ask?" Xu Rongrong frowned puzzled, "If you are my husband, of course I will be with you, if I am not with my husband, who will I be with." ”

"No, I'm not just referring to that, Rongrong." Although Zhan Yiyang would be in pain when he thought of not having Xu Rongrong in his life, he was so painful that he couldn't extricate himself, but now he has fallen into a bull's horn.

He thinks that he has hurt Xu Rongrong more than love, and he is afraid of hurting Xu Rongrong again, so he is thinking about whether to give Xu Rongrong freedom, and let her stay away from him and live a quiet and peaceful life for the rest of her life while she forgets him and leaves him without a sad relationship.

Therefore, he now solemnly asked Xu Rongrong and solemnly listened to Xu Rongrong's opinion.

If she was willing to leave, then he would rather let her go in pain.