Chapter 179: I Love You Even If I Forget
"Rongrong, now I just want to ask you, are you still with me? After hearing so many loves, hates and sorrows in the past, do you still want to remember the past? Zhan Yiyang looked at Xu Rongrong and asked solemnly.
"Why don't you remember the past? My mind is blank now, of course I have to remember the past, otherwise I don't know anyone, no one remembers, and this life is too sad. Xu Rongrong looked at Zhan Yiyang puzzled, still didn't understand what he meant, but she understood his last sentence, so she hurriedly answered Zhan Yiyang.
"Rongrong, I know that if you remember the past, you will definitely not be willing to leave me. I love you, and I know you love me, but that's not forgetting you. But now, when you forget about it, I tell you all about the past, and now you, do you still want the woman from the past to come back? Zhan Yiyang was patient and carefully explained the meaning of his words to Xu Rongrong, hoping that she could understand what he meant, so as to make choices and judgments.
Although his heart has long been torn apart.
"The woman from the past?" Xu Rongrong muttered, and his thoughts drifted to the long story that Zhan Yiyang described, spanning seven years.
That woman actually sounded quite bitter, she was deceived into getting married, she was miscarried, her husband was robbed, and she was provoked, and finally her husband disappeared and gave birth to a child alone, and she waited for four years, but she waited for a husband who didn't remember her, and a woman who wanted to be her son's stepmother.
But fortunately, the man remembered the woman, otherwise her life would have been too bitter.
But life is not destined to be peaceful, just two days after the beautiful life, the woman was taken hostage, injected with the virus, and finally jumped into the sea.
Is...... What a rough life.
Xu Rongrong sighed, her thoughts were still in the story, but she didn't realize that she had already burst into tears.
"Rongrong." Looking at the tears on Xu Rongrong's face, Zhan Yiyang's heart was full of distress, he stretched out his hand and gently wiped away the tears for her, and his slightly rough palm stroked his tender cheeks, a little painful, but it called Xu Rongrong's thoughts back.
"I, what's wrong with me." Xu Rongrong touched the water stains on his face in surprise, and couldn't believe that this was his own tears.
Obviously, just now, there wasn't much sadness, so why did he shed tears.
"Rongrong, do you remember anything? Why are you in tears? Zhan Yiyang's fingertips swept over Xu Rongrong's eyelids, gently wiped away the tears that welled up again for her, and asked distressedly.
"I, I just thought about what you just said, I didn't do anything, these tears are not what I want to shed, but I can't control it." Xu Rongrong replied with a crying voice, the tears that kept flowing out really frightened her, and the feeling of wanting to control zhì but not being able to control zhì also made her extremely uncomfortable.
Zhan Yiyang's hand to wipe away tears for Xu Rongrong froze for a moment, he lowered his head, looked at Xu Rongrong's eyes that kept pouring out tears, and whispered, "Rongrong, let's separate." ”
As soon as the words fell, Xu Rongrong's tears flowed even more violently, and Zhan Yiyang hurriedly wiped them with tissues, but he couldn't wipe them clean.
The tears were like beads with broken threads, and they kept sliding down their cheeks, and Zhan Yiyang felt bitter in his heart.
"I lied to you, Rongrong, in this life, we will never be separated." Zhan Yiyang held Xu Rongrong's hands, leaned on Xu Rongrong's ear in the gentlest tone of his life, and said softly.
It is also strange to say that as soon as these words fell, the tears on Xu Rongrong's face stopped and no longer fell wildly.
Zhan Yiyang smiled bitterly and hugged Xu Rongrong's hand, but it became tighter and tighter.
"Hey, strange, why don't you cry." Xu Rongrong touched the corners of his eyes strangely, and there were still wet teardrops there. But his cheeks were already dry, as if he had never cried.
"Fool, that's your body and subconscious telling me that you don't want to leave me." After the surging tears just now, Zhan Yiyang's cowardly thought was driven away.
Now he believes that he can give Rongrong happiness.
He also firmly believes that there will never be a person in this world who loves Xu Rongrong and can surpass Zhan Yiyang.
There is no one in the world who can love him as deeply and persistently as Xu Rongrong loves him.
Since this is the case, what reason do they have to separate if they love each other?
The two of them fought together against the sufferings of the past and the future.
And those happy and happy lives are the main theme of Zhan Yiyang and Xu Rongrong's love.
Zhan Yiyang stretched out his arms and hugged Xu Rongrong tightly, as if he wanted to embed her into his arms, "Rongrong, I will make you happy, I will make you happy." ”
"I know you're going to make me happy, but how can I be happy if my life is gone." Xu Rongrong made a difficult sound, in Zhan Yiyang's arms.
"Ah, Rongrong, what's wrong with you." Hearing Xu Rongrong's words, Zhan Yiyang pulled her in front of him in horror and carefully checked her body, "Is there anything uncomfortable?" ”
"It's uncomfortable, it's just that it's uncomfortable to be squeezed by you......" Xu Rongrong gasped for breath while giving Zhan Yiyang a pair of white eyes, "Do you know that I almost suffocated to death just now." ”
It turned out that it was because he was holding him too tightly, Zhan Yiyang breathed a sigh of relief, and looked at Xu Rongrong who was panting, "Rongrong, you can't remember it now, it's because the virus has pressed the nerves, and when the experts restrain the virus, you will remember." ”
"Remember? Do you remember what you said? Xu Rongrong poked his head a little curiously and leaned on Zhan Yiyang's shoulder, it seemed that it had become a habit for a long time.
"Well, maybe, when you remember, it won't be as ...... as it is now It's simple and cute, but maybe you were the real you at that time. Zhan Yiyang stretched out his hand to stop Xu Rongrong's shoulder, and Xu Rongrong's calm appearance passed through his mind.
"And which of me do you like?" Xu Rongrong struggled twice, and after not breaking away from Zhan Yiyang's big hand, he finally leaned on his shoulder and asked casually, "I ......" Zhan Yiyang was stunned, although it was said that the two Xu Rongrong were Xu Rongrong, but the gap was quite large.
A simple and cute, silly annoyance.
A calm and calm, but stubborn one hurts.
But no matter which character it is, it's his Xu Rongrong, isn't it?
It's like whether she remembers him or not, she will burst into tears because of his departure. No matter what kind of character Xu Rongrong is, whether she is quiet or simple, she is his Xu Rongrong, his wife, and his favorite woman.
"Rongrong, when I came back after being missing for four years, my temperament changed greatly because I was hypnotized and forgotten, and I am not so gentle with you. Don't you still choose to love me? Back then, you could love me strongly in the face of such a ruthless me. And I, what's the reason not to insist on loving you? Zhan Yiyang smiled gently, stretched out his hand and brushed his bangs for Xu Rongrong, his expression was gentle.
Even Xu Rongrong, who was curious about the answer to the question, couldn't help but be attracted by his expression, looked at him in a daze, and didn't speak.
"What's wrong, Rongrong?" Zhan Yiyang asked her in a low voice.
"It's nothing, Zhan Yiyang, I suddenly felt that the way you bowed your head just now, I seem to have seen it, a long time ago, or, just yesterday." Xu Rongrong raised his head, thinking about the inexplicable familiarity just now, "Could it be that I am really the woman in the story you told?" ”
"Rongrong." Zhan Yiyang was a little crying and laughing, but she didn't expect that she had been listening to it as a story all along, "Rongrong, you are really the heroine of the thing I just talked about, it's just that because of some things, you forgot about it later." ”
"I know, I just, I haven't been able to put myself in. It's like the four years I waited, if it was really me, I don't know how to survive. Xu Rongrong lowered his head, the corners of his mouth slightly upturned, with bitterness.
For a moment, Zhan Yiyang almost thought that he had seen Xu Rongrong before he lost his memory.
He was a little distracted, "Rongrong, just now, I almost thought I saw you before. ”
"The old me? Is it really so different from what I used to be? Too big to be like a person? Xu Rongrong was suddenly a little curious about her former self, she turned her head to look at Zhan Yiyang and asked softly.
Zhan Yiyang smiled slightly and replied to her softly, "There is not much difference in essence, but there are still some differences in appearance. When I first met you, you were very cheerful and lively, sweet and simple, and would lose your temper with me over a little thing. Later, you became much calmer and more cheerful, but matured a lot. ”
Speaking of which, Zhan Yiyang was a little bitter and guilty, if it weren't for those hurts and pains, as well as the days of desperate and lonely waiting, maybe Xu Rongrong wouldn't have matured so quickly.
"It's really different, but I think I've always been who I am, and my heart has never changed." Xu Rongrong suddenly smiled mischievously at Zhan Yiyang, sweet as if he had fallen into the mortal world, "I think, I must have loved you very much before, even now, when I am close to you, I can feel the sudden increase in the beating of my heart." So, Zhan Yiyang, I declare now that I Xu Rongrong loves you, even if I forget about it, I still love you. ”
Zhan Yiyang looked at Xu Rongrong, who was smiling in front of him, and in an instant, his memory jumped to three years ago.
At that time, he drenched her wounds and lost her body, but she still firmly declared in front of him that she loved him and that he was hers. She didn't worry that he was with Pin Ruiyun, she wanted to snatch her back!
At that time, Xu Rongrong, although he was not as lively and cute as he is now, his determined expression was exactly the same.
Now, these two identical faces had traveled through time and space, overlapping in Zhan Yiyang's mind.
"Rongrong, I love you too." Zhan Yiyang muttered softly, he lowered his head and kissed the little mouth that he had missed for a long time.
At first, Xu Rongrong struggled twice, and when she realized that she missed this kiss too, she changed from passive to active.
But how could Zhan Yiyang be robbed of the initiative by a little woman, he deepened the kiss, and at the same time, slowly, pressed Xu Rongrong under him.
It's dark at night, and there's something you can do in this separate ward......
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