Hearing his brother's mouth, Gu San looked at Xi Chengjun nervously, and said in a pleading voice: "Xi Chengjun, can I accompany you?" It's still the same as before, I touch your hair, I tell you stories, I accompany you, don't worry, don't be afraid, don't be lonely, I'll accompany you. ”

As long as he loosens his mouth and lets Xi Chengjun touch his hair, the other party will always show a sweet smile and never refuse any request.

But this time, Xi Chengjun didn't have any expression, looking at Gu San like a stranger.

"No need, I'm not a child, I'm just hospitalized, what is there to be afraid of, but to be lonely."

A faint voice floated in the ward, not to mention that Gu San was stunned, even Gu Shengxi was dumbfounded, what, what, is he hallucinating, is that Xi Chengjun? Xi Chengjun, who would never refuse any of Gu San's small pleas, actually refused Gu San's request, didn't let him stay, and let him go.

Xi Chengjun, who once cherished every moment of getting along, would refuse, because she grew up, she gradually began to maintain a polite distance from Gu San, but every time Gu San was sick, Gu San would accompany him, and Xi Chengjun would let the two of them together, anyway, in the name of being sick, everyone was not surprised, and turned a blind eye.

But at this time, Xi Chengjun refused, and Gu Shengxi suddenly felt that some people seemed to really want to give up.

But Gu San's brain gradually went blank, he couldn't hear anything, no one could see, the whole world was quiet, there was only Xi Chengjun in her eyes, she looked at herself with cold eyes, as if there was nothing.

The gentle, warm, and brilliant stars that once bloomed in his eyes were gone, and a pair of black and white pupils were so beautiful, but something suddenly disappeared.

Gu San took a step forward and looked at Xi Chengjun clenching his fists.

"Xi Chengjun, don't you need me to accompany you anymore?"

"No ...... required"

"Xi Chengjun, don't you really need me to accompany you?"

"No ...... required"

"Xi Chengjun, Xi Chengjun, are you going to leave me alone?"

"Gu Shengxian, I, you, forget it, you go, I want to stay alone, is it okay?"

What does it mean to be a person? Gu San stood there with his head tilted, his eyes red, he really wanted to rush over and strangle Xi Chengjun, how could this girl be so hateful, so hateful, could she have no other fun except to be angry with herself?

Why should he be angry, he obviously didn't do anything, Xi Chengjun blindly kept his distance from himself.

"Xi Chengjun, you liar, duplicitous liar, you have bullied me since you were a child, always thinking that you are doing those things that make me hateful, don't say anything good for me, have you asked me if I am really good? Have I accepted your self-righteousness? Who asked you to call me Gu Shengxian, who is your Gu Shengxian......"

What Gu Shengxian, what Gu Shengxi, isn't he her third son? Isn't he her Gu San?

What Gu Shengxian, who allowed her to call herself Gu Shengxian, it was obviously her own name, but when she shouted it out of Xi Chengjun's mouth, it cut into her heart like a knife.

Why did she look at herself coldly, didn't the two of them say that they would always be together?

Why did Xi Chengjun change his hexagram, this duplicitous liar, liar!

"Gu Shengxian will always be Gu Shengxian, and Xi Chengjun will always be Xi Chengjun."

Xi Chengjun ruthlessly drew the gap between the two, it turned out that she couldn't see through it, but now she saw through it, what is obsessed, what does a teenager understand, she is just deceiving herself, Gu San will always be Gu San, he has no love in his heart, because he doesn't understand love yet.

and thou shalt not live.

It's all true, she's almost eighteen years old, so why bother with a child.

Her life is really ridiculous, she never thought that she would live a wonderful life but just wanted to live for Gu San, just live, spend more time with him, but how long can she accompany Gu San? Sooner or later, he will grow up and become someone else's Gu San, what is she?

Selfish ghost, let it go.

Xi Chengjun comforted himself like this!

Gu San stood there trembling all over, clenched his fists, and finally raised his face, still with a stubborn look.

"Okay, good, good, don't regret it, Xi Chengjun, don't regret it."

Every sentence was heartbreaking, Gu San finally let the tears fall wantonly, turned around and left, so resolute, did not look back, and did not see Xi Chengjun's desperate eyes.

The person who has never cried will also cry for Xi Chengjun, should she be happy?

But do you regret it?

Xi Chengjun's tears fell silently, she regretted it very much, why didn't she let go early and cut off this paragraph.

"Chengjun, your decision is right, try to live for yourself in the future."

For Gu San, it's not worth it!

Although Gu San is his younger brother, he is really not suitable.

But Xi Chengjun raised his face, those tears fell, and the appearance of pear blossoms with rain made anyone feel distressed when they saw it.

"Gu Shengxi, do you know? Without Gu San, Xi Chengjun would never be Xi Chengjun anymore. ”

You say how hateful God is, she is Xi Chengjun but met Gu San, she just met her, but she gave her a desperate relationship, from the beginning to the end, she lived tremblingly, but without Gu San, what is left of her life?

"San'er, my San'er, you see it's raining outside, do you see my tears? San'er, you grow up quickly and become someone else's Gu San, I can also close my eyes and leave, without Xi Chengjun in this world, will you still remember me? San'er, I'm indeed a duplicitous liar, I don't want you to forget me, even if there is no Xi Chengjun in this world, and the whole world has forgotten Xi Chengjun, I still hope that my San'er remembers who Xi Chengjun is, and has occupied your heart and all your lives in your life, I am this selfish and sad liar, self-deception, how terrible. ”

Xi Chengjun muttered to himself outside the window, and Gu Shengxi also moistened his eyes as he stood behind him......

Gu San, who left angrily, rushed into the heavy rain willfully, ran all the way, sprinted all the way, and finally fell tired on the side of the road, the heavy rain was pouring, he pretended that he was not crying, mixed with the rain like an angry beast screaming.

"Xi Chengjun, you liar, Xi Chengjun, you liar......"

She is a liar, Gu San was angry, and when she got home, her parents didn't say anything when they saw their son with a gloomy face like a soup chicken. The family is not stupid, they have been guarding Gu San for so many years, and Xi Chengjun's feelings have never been hidden, maybe only Gu San is ignorant.

took a hot bath, Gu San looked at the picture book on the bed and wanted to tear it up, but in the end he didn't start, he opened it tremblingly, and inside was a photo of the two of them from childhood to adulthood, how old was he that year, and what she looked like that year.

A thick one, and there are more times to come.

Gu San wrote on the paper, wait for me to be eighteen, you are only twenty years old, let's go on a trip around the world together, I will take you to see the aurora, I will take you into the desert, I will take you to all the places in the world, take you away, take you to see, accompany you......

Oh, I'm twenty years old, you're twenty-six, where are we going, where.

Oh, I'm twenty-two, you're twenty-eight, where are we going, where.

I have been writing until I am eighty years old, you are eighty-six years old, and you are gone, so I will accompany you.

If you're gone, I'll accompany you, don't be afraid, don't be lonely, don't wait for me, if you leave, I'll accompany you......

Gu San never thought about what would happen without Xi Chengjun, but he decided that Xi Chengjun was gone, it was okay, he would go to accompany her, she was so timid, she would definitely be afraid of loneliness, I heard that the Huangquan Road was very dark, there were ghosts, all kinds of ghosts, and he had to accompany Xi Chengjun.

But it turned out that the two of them didn't have the opportunity to get to that day, and now Xi Chengjun has driven him out of her world.

The heavy rain that night fell for a long time, as if there was no end, that day Gu San had insomnia, he cried for a whole night holding the picture book, and refused to go to school the next day, his swollen eyes would be laughed to death.

After being depressed for three days, Xi Chengjun has not gotten better, and he has not been discharged from the hospital, Gu San was beaten by his grandfather, although he was unwilling, but he finally went to school.

Gu San, who was cold, stood very conspicuously in the crowd, although he was arrogant on weekdays, Gu San, who never smiled stingily on weekdays, had never smiled since that day, always with a straight face, and was not even willing to talk to anyone, he just wandered in the school in silence like that.

Everyone will cautiously retreat when they see it, Gu Shengxiao in junior high school, occasionally looks at his third child from another teaching building, and his stupid younger brother doesn't know what to smoke crazy, Ken Shang changed after visiting Xi Chengjun that day.

Alas......

"Gu Shengxian, have you prepared the things ready?"

The last time she accompanied Gu San home with an umbrella, she saw Gu San's vivid expression, such a shallow smile, and such gentleness for the first time, it turned out that Gu San was not born bored with the world, he just used up all his patience on one person.

The girls who are in love for the first time are all envious, but envy is envy, but she is not so greedy to occupy it, it is not her own, and it has changed its taste when she grabs it.

"It's useless."

Gu San didn't want to speak, his indifferent body made the girl next to him stunned, but in just a few days, the world seemed to have changed, what happened to Gu San, who had completely changed?

"Gu Shengxian, did you quarrel?"

Although she didn't know who Gu San liked, she was 100% sure that Gu San liked her, liked her, liked it very much, as long as she talked about the joy in the corners of her eyebrows and eyes, it wouldn't lie at all.

"Heh, I don't even have the qualifications to quarrel with her now, I just got out of her world as if it never appeared, maybe her world doesn't need me at all."

From San'er, to Gu San, to Gu Shengxian, he had long since faded out of Xi Chengjun's world, what kind of quarrel was he talking about, an insignificant person, he really wanted to have a big fight with Xi Chengjun, and then watched her cry, and then coaxed her to laugh.

But Xi Chengjun let him leave, as if looking at a stranger, what is he in Xi Chengjun's world?

Hehe, what a joke, Gu San, you're a fucking joke, a joke!

――The author who cried and fainted came out and shouted: Today's update 6000 has been delivered, do you give a monthly pass, the update is here!!