2000 is a particularly important year for Gu San, this year's boy, just turned twelve years old, will also graduate from primary school, he is also a big boy, and gradually ignorant knows what it means to like, some classmates even secretly crush on the girls in the neighboring class, chattering about who is more beautiful.

Gu San disdains to participate, no one is as beautiful as Xi Chengjun in his eyes, she is like the moon in the sky, bright and immaculate, unattainable, but she is gentle and doting on him, like a small sun shining in his heart.

The only regret is that Xi Chengjun no longer touches his hair, and he no longer calls himself Gu San.

2000 is also an important year for Xi Chengjun, because she is eighteen years old this year, she can no longer claim to be a child, and she lacks a reason to be unscrupulous, so she can only gradually keep her distance from Gu San.

"Chengjun, is this really good?"

Gu Shengxi is steady but not sluggish, if everyone is still young, it can be said that he can't see through Xi Chengjun's feelings, but both of them are already eighteen years old, and although they are still young, they already know a lot of things.

Everyone has their own little world, and this is true of both Xi Chengjun and Gu Shengxi......

"If there is no tomorrow, why drag others down."

Xi Chengjun's smile gradually dimmed, pursed his mouth, tears were about to fall, and he quickly closed his eyes and held back. How could she cry, such a cowardly expression, wouldn't she admit defeat. She couldn't admit defeat, she still had to stand by Gu San's side for a few more years, even if it was just a few years.

"Where does that stupid boy know what you have paid for him, poor me was born before he was born, and he already knew that there was no result, which only increased his sadness, why not let it go as soon as possible."

Don't say anything, is it possible for Xi Chengjun to wait until Gu San grows up, just talking about the six-year-old gap that can be crossed so easily. When I felt it at the beginning, why didn't I break my mind as soon as possible, my childhood sweetheart grew up together, although his relationship with Cheng Jun was more like a brother and sister, he naturally didn't want Cheng Jun to be sad and sad.

Xi Chengjun, standing in the sunset, his clean white dress was dyed with a strong color, which had a bit of magnificent meaning, looking at the beautiful but short-lived bloom of the sunset.

Her faint smile seemed to see through all the joys and sorrows of the world, and the eighteen-year-old girl's eyes were full of sadness, but the curvature of her mouth was contented.

She has never regretted it and cherishes every moment of Gu San's growth.

"You, you're not smart enough, what kind of love is it if you can let go. Do you think Gu San will scold me after he finds out, and then have a cold war with me? ”

Gu Shengxi has never loved anyone, so he naturally doesn't understand, but now he is a little disgusted with the so-called feelings, what is the meaning of hurting the liver and lungs, and sad things, why bother to find a smoke, dead and alive to fall in love?

However, if Xi Chengjun's secret was discovered by Gu San, the babbling kid would definitely go crazy and make a fuss.

"Hmm...... In all probability. ”

Gu San didn't know anything, he was just very happy to prepare a birthday gift for Xi Chengjun, a coming-of-age gift, it was very important, he wanted to give her the most surprising gift, so that she would always remember this moment.

"Sanshao, your old man has been seeing the dragon recently, what are you busy with?"

In school, Gu San is a little bully, he studies well, his body is strong, not to mention fighting, who is not convinced, he will naturally rely on IQ to crush him, and retaliate by force, everyone can only obey obediently, and over time, there is no shortage of a group of followers around him.

"your, it's none of your business, get out of the way."

Gu San was holding a bunch of books and sorting out all kinds of notes, all the gifts he wanted to give Xi Chengjun were accumulated by hand little by little, there was not much time, and he had been busy turning them over recently. Because he wanted to surprise Xi Chengjun, he didn't even climb the window to play with Xi Chengjun for a long time.

I haven't seen Xi Chengjun for almost a week, he is scratching his heart and scratching his liver, and now he doesn't like anyone.

Irritably, he grabbed his hair irritably, continued to fiddle with the pen in his hand, looked at the heavy drawing book in his hand, and finally smiled. He could imagine Xi Chengjun's surprised expression when he saw the gift, how could he not work hard.

Hehe smirked, I saw that the little brother had goosebumps all over his body, the boss was so disgusting, did he secretly fall in love and refused to sue everyone?

As for the matter of early love, because Gu Sanchang's people are tall and big, and even many junior high school seniors are rushing to confess. But Gu San, who doesn't look at all women, seems to have only one sentence: "Get out of the way, get in the way!" ”

Who is it?

Everyone was very curious, and this curiosity was maintained until the end of school, and soon the results were obtained.

There was a drizzle outside, and Gu San left with an umbrella with a goddess-level senior sister in the junior high school.

But Gu San didn't see a white skirt corner hiding behind him, Xi Chengjun, who was holding an umbrella in his hand, trembled and watched Gu San talk and laugh with the girl all the way away, those gentle and touching little expressions, obviously his cherished memories, were now unconditionally displayed in front of others, this blow made Xi Chengjun lose his soul.

Even though she is about to turn eighteen years old, Xi Chengjun is still a child who has never experienced the world, she just knows that her Gu San has grown up, but she no longer belongs to herself.

What is called a fool talking about a dream, the two are six years apart, and when Gu San grows up, he may forget about himself early.

What does she look at growing up, where does she have this opportunity, idiots talk about dreams, fools talk about dreams......

The umbrella in his hand fell, and Xi Chengjun walked all the way home in the rain, and fainted directly at the entrance before he stepped into the house, which scared the Xi family to jump that night.

Gu San, who didn't know anything, cherished the painting book in his hand and rushed home, carefully took out the things hidden in his arms, and occasionally wiped one or two drops of rain patiently. Looking at it, Gu San's heart was faintly happy, but he didn't know that there was a banging sound coming from downstairs.

"Brother, what's wrong again?"

It seems that grandpa is angry, Gu San opened the door and probed his brain to ask, Gu Shengxi was putting on his coat and was about to go out, and saw Gu San frowning a little vaguely.

"Cheng Jun fainted and was taken to the hospital......"

This sentence frightened Gu San, he felt that his legs were weak, although Xi Chengjun was not in good health, but in recent years, he was only relatively weak, and he never got into the hospital when he was sick.

He fell down as soon as he took the first step, Gu San had never been so wolf, he ran out without even wearing a coat, and he wanted to go to the hospital together, Gu Shengxi had no choice but to take him with him.

There is always a pungent smell of disinfectant in the hospital, Gu San doesn't like it, especially doesn't like Xi Chengjun to be dyed with other smells, she should be clean with a sunny smell, always so gentle and smiling at herself, happy or sad, but not like today.

The pale little face was lying on the hospital bed, with a weak appearance, hanging drips, black sprinkled like a delicate ceramic doll, lifeless, staring at the white ceiling with empty eyes, as if there was something beautiful on it, but his eyes did not chase after him, such a discovery made Gu San very angry.

"How are you? Why do you want to get drenched in the rain, it's not that you don't know that you're not in good health ”

Hurriedly arrived, Xi Chengjun was already awake, and she was thrilling enough just lying there, because it was so beautiful. Gu Shengxi walked to the side of the bed, complaining a little, what happened, people who have always cherished their bodies would do such an outrageous thing, which simply frightened everyone.

Xi Chengjun wanted to accompany Gu San, always avoiding all opportunities, and even looked down on joy, anger and sorrow, the only weakness seemed to be Gu San, Gu Shengxi complained about his brother in his heart, I don't know what this bastard kid has done.

Looking at Gu Shengxi's eyes, Xi Chengjun hurriedly stretched out his hand and grabbed him, shaking his head slightly.

"Getting drenched in the rain is also an experience, I'm not a flower in a greenhouse, it's okay, but I'm sick, I freak everyone out, I'm sorry."

I don't want to explain anything, these things have nothing to do with Gu San, she doesn't want Gu San to bear any scolding for herself, Yi Qiē is just her idiot dream, and she doesn't see the future clearly.

Gu Shengxi knew Xi Chengjun too well, and he already knew what to say with a small look, but the more Xi Chengjun didn't want to blame Gu San, the more sure he was that Gu San had done something.

"Next time, I'm not allowed to be so willful again, I don't care, it's just a frightened run, but Xi's parents will definitely be frightened."

The rain is not a big deal, but Xi Chengjun can't afford to experience this kind of toss.

"Don't worry, it won't be next time, never again......"

Yes, no, no, Xi Chengjun's appearance was a little strange, because he hadn't looked at Gu San since he entered the door. Gu San clenched his fists, he couldn't see his brother's intimacy with that Xi Chengjun, but he gradually became stranger to himself, his heart tingled, but he couldn't say anything.

What qualifications does he have to speak, now that he is so angry, as long as he speaks, he will not choose to speak, if he hurts Xi Chengjun, he will be sad alone in the end, and he will try his best to coax him back, why bother to do it himself.

After accompanying Xi Chengjun for a long time, and after talking to Xi's parents and Xi's parents, Gu Shengxi was ready to go home, he was not qualified to stay here to accompany him. But Gu San didn't want to leave, so he grabbed his brother.

"Brother, I'm not going back, I'm going to accompany her, she must be very lonely in the hospital." Looking at Gu San's pleading eyes, Gu Shengxi frowned. "Third child, you ......"

This kind of gentleness is poison, the more unintentional gentleness is, the more cruel poison it is, Xi Chengjun can't afford it, but for Gu Shengxi, he can't say gentle and harsh words, Gu San is too young, he understands everything.

"Forget it, if Chengjun is willing, you can stay."

As a third party, what qualifications does he have to judge, he can't make any decisions for Xi Chengjun, that's her life, only Xi Chengjun can refuse, although Gu Shengxi really hopes that Xi Chengjun will refuse, let go of these so-called feelings, and live for himself, isn't it?

- Anyway, the author is crying and fainting in front of the computer, you are free! Asking for a monthly ticket, today is still two chapters of 6000 words, properly sadistic!