Chapter 987: Resentment by Love
"I don't want Arrow because I change his will!" Speaking of this, the tip of Ou Yangmingmei's nose was sour, "I've been selfish for so many years, and I rarely think about other people's feelings. Since I was a child, I will fight for whatever I like, and I will work very hard and domineering. I never care about other people's lives or deaths, as long as I want it, I must get it. The people around you will put up with all my shortcomings because of your relationship. So much so that I am confident to the point of conceit! ”
"The first setback in my life was given to me by Leng Rui, he let me know that without my grandfather, I Ouyang Mingmei is nothing. He also let me know that without the halo of Miss Ouyang, I can also make a very good man fall in love. He really made me understand a lot of things and gave me a taste of love. ”
"He's really good, even though I've had bad impressions of him, I've had doubts. But in my mind, he is still a very good, kind-hearted man. After a pause, Ouyang Mingmei raised her head and took a sip of the spirits, suppressed the burning sensation like a flame, and continued to say quietly: "Grandpa, sometimes I really feel sorry for him. He's so good, why can't his daddy mommy see him? He deserves to be good to all of them, really, grandpa, I sometimes think about his past and feel sorry for him and can't eat! ”
"After that fight, I reflected on what I had if I had asked Arrow to give up what he had for me. Am I doing this for personal gain in the name of love? Because I love him, because I want to be with him all the time, I want him to do this and that for me. So, is it really right, is it really good?
I thought about it, if I did this, would I be another Leng Meiyu? Arrow is not a thing, he is a living person with his own thoughts and wills. Even if it were me, I was not in a position to dictate his life. I don't want Arrow to resent me one day! ”
"I'm really scared that one day, when we fight, he'll think like I do. Ouyang Mingmei, you are really a scourge. Because of you, I can't be a lawyer anymore. Without you, my life would be simpler and happier than it is now. I wouldn't be so tired without you. You're such a scourge, why did you pester me in the first place? ”
"Grandpa, I'm so afraid that in the end, Arrow and I will become a couple of resentful couples. I'm so afraid that the bumps and bumps in reality will turn our initial sweet love into resentment, and finally into hatred.
So, I want to give up! Ou Yangmingmei lay on the bar and sobbed softly: "Grandpa, you used to let me choose between you and Arrow, and I chose Arrow at that time. But I know you're just as important as Arrow. It's impossible for me to let go of you, relatives who are related by blood can't choose, but lovers can. I can choose another man who will hold hands with me for the rest of my life, and Arrow can also choose a woman who has only him in his heart and live the life he wants. In this world, there are not so many things that you have to do. Love has never been the whole of life. So, I've always felt like I didn't make a mistake. ”
"My stupidity is obvious, I have so many things in my heart, why don't I choose to make it clear to Leng Rui?" Ouyang Di looked at Ouyang Mingmei with some distress