I put down the watering can in my hand, then sat on the small bench on the balcony, took a cigarette out of my pocket and put it in my mouth without lighting it, and then stared at the phone screen and waited for Mi Cai's reply.

"Oh, then answer my question when you're done watering."

Sure enough, I still couldn't get by, I took out the lighter, lit the cigarette caught in my fingertips with a "snap", then squinted in the smoke, scratched my head, and finally replied: "I wondered, does it have anything to do with you whether she is reliable or not?" ”

"Of course it has nothing to do with me, I just don't want to see you alone in Suzhou."

Mi Cai's high-sounding answer made me scoff, and I immediately sent her a message back: "Who is not born to be lonely? We will always be accompanied by the sun, the moon, the wind, sometimes cold, sometimes hot! ”

"What about the flowers and plants? They're with you, too! ”

"No, the so-called flowers and plants are just a cover to paralyze you, because they will wither one day, and in the end you will be left alone!"

"So how can you not be lonely?"

"Loneliness is the destiny of man."

Mi Cai replied with a crying expression: "...... I don't want to be alone! ”

"Ahaha...... We are born to be lonely! ”

"Zhaoyang, don't say that, it's really lonely to think about it!"

"What is your loneliness, at least there are so many people who like you and love you!"

"Is your loneliness lonely?"

"I don't know, but I was so lonely that I slept alone in the bridge hole, listening to the whistle of the passing ships, and saying goodnight to that huge city alone in the starry sky and night!"

After sending this message, I took a heavy puff of cigarette and recalled the days when I was penniless in Shanghai, waiting for Jian Wei, who was trapped by her family, to really live in the bridge cave and hug the lonely guitar.

So what is loneliness to me? It's just a piece of code left over after the years!

It took a long time for Mi Cai to reply to my message: "There will definitely be a woman who will always be with you, so that you will no longer be lonely, and she herself will not be lonely." ”

I stared at this message for a long time, and countless gorgeous images burst out of my brain because of being with this woman, so I wanted to ask Mi Cai: Are you the woman who will always be with me?

But after all, he just replied: "Sleepy, sleep!" ”

Mi Cai: "......"

Finished the WeChat conversation with Mi Cai, I lay on the bed, habitually lit a cigarette, thinking about my thoughts, thinking that people are lonely, for example, Jian Wei and I, after graduation, tried our best to be together, thinking that we were not lonely, but in the end we broke up and threw loneliness to each other, but I didn't want to think about those days when we were not lonely together.

Alas! If you live so lonely, why do you want to stay in this world?

If you think about it again, you will understand, after all, there is only one city in the sky, how can it accommodate all the lonely people.

I thought of Mi Cai again, if we had her company, could we comfort each other's loneliness?

I think it's okay, as long as I think of her by my side, even if I don't say anything or do anything, my heart is also full, because her kindness and beauty have turned into warmth to drive away all the loneliness.

……

Time passed forward another week, and there were only 3 days left until Chinese New Year's Eve, and in the past week, loneliness accompanied me throughout, even Fang Yuan, Yan Yan and his wife have returned to Fang Yuan's hometown year, as for Mi Cai has not been contacted again, to be precise, I contacted her, but she did not reply, of course, I did not pester her again.

And after last night's busyness, I went to the moat with loneliness, and I didn't meet Janeway again, so even she had left Suzhou.

For me at this time, Suzhou became an empty city, and in this empty city there was a river full of loneliness, and I jumped into it, swam from east to west, and so on, but there was no woman who called me on the shore and guided me ashore......

At this time, it was already ten o'clock in the night, and when I left the bar, I took a deep breath as usual, rubbed my cold hands, and then took out a cigarette and lit it for myself.

After only two puffs, his eyes were suddenly covered by a pair of warm hands, and then he heard the familiar voice: "Zhaoyang, guess who I am!" ”

"Don't make a fuss......," I said, taking her hand away.

Le Yao walked around to me from behind and asked me with a smile, "Surprised, Zhaoyang?" ”

Of course, I was pleasantly surprised, but I still kept my composure and asked, "Why did you go back to Suzhou?" ”

"CC accompanies Robben, I won't bother them, besides, you have to be busy until Chinese New Year's Eve for the bar, can I not come back to help!"

"Well, I finally have a little conscience!"

"This is not a conscience, it's thinking about you, the crew just had a holiday, and I flew back non-stop." Le Yao tugged at my arm and said, it seemed that she was in a much better mood than the last time she came back.

I snuffed out the cigarette in my hand, and then took Le Yao to hold my hand.

Le Yao didn't care, and still asked me in a happy tone, "Have you eaten?" ”

"Go back and cook noodles and eat them."

"So pitiful! …… Don't eat noodles, I'll treat you to a big meal! ”

I looked at Le Yao with a smile and said, "You are now the face of an upstart!" ”

"I have the pleasure of having a big meal for you, and I don't mind putting on a nouveau riche face at all."

"Okay, get the silver ready, I want to gnaw on the duck's neck."

Le Yao was speechless and said, "Look at your little bit of talent......

……

On the bench on the side of the road, I held a bag of hot steamed buns, and Le Yao helped me hold the duck's neck, and we sat next to each other.

I ate a bite of steamed buns and a bite of duck neck, and I just felt that this was life, the life I wanted, at least at the moment I was not lonely.

"Take a sip of tea, don't choke." Le Yao said and handed me the tea in her hand.

I sighed while drinking: "This is the life of the emperor, there is a big star waiting for me!" ”

"I'm a female star, I only worship you!"

"...... Run-on me! A person who takes nibbling on duck neck as fun, what is there to adore you deserve! ”

"If you want, I'll be happy to accompany you to nibble on the duck's neck!"

I opened the convenience bag and looked at it, and there were only two duck necks left, and then joked with Le Yao, saying, "It's just two, you are willing to accompany me to gnaw, I am not happy to gnaw on you!" ”

Le Yao grabbed a duck neck from the bag with lightning speed, took a quick bite, and then looked at me proudly.

I immediately took out my phone from my pocket, took a picture of her greasy hands holding the duck's neck, and asked her, "Do you have idol baggage?" ”

Le Yao nodded and said, "Of course there is, I am an idol and a powerful faction!" ”

I showed her the photos I had taken, and said with a smile: "Just rush your idol baggage, if this photo is sold to some entertainment newspaper in the future, it will be profitable!" ”

"Cut, your level of threat is getting worse and worse!"

Le Yao said and put her arm around my shoulder with her hand holding the duck's neck, took out her mobile phone and took a photo with me, and then posted it on her Weibo.

I hurriedly stopped: "Don't, your circle is chaotic, I don't want to have an affair with you." ”

"And do you think that photo you just took can threaten me?"

I hurriedly shook my head: "No, the competition between us is no longer at the same level, you have been drinking brain platinum lately, right?" ”

Le Yao reacted in a daze, and then wiped her greasy hand on my face: "Zhaoyang, you are really damaged!" ”

While I was hiding, I reprimanded her sternly: "Don't make trouble, be careful!" ”

"it, it......"

During the frolic, the WeChat prompt sound of my mobile phone rang again, and I knew that it must have been sent by Mi Cai, who had not been in contact for several days, because there was only a message from her, and I set a ringtone reminder!