In the panic, I quickly thought about how to answer Janeway, no matter what our relationship is now, but that guitar was given to me by her after all, if I said that I would change it to another guitar, she would probably feel uncomfortable.

So I decided to lie to her and say, "That guitar was brought to Beijing by CC." ”

Jian Wei really frowned and asked, "What are you doing with it in Beijing?" ”

I told another lie in the lie: "Robben said it would be used." ”

"If I'm not mistaken, you told me that this guitar will stay with you for the rest of your life and won't be touched by anyone."

I lit a cigarette, frowned, and said, "Why are you so serious, just a promise about the guitar, can't you see that the oath between the couple is still on credit in the end!" ”

Janeway was dumbfounded by my words, which were the killer weapon to her, and she must have remembered the "wait" she had written in lipstick on the car window, but in the end she didn't honor it with me.

In the silence of the two, Jian Wei picked up the chopsticks, lowered her head and ate the fast food in the lunch box, and did not speak again until she finished eating, and so did I.

At this moment, I somewhat understand why it is difficult for couples to be friends again after breaking up, because the two of them have quarrels, they say that they can't let go of the past, if they are happy, it proves that each other is happy after the breakup, but the choice of being together seems so wrong and ridiculous.

Another example is repeating silence like me and Janeway now, then simply be a pair of strangers, why meet each other, why get along?

……

After this light meal, Janeway finally fulfilled her promise and came to the bar with me to act as a resident singer, and the bar made up for the lack of CC because of her arrival.

I didn't go to the small stage to accompany her, but sat in the corner and prepared the activity plan for Chinese New Year's Eve.

It was soon nine o'clock in the evening, and Janeway walked down from the small stage after singing a few songs, and sat down across from me to rest.

I asked the waiter to prepare a glass of milk for her, still focusing on the plan of the event, and Jian Wei didn't say anything, and we tacitly continued the silence to the end until the WeChat prompt on my phone sounded.

I immediately stopped what I was doing, and when I opened WeChat, it was really sent by Mi Cai.

"Chaoyang, I'm getting up, the weather in Philadelphia is very nice today!"

I smiled and replied, "Who asked you to change my surname, my father doesn't agree!" ”

"Your father gave you this name in the hope that you can be like Chaoyang, so I don't think I'm wrong!"

"If you don't change your name, you can't change your surname, I can't change it if I say I can't change it."

After I finished sending this message, I focused on the plan again, and Jian Wei finally spoke: "Zhaoyang, have you got a girlfriend?" ”

"What?"

"Mi Cai is your current girlfriend, are you back together?"

I finally looked up at Janeway, and then I remembered that Mi Cai and I were separated and combined in her cognition.

After a while, I replied: "It's not a reunion, it's a friend." ”

"If I'm not mistaken, she was the one who just messaged you, right?"

I looked at her again, because I didn't know how she could tell that the message was sent to me.

"The smile you just had is the smile that a man can only have in love." Janeway calmly relieved my doubts.

So I smiled at her again and asked, "What about this smile now?" ”

"There's a hint of perfunctory passage of time."

"Am I just not going to hide my feelings?"

Jian Wei shook her head and replied, "It's not that you can't hide your feelings, but some feelings don't need to be hidden at all." ”

I was just about to respond to Jian Wei's words, but Mi Cai's message came back again, so I temporarily put aside the communication with Jian Wei and opened Mi Cai's reply.

"I never thought you were a person who didn't change your name or change your surname, so I called Chaoyang!"

"Okay, what's so cool, what's the name of you, anyway, you're in the United States now, and I can't kill you with my mind!"

After sending the message, he put his phone aside, and then asked Jian Wei, "What did you just say?" ”

Janeway looked at me, shook her head, gestured to a topic that wasn't particularly important, and then walked back to the small stage and continued to sing for the customers, and I realized that I had snubbed her because of Mi Cai's message.

I wondered if my feelings about love had really shifted.

I also hypothetized a scenario, if Jian Wei returned to China, she was not with Xiang Chen, and she was still alone, what would I be in love with me now?

When this assumption became more and more three-dimensional in my heart, my heart suddenly became restless, and I thought: I can't let go and forget, so now this seems to be put down, just because there is one more Xiang Chen among us, I can't do anything for the love I once had, it's better to learn to forget, learn to treat Jian Wei as an ordinary friend, and it turns out that I am about to do it, so I should be more happy for myself, and happy for Jian Wei, at least in the face of Xiang Chen, I am worthy of my heart!

……

Jian Wei left the bar at 11 o'clock, and Mi Cai didn't reply to my WeChat until it closed, probably because I made the topic too boring.

Back at the accommodation, just as I had given up waiting for Mi Cai's reply, she sent me another message: "You're done with your work today, right?" ”

"Yes, it's home."

"It's been dry lately, so remember to water those plants on your balcony."

"Well, I'm going to pour it."

I held a watering can in one hand to water the vegetation, and in the other hand I held my mobile phone and waited for Mi Cai's reply.

"Where are you spending the New Year this year?"

"Alas! ~ Xuzhou can't go back, just stay in Suzhou. ”

"Why can't you go back to Xuzhou? Is your mom still mad at you? ”

"It's not that I'm angry, she said that if I can't find a more reliable girlfriend than Miss Xiaoyun, don't go back...... Tell me, where do I find it? After all, there are not many reliable girls now! ”

It took a long time for Mi Cai to reply to my message: "Then go to your Xiaoyun girl, after all, she is so reliable in your eyes." ”

I carried the watering can from the balcony to the other side, and so on, and I didn't think of how to reply to this message of Mi Cai, because I faintly felt the smell of vinegar in this message, but I didn't want to be sentimental.

But Mi Cai, who didn't want to send another WeChat message at this time: "Why didn't you reply?" ”

In the video, this is the first time she sent a message asking why I didn't reply, if it was before, after she sent a message, I wouldn't reply all day, and she wouldn't chase after me, so I didn't know how to reply.

After a while, I finally replied with a message: "Because I'm helping to water the plants!" ”

Then he fell into a nervous wait, hoping that this reason would allow him to fool himself through.

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