After a while, the boy came back and said to me with excitement: "You didn't lie to me, you're really a super beauty!" ”

I smiled and said, "Then tell me what she looks like, and I'll see if you recognize the wrong person." ”

"As you said, the long hair hangs down the shoulders, the purple-gray clothes, and then it's very beautiful, but I don't like to deal with people, but I still stuffed the letter to her!"

I nodded and jokingly asked, "Then do you think I can catch her?" ”

The boy looked at me with a lot of concern and said, "I feel hanging!" ”

"Really...... Hurry to school, don't be late! I smiled and patted the boy on the shoulder.

After the boy left a "good luck", he hurried to the distant platform.

In the autumn rain, I lifted the shoulder bag that had almost fallen off my shoulder, looked up at the giant billboard of Jumei, and silently wished Mi Cai that she would be able to survive this crisis without danger, and that was all I could do for her.

……

Back to Polaroid Department Store, I am very calm, calm work, calm to participate in the exchange meetings held by Fangyuan, calm to communicate with colleagues, my calm comes from I have seen my own results, so I have enough psychological preparation for a qiē, and after the end of this promotion plan, I will resign from Baoli, maybe I will continue to stay in Suzhou to find a job, maybe I will return to the city where I was born, let Ban Dad arrange a job for me in their unit, and live a life in peace and security.

Focused work, time flies, soon it's time to get off work, I went to the lounge to make a cup of coffee, after a short break to continue to work, today Fang Yuan has informed Chen Jingming of the promotion theme of "love is not extravagant" that I proposed yesterday, Chen Jingming's side is very efficient, when even if the process is started, and this theme is because I proposed, so the main writer of this promotion plan is me, as a reward for Chen Jingming's care over the years, I have to do my best to make this plan.

When I left the company at the end of the day, it was already 10 o'clock in the evening, I was hungry, I bought some burgers and other things at the KFC store downstairs in the company, and ate them while walking on the street.

But I didn't really feel relaxed because of this, the traffic and people on the streets still set off my loneliness and helplessness in the city.

I also want to have a home in this city, a girlfriend who can become a wife in the future, but after struggling for all these years, I realized that I was so powerless to these small dreams, and I realized that I was so small in this huge city, so small that a breeze could away, and then leave unwillingness and gloom, drifting away from the city with the wind.

……

I thought I would live here for a long time, but when I handed over the letter to Mi Cai this morning, it was already decided that I would not live here for too long, although I subconsciously wanted to struggle to survive in this city, but it was not so easy to find a new job, and it depends on the luck after quitting, if I can find a job as quickly as possible, then I will continue to struggle, if I can't find it for a long time, I have no choice but to leave.

After washing, lying on the bed, my thinking was very chaotic, and I didn't dare to plan my future life, so those high-spirited life motivations a few days ago degenerated into a decadence to get by.

Listening to the sound of rain falling outside the window, I began to think about Janeway again, thinking about the future that I had dreamed of with her, but now I think of it is so pale and weak, and it is only myself who bears this paleness and weakness, at least without me, Janeway will also live very well, she doesn't have to worry about material, she can use material to fill the emptiness of emotion, in fact, her emotions will not be empty, now she has Xiang Chen, and even her emotions have found sustenance, which is good! It's really good, I will always think about my pain, and then send her blessings silently.

I took out the guitar from the guitar box, plucked the guitar strings, and sang Eason Chan's song "Backpack", and I just sang and sang along with the melody that the guitar played...... I cried myself, crying inexplicably, because no house, no job, and no woman were just trivial things for me in the past, but now I have shed cheap tears for these trivial things, isn't this inexplicable enough?

The sound of the rain outside the window seems to be louder, and after this rain, I am afraid that the sky will be colder again, and winter is coming, and then the world will be covered with ice.

……

Time unhurriedly advanced forward for three days, these three days have big and small things, small things: I received two knitted scarves from my father, as well as rice and flour, big things: I worked overtime day and night to efficiently complete the promotion plan with the theme of "love is not luxury", I handed over the plan to Fang Yuan, and Fang Yuan handed it over to Chen Jingming, with the submission of the plan, the day I submitted my resignation letter to Chen Jingming also entered the countdown, and I will leave the Polaroid Department Store.

This evening after work, I want to call Mi Cai and prepare to give her the knitted scarf, I think she will like it, because last time Ban Dad sent two knitted sweaters, I gave one of them to her, and I saw her wear it several times, so she should also like this knitted scarf.

Regardless of the relationship between us, this knitted scarf is the heart of Mom and Daddy after all, and it should be given away.

After having a good reason, I immediately dialed Mi Cai's phone, but no one answered for a long time, and when I gave up calling, she called back.

I hurriedly answered the phone, and she said to me a little apologetically, "I'm sorry, I was in a meeting just now, do you have something?" ”

I didn't answer immediately, but asked tentatively, "What, has your company been busy lately?" ”

"Well, something happened to the company recently, and it's being worked on."

"Oh." I answered, only to know that Mi Cai had really received my letter, and that she might be dealing with Mi Zhongde's power plot against her.

Mi Cai urged me again: "Say, you call me, what's the matter?" ”

I paused for a moment before saying, "My mom knitted a scarf for you, and my dad sent it by courier, so you can take it when you have time, or I'll give it to you." After thinking about it, he added, "It doesn't matter if you want it or not." ”

Mi Cai didn't refuse, she said: "Then you wait a while, I still have some things to deal with, you come to our Zhuomei, find a place to drink something first, I'll go to you after I finish handling things." ”

I was very "calculating" and said, "Then you have to invite me to drink!" I'm here to deliver something to you. ”

"Okay." Mi Cai answered and hung up the phone, it seemed that she was very busy at the moment.

After the call, I packed my scarf in a bag and left the office and walked across the street to Jumei's shopping mall......