Chapter 58: Two Letters I Wrote

It was my first night in this bachelor apartment, but I made one of the most important decisions of my life, I wrote two letters, one for Mi Cai tomorrow, and the other for Chen Jingming after completing this promotion plan.

I know that when I choose to sue Mi Zhongde for his power conspiracy, it also means that I have lost my trust in Fang Yuan, and I am even more ashamed of Chen Jingming's kindness, I have no face to continue to stay in Polaroid Department Store, and resignation is the only way I can choose.

Picked up the pen and took a deep breath, I barely thought about it, I wrote two letters as fast as I could, and then broke the pen and threw it into the garbage basket, the pen was innocent, but my feelings needed to be vented, I ruined my future with my own hands, and even the future of Fang Yuan and Chen Jingming.

Thinking of the sacrifice Le Yao made for my work and future, I felt suffocated again, although this decision stuck to the little faith in my heart, but it failed to live up to my friends who really cared about me.

I folded the two letters and put them in my pocket, and although I did not regret my choice, I knew that the night I was going to spend was sleepless, and I wanted to drink, the more the better, and then I fell drunk on the bed, with my head covered, and I didn't care about the weight of reality.

I went to CC's restaurant, and I really want to drink at this moment, and if CC is free, I also want to talk to CC, not necessarily about my choice of human nature, just talk about it.

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At this time, it was very late, close to closing time, and there were very few customers dining in the "Empty City" music restaurant, and CC was sitting in a corner drinking beer, still not living like a woman, although she had the skin of a beautiful woman.

I sat down across from her, and CC realized my arrival and snapped his fingers at the waiter, who then brought me a large glass of draft beer.

CC looked at me and smiled, and asked playfully, "What's wrong, Zhaoyang?" Have you been beaten by life again? ”

"Almost, you know me well!" I said as I took a big sip of draft beer.

"Otherwise, what are you doing here so late?"

I didn't say anything, and poured the beer into my mouth as water until my head was irritated by the cold pain.

CC just looked at me, occasionally taking a few sips of his own beer, until I stopped and asked me, "Say, why is life so unhappy?" ”

I was silent for a long time before I said: "You say that we are all idealistic people, obviously it is a very beautiful thing to live with ideals and perseverance in our hearts, why does reality give us so many constraints?" ”

CC thought for a while and said to me: "Actually, I have also figured out one thing over the years, there is nothing wrong with living in an idealistic way, but the premise is that you have to have material support, such as my music restaurant, it can support me now, I don't have to worry too much about material, so I can continue to live such an idealized life, if there was no 100,000 yuan that the unknown customer gave to the restaurant at the moment of life and death, so that the restaurant can continue to operate, where can I talk about ideals?" ”

I was silent again for a long time before I said, "CC, you're right! Idealized life also needs to be materially based. ”

CC is indeed right, taking this incident as an example, if I have enough financial foundation to ensure that I don't have to worry about the future of my work, and Fang Yuan and Chen Jingming are already in a high position in Baoli, then I can tell Mi Cai this qiē without any worries, so as to fulfill my conscience and belief in my heart.

Even if I understand that living in an idealistic way requires material support, I still don't plan to change my decision, I will still inform Mi Cai of Mi Zhongde's power conspiracy, maybe deep down, even if I lose my hard-won job prospect because of this incident, I still think it is worth it.

After drinking a big glass of draft beer, I asked for another big glass, and CC just smoked and accompanied me, and we didn't communicate with each other anymore, because we saw the real world too thoroughly from an idealistic perspective, and when we saw it through, we were tired and didn't want to say anything more.

After two large glasses of draft beer, I was a little dizzy, and the feeling that had been tight gradually relaxed, so that the face of CC on the other side was blurred, so I struck while the iron was hot and asked for a glass of high-strength liquor and drank it all, this kind of drunken booze, made my dizziness more and more intense, and finally I lay on the table in front of CC...... The spiritual world is quiet, but tomorrow's real world may be a mess again.

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The next day, I woke up from a drunken headache, the autumn rain was cloudy outside the window, and the sky was cloudy, I looked indoors and found that I was sleeping in CC's boudoir, and I remembered that I had deliberately drunk myself high yesterday.

Lifted the quilt, put on shoes and left the bed, walked out of the bedroom, found CC sleeping on the sofa in the living room and had not woken up, looked at the time, it was half past seven, and did not disturb CC and gently took the door and left.

I went downstairs and stopped a taxi outside the community, but the destination was not my company, but Zhuomei, since I had already made my choice last night, then I would follow my own choice.

Twenty minutes later, I came to the entrance of the Jumei's underground car park to wait for Mi Cai, and from what I knew about her, she should not have arrived at the company at this time.

After another 20 minutes or so, I finally saw Mi Cai's red Q7, and I stopped a boy who looked like a student passing by when she drove the car into the underground parking lot.

I said to the boy with a puzzled face, "Can you do me a favor, little buddy?" ”

The boy suddenly looked at me vigilantly and asked, "What's the busy?" ”

I pulled the letter out of my pocket, handed it to him, and said, "Help me deliver a letter to a girl." ”

The boy suddenly realized and said, "This is a love letter, right?" But now that information is so developed, why write love letters, you can text whatever you want. ”

"You're born in the 90s, right?"

"That's right."

"I'm born in the 80s, do you know what the generation gap is, we wrote love letters in that era, this is called style, you hurry up and help me give it to you, she has to get on the elevator when she turns back." I said eagerly.

"But I'm going to be late for school!"

"Just for a little while, and I won't delay your school.

The boy still looked embarrassed.

I immediately changed my strategy and asked, "Do you like to look at beautiful women?" ”

As soon as the boy heard that there was a beautiful woman, he immediately asked with great interest, "Is she a beauty?" ”

"If she is not a beauty, can I look at her, don't worry, absolute beauty, you get off the elevator, go to the underground parking lot and wait for her to remember, the most beautiful woman wearing a purple gray coat, long hair hanging down her shoulders, is her, don't be mistaken."

"Okay, I'll see if it's as pretty as you say." The boy finally took the letter from me as he spoke.

I told him, "Just give her the letter, and don't say anything else, especially not to describe my appearance in front of her, you know?" ”

The boy nodded tacitly and said, "I understand, you want to surprise her, I wish you a successful confession first!" ”

I nodded approvingly and said, "Yes, we don't have a generation gap yet." ”

The boy smiled "hehe" and then ran to the elevator in the store...... And I lit a cigarette and watched him go quietly, as if I had finally let go of a heavy burden, and as for tomorrow, I will talk about it tomorrow......

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