My call with Yan Yan continued, and after weighing it for a while, I finally said to her, "Doesn't she have an assistant?" You call her assistant, it's really not convenient for me to go there. ”

After Yan Yan was silent for a while, she said to me, "Okay, I won't force you if it's inconvenient for you." After that, he hung up the phone.

Her immediate hang-up made me feel her affection for me, but I really didn't want to tie myself to Janeway's private life, and I was sure that even if I didn't go, someone else would take her to the hospital.

After swiping the card to pay, I returned to the car with the red wine I bought, and when I fastened my seat belt, Mi Cai asked me, "Why did you go for so long?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said, "There are too many categories, so I'll pick a little more."

I was afraid that she would ask after that, so I started the car after I finished speaking, and then focused on driving, and she didn't ask again, still looking at the snow outside the car window, but my mood has changed, it is difficult to share her happiness at this time, maybe Robben is right, I am a person who is not good at disguise, happiness or sorrow, I like to hang on my face, he calls me stinky and shameless, but we who are deeply trapped in the mortal world, it is difficult to say the word face, including Robben, Maybe it won't be long before I can see him shameless and heartbroken.

I was a little anxious, and unconsciously increased the speed of the car, so that before the snow scene along the way could be fully appreciated, Mi Cai and I had already returned to the old house

In the living room, we sat at the dining table and could see the snowflakes falling on the balcony, on the spider plant, hanging low like a crystal pendant, as beautiful as if we were in a picture scroll - it should have been a perfect night!

A bottle of red wine has been almost drunk by us, I opened the second bottle, Mi Cai shook his head at me, and said, "Zhaoyang, I can't drink it, I'm a little dizzy." ”

"It's already opened, just drink a small glass again, be happy today, it's okay to drink more!"

My "enthusiasm" made Mi Cai a little difficult, she nodded, so I poured her another half a cup, and soon accompanied her to drink this half cup, she seemed to have really drunk too much, just a simple wash, then went back to the room, lying on the bed to rest, I helped her cover the quilt, confirmed that she had fallen asleep, my heart fell into worry and entanglement again, I don't know, at this time someone has sent Janeway to the hospital, and whether she has gotten rid of the torture of illness.

I finally couldn't hold it anymore and called Jian Wei's assistant, but the result was: she had been on a business trip to Hangzhou for 3 days, so I called Yan Yan again, Yan Yan said that Jian Wei had asked her assistant to send her to the hospital, which was completely different, so I immediately judged: Jian Wei, a woman, must still be suffering alone, dying alone in pain

My perseverance, in an instant in her sick face, cracked and gritted her teeth, finally put on her coat, gently closed the door, and left this old house that gave me a lot of psychological pressure at this time, I know that if I do this, Mi Cai will be very unhappy, but I am more worried about Jian Wei, and I am also lucky, I know that Mi Cai, who is already drunk, will not find out my departure this night

After leaving the community, I took a taxi to Jian Wei's residence, and then trotted into the corridor, first, I was worried about Jian Wei, and second, I wanted to do my best to end this troublesome night, and then go back to sleep peacefully, and the next day I forgot about what happened tonight, I clearly understood, the sky is big, but Mi Cai is by my side, at this time, she is the most important woman in my life.

I stood outside the door, ringing the doorbell, and Janeway's weak inquiry came from inside: "Who?" ”

"I'm Zhaoyang, you open the door."

Janeway seemed surprised by my arrival, and after a while, she replied, "Wait a minute."

After waiting for a minute, she finally opened the door, one of her feet curled up, her forehead was covered with sweat, and her face was sickly white.

I closed the door, helped her to the sofa, and asked, "When I left the day before yesterday, didn't I ask you to ask for a caretaker, your stomach pain must be because you don't eat on time." ”

"I don't really like strangers coming to my private residence, and besides, it's not a big pain, or I will be able to take care of myself in a few days!"

I didn't like her overly strong personality, so I blamed: "You can do everything by yourself, don't have a stomachache if you have the ability, if you have the ability, go to work in the company today, why are you huddled at home?" ”

Jian Wei let go of the hand pressed on her stomach, frowned, and replied, "Zhaoyang, if you treat me as a trouble, you can not come, and I didn't call you." ”

I didn't want to get too entangled with her, so I restrained my dissatisfaction and blame, and said, "I didn't come to quarrel with you, can I take you to the hospital now?" ”

"No, I'm much better."

Her refusal made me a little anxious, and I was even more reluctant to waste the time running out of Mi Cai on my back in such a meaningless entanglement, so I immediately went to the shoe rack to find a pair of soft cotton shoes and put them in front of her, urging: "Hurry up and put on your shoes, we will go to the hospital immediately, whether it is the doctor's decision or not." ”

Jian Wei shook her head: "I don't know what reason you used, but I know that you must have come to me with Mi Cai on your back, I don't want there to be some unpleasant misunderstanding between the three of us, this is what I promised you, let's stay away from each other's private lives" After a pause, she said again: "The most painful period has passed, and I am really much better now!" ”

In disbelief, I chose to compromise, because I really didn't want to delay too long, but I didn't leave immediately, I boiled her a pot of hot water, and then went to the pharmacy downstairs to buy some cimetidine tablets and painkillers for her in case of emergency, after the hot water boiled, I poured her a cup and let her eat the medicine I bought, and then flushed a hot water bottle, let her hold her belly to keep warm, which was a little more relieved.

I'm leaving, but when I walk to the door, I still can't rest assured, I can't forget jì, when I help her boil water, those cold pots and pans in the kitchen, I can feel her desolation at this time, as if she lives alone in a world with no temperature at all, and there is no one around who can take care of her.

I finally turned around and said to her: "Hurry up and ask for a caretaker tomorrow, and you must remember to eat three meals on time, even if it is to order takeout, otherwise, you will really become a trouble for others, trouble me today, and I don't know who will trouble me tomorrow!" ”

"I see," her lips quivered, as if she wanted to say something, but she didn't.

I restrained myself from looking at her desolate appearance, turned around and took the door and left, but I stood outside the door for a long time, and then heard her heart-rending cry!

She thought I had gone far, in fact, I had not been able to take my own steps, but I couldn't go back, I really couldn't go back, I was afraid that when I faced her, the endless pain, and the fragmented pictures Now, I have fallen in love with other women, and I care about her, whether it is friendship or sympathy, but absolutely nothing about love, I tell myself over and over again.

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