Hearing Nangong Chen say this, Ru Xi's heart hurt fiercely, and her eyes couldn't help but moisten, but before she was not moistened, Nangong Chen's eyes had already been filled with a piece of crystal, and that crystal was like a sharp knife, cutting Ru Xi's heart fiercely.

Ru Xi was silent and couldn't say anything, he said, if He Tianyi hadn't made a mistake and didn't hurt her, then the person who is with her now won't be him......

Ru Xi really can't deny this sentence, because this is the case, if Nangong Chen didn't appear when she secretly held a wedding with He Tianyi, and no accident happened, now she is already Mrs. He, take another 10,000 steps back, if He Tianyi didn't make any mistakes at all, then Nangong Chen would have no chance, then what can this question mean?

"But there is no if in this world, you have always been there, but we haven't been together early, it means that there is fate, and I followed He Tianyi later, but we went back to the same place after going around, or the two of us came together, doesn't that mean this greater fate?" Ru Xi refuted Nangong Chen, she couldn't agree with Nangong Chen's opinion.

"Yes, there are no ifs in this world, but there is a cause and effect, so what if that person takes root in your heart?" Nangong Chen asked rhetorically again, and after hearing this, Ru Xi was about to say something Nangong Chen interrupted with a gesture, for fear that there would be any more excessive emotions that would stimulate Ru Xi, and said in a very gentle tone, "Ru Xi, you listen to me first, I don't mean that you fell in love with He Tianyi before me, I don't care about this at all, because it's all the past, everyone has a past, if you bite the past and don't let go of the two of you, there will be no future, but girl, you have to understand, This past is called the past when both of us have to get by, and if it's just one person's wishful thinking, it will be very helpless. ”

Speaking of this, Nangong Chen let out a long sigh, and that sigh was accompanied by his helplessness, Nangong Chen closed his eyes slightly, as if he was adjusting his feelings, and after a while, he said slowly: "Little girl, you are what I watched grow up, I know very well what you think of me, before I met He Tianyi, you were very afraid of me, and I felt that I could do anything to get it, and I could destroy a lot of things, and after you were with He Tianyi, this idea became more and more intense, After that, there was a relationship crisis between you and He Tianyi, he hurt you, what I just said is that you met the right person at the right time, you were very weak at that time, and you were the most easily moved, so we could come together, and I also knew very well that in that case, that person could be me Nangong Chen or someone else.

Our original union you touched me more than feelings, so I was scared, that feeling was walking on thin ice, I loved you for so many years, chased you for so many years, and now I finally got it, and even ...... Even dreaming that I will lose you, and then I work hard, I hope that you can make me from the initial touch to all the feelings, that time I was scared but also happy, that is really the best time I have lived for so many years, I can get up early in the morning to make breakfast for you and then we have breakfast together to go to work, busy day in the afternoon, I pick you up from work and then hug each other to sleep beautifully, just like a loving old husband and wife, how happy it is, until He Tianyi appeared again. ”

Speaking of this, Nangong Chen's eyes shook outside the car window, and then he took it back and said slowly: "Ru Xi, I really want to deceive myself like this all the time, even if it doesn't matter for the rest of my life, as long as He Tianyi doesn't appear, as long as this person doesn't mention the two of us anymore, we will live well, but God doesn't fulfill people's wishes, He Tianyi has appeared now, and he has completely achieved his goal, I am really worried that he will appear on the day of the engagement, and I am even more worried that he will come to sabotage our engagement ceremony, In fact, you have been restless since he appeared, from the engagement ceremony to the party, the shadow of He Tianyi has never left in your mind, until the chandelier incident appeared, what I care about is never a greeting that you care about, what I care about is that you care about your nervousness, maybe it is your instinctive reaction In your opinion, it is just a greeting, but that's not, Ruxi, you can't fool me. ”

Speaking of this, Nangong Chen seemed to be a little unable to speak, that feeling was not choked but more uncomfortable than choking, hearing this, Ru Xi also understood what Nangong Chen wanted to express, is she really still in love with He Tianyi? Is it impossible to forget him?

Nangong Chen...... "Ru Xi wanted to say something comforting, but he felt that everything he said was a cover-up, and everything he said was a kind of hypocrisy.

"I'm sorry, Ru Xi." Nangong Chen still couldn't suppress that kind of feeling, but he was still forcing himself all the time, "Forgive me, I'm just a man who is selfish in love, I can always deceive myself in order to have you for the rest of my life, but He Tianyi He will always be there, not only in your heart, but also in your life, if you don't solve this problem, if you don't completely remove him from the two of us, we will have a next time this time, we can escape once, but we can't escape like this forever." ”

Hearing these words, Ru Xi seemed to hear something, heard his strong love for himself and heard his strong helplessness, as if to say that not all people who love each other can be together, as if to forgive him, he has not changed his mind about her, but he can't accept a woman who is not wholeheartedly, thinking of this, Ru Xi's tears can't help but start falling, angina is like to stop beating, as if he can die in the next second.

Her hand hurriedly grabbed Nangong Chen's hand, and tears were already pouring out, and the tears couldn't stop falling line after line: "Nangong Chen, what do you mean?" Don't you want me? ”

Nangong Chen doesn't want her?

Thinking of this, Ru Xi really felt that she was about to stop breathing, Nangong Chen's hand she was holding became tighter and tighter, her fingernails were already deeply embedded in his flesh, and in this short period of time, she was already crying into a tearful person:

"I'm sorry, Nangong Chen, I didn't know it would be like this, and I didn't know what my instinctive reaction made you see in that situation? But...... But that wasn't my intention, maybe...... Maybe what you said is right, I still can't forget him, I still love him in my heart, please forgive me, I've been with him for five years, I want to forget but it's not that I can forget it, give me some more time, I will deal with our relationship, I will completely let that person leave our life, and I will completely forget him!

Nangong Chen, don't want me, I'll die, I'm really going to die, during the time you ignore me and leave me, I feel like my whole body is going to collapse, if you just want me to try the taste of not having you, then I have tasted, I have tasted, that kind of taste is better than death, I can't find you all over the world It feels more like the end of the world, that is what I didn't have in He Tianyi before, I will forget He Tianyi, I will definitely do it, Nangong Chen, you believe me, you believe me, don't leave me, don't want me ......"

Speaking of this, Ru Xi was really choked, crying uncontrollably, she also admitted that she was out of luck, she never thought that one day her dignified Miss Xiang would cry and shout begging a man not to leave, don't want herself, she has always been proud in front of Nangong Chen, just like a tsundere peacock, with her moving feathers, and his sharp arrogance, but at this moment, everything was torn apart.

When he heard Nangong Chen say these helpless words, when he realized that he might have to give up on himself, Ru Xi felt that he was going crazy, and he couldn't control his feelings at all, so he cried out without any interest at all.

Seeing her like this, Nangong Chen was also completely taken aback, what did he say just now?

"No, Ru Xi, don't cry, I didn't mean that, how could I not want you? I'm more afraid of losing you than anyone else, I mean I want to ask you, ask you what you think......"

"That's what you meant just now, you said I'm sorry to forgive you, and said I want you to be helpless!" Thinking of this, Ru Xi cried more and more, "Didn't you say what is giving up on me?" Nangong Chen, I won't let go, I won't let go, I will listen to you in this matter of He Tianyi, listen to you all, I will spend my life to pay you back for twenty years, Nangong Chen, I love you, I can't live without you, don't leave me, don't let you leave me! ”

Saying that, Ru Xi stepped forward without being reserved and put his arms around Nangong Chen's neck, and kissed him very frantically, this kiss made Nangong Chen completely defenseless and completely passive, caught off guard but was carried away by this kind of surprise, and suddenly couldn't think of anything, his mind was full of Ru Xi, and his mind was full of what she said to herself just now.

Nangong Chen, I love you, I can't live without you-

What a shock this is for him, he has loved him for so many years, and now when he feels that he is going to have no confidence or strength, hearing these words of Ru Xi is a great affirmation of his love.

Nangong Chen, don't want me-

Thinking of this sentence and thinking of her tear-stained face, Nangong Chen felt distressed, at this moment Ru Xi still couldn't hold back the tears, poured into their mouths was so salty but so sweet, as if these tears had become a catalyst for love and happiness, completely making Nangong Chen addicted to it and unable to extricate himself, so he was bewitched and softened by Ru Xi's tears again, and his arms tightened and counterattacked, and kissed her lips fiercely......