The morning sun is like gurgling water, soft and gentle without a trace of waves, just like his gentle and magnetic voice, as well as the touch of the hands that have touched her skin, fresh and pleasant, the world slowly warms up, slowly begins to be presumptuous, wantonly ravaging a feeling, a seemingly chaotic but very clear feeling.

For Ru Xi, she has been willful or not willful since she was a child, she is good or bad, bad or bad for Nangong Chen, Nangong Chen is by her side, never abandoned, no matter what happens, she will spoil her and protect her, it is like a pampered thousand-year-old tree, no matter what happens in the future, he will not be able to wait, so she is a little fearless and reckless, she never thought that one day Nangong Chen would leave her, when she heard him say those words just now, Ru Xi felt that the world was going to collapse in an instant.

She has been accustomed to Nangong Chen's storage since she was a child, and that habit has penetrated deep into her bone marrow, and if she pulls away and moves her whole body, she will be crushed.

At this moment, the kiss Ru Xi was very forgetful and heartbroken, and the tears couldn't stop flowing out, so they kept pouring into the mouths of the two, the throat moved, swallowed it, and then it was a thick bitterness, and then this bitterness was swallowed up by the tip of his tongue little by little, and slowly transformed into a sweet taste, Ru Xi knew that the taste was the taste of him, which was understandable.

The two didn't know how long they had been kissing, and the strength of the entanglement and sucking was tossed and painful, but they didn't want to let go, or they were reluctant to let go, so they looked for the sweetness from the pain, just as Nangong Chen said, that feeling was like walking on thin ice.

Finally willing to let go of her lips Ru Xi has already cried into tears, she feels that she has grown so big and has not cried much in the past few days after leaving Nangong Chen, looking at her broken little face Nangong Chen is also pity, he never expected Ru Xi to react so much this time, Ru Xi said that if he just wanted to try what she looked like after she left him, then he won!

"Okay, Ru Xi, be good, don't cry, silly girl, how can I not want you? How could I give up on you? I just don't have confidence for a while, I don't know what you think for a while, I don't know what to do for a while. This is Nangong Chen's true words, it is true, since the chandelier incident, he has become unconfident, because he has tried his best to love Ru Xi to be good to Ru Xi, but Ru Xi still can't fall in love with him wholeheartedly, that kind of blow, that kind of confusion that doesn't know what else to do, leads him to this kind of affection.

Hearing these words, Ru Xi really didn't know what it was like, did she make his love unconfident and his love unexpected?

"I'm sorry." Ru Xi hung his head and muttered this sentence, then slowly retracted his body and leaned back on the back of the chair with some weakness, as if he was talking to himself about his weakness, "Actually, you are right, I don't know what I think myself, you have been by my side for so many years, and I don't know why we haven't been together early?" Maybe it's my problem, maybe it's that the real fate hasn't arrived yet, and then I met He Tianyi, he is completely different from you, at that time, I felt like one was a demon and the other was an angel, and he also loved me very much, but one would imprison me and the other would love me gently, born in a wealthy family, I saw a lot of those rich boys since I was a child, and I felt very touched when I met He Tianyi, a completely different background, and a completely different identity.

I was born too superior, there is no shortage of food and clothing, I don't have to struggle for anything, I don't have to do anything, I can live a life of a superior person, but He Tianyi is different, he works hard every day, even very hard, not only to go to school but also to work, but also to actively participate in all the activities of the school that can get bonuses, it is he who shocked me, made me feel that I am very decadent, and then he confessed to me that I agreed without thinking, and during the time I was with him, I felt like I had been reborn and found the meaning of life.

He said that if he wanted to register a company, I would give him all my money, but it was far from enough, and I didn't dare to let my family know, so I worked hard with him, and I would take advantage of the holidays to find a job and participate in many activities that could get bonuses, I think that kind of life is very meaningful, it is a life that you will not have with your wealthy son, I thought very well at that time, and He Tianyi worked together to achieve fame, and then we can be together for the rest of our lives......"

Speaking of this, Ru Xigang's dry eyes couldn't help but moisten and flowed down, bit his lip tightly, and tried very hard to relieve his feelings before he continued: "Yanxi said that I am an idiot, very stupid, let the women of the world choose between you and He Tianyi, no one will choose He Tianyi, yes, I am the only one, so I deserve to end up today, but when he is with me, He Tianyi is not like this, he is a very gentle and hard-working person, With me, he's going to have low self-esteem, so he's trying hard.

He can save money to buy me my favorite birthday gift or even skip meals for a few days, so when he became like that after the accident, I was stunned, he overturned all my perception of him, I have been with him for five years, I thought I knew him, but I found out that I was the biggest fool, five years have been living in the dream he made for me, let the dream be completely broken The moment is bloody, people say that in a person's life, the first and the last are the most unforgettable, but I met two, He Tianyi is the first, and you are the last, Nangong Chen, do you know the significance of these two in a person's life? ”

Ru Xi looked at Nangong Chen, the tears on the little face with rain were still repeating the same trajectory, she asked Nangong Chen this sentence and explained it for herself: "The first one is the most unforgettable, and the last one can accompany you for a lifetime, I have been with He Tianyi for five years, when I was with him, I gave me all my sincerity, and then with him, from sadness to heartbreak to heartbreak and then to accept you, Nangong Chen, from childhood to adulthood, I am your only one, I'm proud and blessed to have your first and last time, but forgive me for taking a detour before I was with you, and for five years.

You said that my heart influenced my behavior, and I still can't forget He Tianyi, maybe it's really like that, I've been talking about forgetting jì but I can't forget it, but Nangong Chen, I dare to assure you, the person I love now is you, I had a big fight with you after the accident in the engagement, blame me for still not being able to see through people's hearts or guess the conspiracy, I was really angry when we quarreled, I think you are simply unreasonable, At that time, I thought that if you didn't come to me this time and didn't apologize to me, I wouldn't pay attention to you, but it was only a few days of hard work, and I couldn't see you, my heart was like being pierced every day, I couldn't think of being angry and I couldn't think of being angry, full of your kindness to me and my favor, and many people came to persuade me during this time, I felt very sorry for you, and I wanted to find you and explain it to you face to face, but I couldn't find you, no matter how I looked for you, I couldn't find you......"

Speaking of this, Ru Xi couldn't go on, he just couldn't help but continue to cry, seeing these words and seeing Ru Xi like this, Nangong Chen was also very distressed, he had never made Ru Xi so sad, seeing her crying so sadly was really like a knife.

At this moment, there is really no reason to talk about, and there are not so many objective rights or wrongs, that is, following Ru Xi's feelings without principle, and it is uncontrollable distress and discomfort.

He hurriedly hugged Ru Xi over, stroked her hair very gently with his hand, and coaxed: "Okay, okay, Ru Xi, don't cry, it's me who is not good, I shouldn't ignore you for so long, and I shouldn't say these words today to make you sad, okay, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, none of us should mention this matter again, it's over, okay?" ”

"Is it really in the past?" Hearing Nangong Chen say this, Ru Xi seemed to be a little incredulous, "You really won't mind anymore?" ”

"No, it won't." Nangong Chen shook his head, "Don't mention that incident again in the future." ”

Hearing this, Ru Xi wanted to cry and laugh, it was completely an expression of crying and laughing, Nangong Chen was busy wiping her tears again, Ru Xi was also busy stunned by his expression, and then wiped away his tears, forcibly stopped his tears, and assured Nangong Chen: "Nangong Chen, don't worry, I have already thought about it, no matter what He Tianyi does, I will no longer be able to meet him alone, let alone believe what he says, I will try my best to be your wife, there will be no more half-heartedness, Nangong Chen, You believe me, that's what I mean, but please give me a little time, after all, I've been with him for five years, and it's going to take a while for those past to be completely in the past, and for this person to completely disappear from my mind, I know it's not fair to you, but ......"

"Ru Xi, don't say it again." Ru Xi said very nervously, "I said that I never need you to change anything for me, I don't care what you do in the eyes of others, as long as I Nangong Chen can tolerate it, I don't need a perfect wife, I just need the person I love to love me, that's enough, Ru Xi, in fact, my lack of confidence just wants you an answer, because I know that you have been with He Tianyi for five years, because I know that you have delivered all your sincerity to him, so I am afraid, I am really surprised by what you said today, I'm also very surprised and satisfied, really, this is really enough for me, what is my twenty years with you? ”