When Robben asked me again to keep Le Yao, who was about to immigrate abroad, I still just shook my head, because in my subconscious, going abroad is the best choice for Le Yao at the moment, and staying in China, she will live in terrible pain every day.

Robben saw my resolute attitude, and finally shook his head helplessly, he couldn't understand me very well, just like I sometimes can't understand that he chose to give up CC in the first place, but then again, who can really help another person make a choice with what he thinks is right? Otherwise, there would be no such thing as self in this world, so we live so stubbornly! It's so painful again!

At 9 o'clock, we ended this simple party, CC asked Robben to send Le Yao back to the hotel, and then she and I wandered the streets of Suzhou at night, I knew that she must have something to say to me, but after walking two streets, she didn't speak, I finally asked her with some apprehension: "You just didn't tell Sù Le Yao that Mi Cai and I have broken up, right?" ”

CC smiled and said, "I knew you would ask me that." ”

"Did you say yes?"

CC lit a cigarette and took a deep breath before shaking her head and saying to me, "I'm afraid that if I say it, she won't be able to make up her mind to emigrate, and then it's another entanglement!" ”

"You also think I shouldn't be with Le Yao, right?"

"Yes, if you just broke up with Mi Cai and chose to be with Le Yao again, then you are too childish, or rather, you have never loved Mi Cai, so I can't wait to break up with her and choose someone else!"

"How can you not love her!"

CC exhaled the cigarette in his mouth heavily, then stopped, and asked me with a blank expression: "Zhaoyang, can you tell me, what is love, or the difference between love and like?" ”

I sighed and replied for a long time: "If you like someone, you will feel happy when you are with him (her), and if you love someone, you know the pain, but you still want to be with him (her)!" ”

"Incisive, so you really love Mi Cai?"

"Of course I really love her!"

CC nodded, divergent thinking, and said: "If this is the standard, then Mi Cai also loves you in my heart, as Mi Cai's only best friend, I think she is more painful than happy with you, for example, last time you went to Xitang without saying goodbye, she was really miserable, but then she chose to be with you." ”

I smiled and said, "Do you want to extend the sue to me, two people who love each other will not necessarily be together, do you?" ”

"Yes, isn't life like this, even if you love each other, it doesn't mean it's appropriate, after all, Mi Cai is not an ordinary woman, she is free to control her own life and release her love, and you, and you, are a little amorous, and you can't give her the purity she wants most, so breaking up has become an inevitable thing I've seen it now, and I'll break up, maybe it's the right choice for you, but the pain of this just breakup has to be endured!"

I nodded, took a deep puff of my cigarette, and unconsciously walked another street with CC, and there was a small open-air garden on the side of the road in front of me.

CC was a little tired, she took off her shoes and sat back to back with me, and after a long time said, "Why do we live so painfully?" I love Robben, give wholeheartedly, in the end he still doesn't love me, you and Mi Cai are in love, but in the end you can't live together for a lifetime, love! Is it a fulfillment or a kind of karma? ”

"It's a practice!"

"I don't understand, I can't guess, just like me, I know that the man who donated 100,000 yuan to the restaurant may be more suitable for me, but if there is a choice, I will still choose Robben without hesitation!"

"Actually, I've always wanted to ask, why are you so sure that the person who left a sum of money in the empty city must be a man, not a woman?"

"I'm not sure, but I can fantasize! I feel like he's the only man I can marry other than Robben, and he has qualities in him that I like! ”

I smiled and said, "What if she turns out to be a woman?" ”

"Then I'll marry her too"

"You're so tasteful!"

CC smiled, and our mood was finally a little lighter in this little joke, so we each lit a cigarette in this rare light!

"Zhaoyang, do you want Mi'er to marry Weiran?"

I suddenly felt a pain in my heart, so much so that I replied after a while: "I don't want to, this man is too unscrupulous!" ”

"Yes, but you and I both know that after you break up, the only person Mi'er will marry is him, because there is no love in her world anymore, and she needs Weiran to support her in business!"

"I don't want it to be what you say, a woman can't fall in love with only one man in her life!"

"You're wrong, maybe other women will fall in love with different men at different stages, but Mi'er doesn't have this condition, nor this time, and she doesn't have this mood, love is a luxury for her, but now she has been extravagant!"

"Did she say this, or did you come up with it subjectively?"

"Not long ago, she said this to me, but at that time, I thought you wouldn't break up, after all, you love each other, but now it seems that the helplessness of life is still greater than love!"

I was silent, just smoking a cigarette mechanically.

CC said: "If you learn about Mi'er and Weiran's marriage one day, how will you feel? Will you regret the choice to break up in the first place? ”

"CC, can you please stop being so cruel to me? I don't want to think about it! ”

"But such a picture may soon become a reality!"

My mind was guided by CC, and finally the picture of Mi Cai wearing a wedding dress and holding flowers next to Wei Ran lingered in my mind, so the endless pain surged towards me with a surging momentum

CC ignored my pain and continued: "Maybe in a year, Mi'er will be pregnant with his child, and in three years you meet by chance, and her and Weiran's child will already call you uncle."

I held my head in my hands and said avoidably: "I can see all the pain you said, but before these pains come, don't let me experience them in advance, I beg you, okay?" ”

"Okay, I won't talk about it, I'll talk too much, it looks like I'm going to guide you back together, in fact, I really saw the matter of your breakup, and I won't act as a lubricant between the two of you anymore!"

"That's the best!"

Saying goodbye to CC, I found a hotel on the street alone and stayed there, but since the moment I lay in bed, I kept thinking of the picture of Mi Cai wearing a wedding dress and becoming someone else's wife, and then being tortured half to death, but even so, I didn't rise to the idea of regret, I deeply remember, when I broke up, I said that sentence, and in fact, our love really has no soul, rather than continue so empty, it is better to start a new life cleanly.

This night, I completely lost sleep, and then in insomnia I thought about the past over and over again, but this recollection, at this moment, is so deadly, so I became more and more painful and wanted to find someone to talk about this pain, but the night was already bottomless, and finally even the city fell asleep.

Time passed so slowly, as if it had gone through a long century, the morning sun finally shone into my room through the gap between the curtains, but my spirit was so trance, because until now, I have not slept for even a minute, at this time I am like living in a chaotic world, not a little awake, but also not a little desire to rest.

I just watched the sunlight shine on my bed from the gap a few angles, until the phone rang, and I came back to my senses in a daze.

This call was from Janeway, she asked me to go to her advertising agency to get the batch of inn promotional materials that had been reworked, I didn't dare to slack off, after washing, I rushed to her advertising agency with a depressed body

Twenty minutes later, I came to Jian Wei's advertising agency and went to the production department first, but the person in charge of the production department told me that the promotional materials had been sent to Jian Wei's office and asked her to accept them personally.

When she came to Jian Wei's office, she poured me a cup of tea as usual, and did not rush to give me those promotional materials, but reminded: "Zhaoyang, once your Luku Tourism and Culture Company is established, it will be necessary to start the financing matter, and it is best to complete the distribution of various inns, bars and restaurants in southern and central Jiangsu this year." ”

"Don't be in such a hurry!"

Jian Wei frowned and replied, "Can you be a snack on your career, or take the initiative to communicate and communicate with Uncle Yang Congrong?" Don't you know that his initial advertising was intensive? If you don't raise money quickly and expand your business scale, how can you make full use of this part of the advertising resources? ”

"Well, in the next few days, I will take the time to go to Beijing to talk to Mr. Yang in detail!"

"Forget it, Uncle Yang is ready to bring his planning team to Suzhou to communicate with you, and I expect you to want Huang for this project!"

"I'm sorry, I've been having a lot of trouble lately"

Jian Wei interrupted me unhappily: "You should keep these explanations and tell Uncle Yang, I am not involved in this project, but I want to remind you that if you still have this negative attitude, the partner will definitely re-evaluate the value of cooperation."

Before Jian Wei finished speaking, the message on my mobile phone rang, and my sluggish spirit was shaken, I knew that this message was most likely sent by Mi Cai, because the message I sent her yesterday to get the money and keys from the old house, she has not replied at this time

Hurriedly took out the mobile phone from her pocket, and sure enough, it was sent by Mi Cai, she said: "You can hand over the keys and money to CC, I won't go to the old house." ”

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