Chapter 389: Leave Her Behind

I lit a cigarette to calm myself down before walking towards her, she took off her sunglasses, but her expression was relaxed, which made me think that my previous judgment of being a fallen person was not accurate, she really didn't seem to be emotional.

I asked her, "Are you here for me?" ”

She smiled and asked rhetorically, "When I came to this place, I was either looking for you or Mi Cai, who do you think I was looking for?" ”

I responded with a smile and didn't know how to continue the conversation, so I just stood and smoked a whole cigarette into a cigarette butt before I said to her, "I'll go up and get something, you can wait for me here." ”

Le Yao nodded, motioning for me to please, I threw away the cigarette butt in my hand, and walked towards the old corridor with an indescribable desolation in my heart

Back in the house, I looked around, and there was actually nothing to pack, but I still didn't leave immediately with my luggage, but sat on the sofa for a while, and I couldn't help but feel a lot of emotion, and I didn't know where I should go in the future

I remembered the last time I went to Xuzhou, I and Mi Cai made a promise to get married in front of my father and mother, but now the promise has become a lie, if the father or mother asks in the future, it will inevitably be a reproach, in their eyes, my son, is still so unimportant to live, always treat feelings as child's play, but I am also very helpless, and I am still indulged in this love that has ended and does not want to wake up, but after all, I can't get anything back, So I can only say sorry again to my father and mother who gave me high expectations

When I left, I wanted to take something from this room, so that I would not forget that I had lived here for several years, after all, I still felt that there were many such moves, and I thought that the breath of this room had been engraved in my soul, even at the moment of old death, I would take the last 10 minutes to think about the years spent in this room, and whether I would think of the woman who was in a hurry in my life, like a passerby, maybe I would really only know at the moment of death.

Carrying my luggage, I gently closed the door and did not look back again, because this departure is not a farewell, and I will come here at 8 o'clock tomorrow night to return the keys and money to Mi Cai, and then it will be a farewell in the real sense.

When I came downstairs, Le Yao sat in the shade waiting for me, but there were already two more bottles of cold drinks in her hand, and when I approached her, she handed me one of the bottles, and took out a wet towel from her pocket for me to wipe my sweat.

I said "thank you" and took the drink and wipes from her, and before I could unscrew it and take a sip, she looked at my luggage and asked, "What's in your bag?" ”

"All these years."

The summer heat burned my throat with a burst of pain, and after finishing speaking, I hurriedly unscrewed the drink bottle and took a big sip, I couldn't help but recall that it seemed that the woman next to me would always give me care in some small details, for example, the bottle of cold drink in her hand at this time, even if she herself is already a famous female star all over the country, she still continues this kind of care for me, a little person, but I rarely care, and then throw these accumulated and countless cares in the most forgotten corner.

My answer filled Le Yao with doubts, and she asked, "Are you moving out of here?" ”

I nodded, and I didn't want to say too much, because it would involve the fact that I had broken up with Mi Cai, and I didn't want to repeat this pain after the breakup on this day, it was a bit heartbreaking!

Le Yao said to me again: "Actually, I was passing through Suzhou this time, and by the way, I came to see CC, Robben and you!" ”

"Oh, so have you been to see CC and Robben?"

"Not yet, let's have a meal together in the evening, and it can be counted as a practice for me!"

"What, are you going on a long journey?"

Le Yao nodded and said, "Well, do you remember the girl from the small mountain village?" ”

"Remember, she looks thin and small, and the last time you left, you were given a basket of wild fruits, and you said that you would take her to live in Beijing."

"Yes, it's her, she's like an orphan now, so I'm going to take her out of the mountains and take her to Singapore with me."

"Immigration!"

Le Yao nodded, confirmed again, and said after a long time: "There are so many things happening in China, no matter where you go, there are people pointing fingers, it's really unbearable, so immigrating to a foreign country can be regarded as a quiet hehe, presumably you are also quiet, and there will be no stalker woman to destroy your relationship with Mi Cai in the future!" ”

I felt an indescribable feeling in my heart, stared at Le Yao for a long time, and said, "Yes! ”

Le Yao shrugged her shoulders, smiled again, and didn't say anything more, so I once again saw a kind of calm after seeing through her body, thinking about it, CC is right, we shouldn't over-interpret her statement of quitting the entertainment industry, she just wants to pursue a calm and ordinary life, and the helplessness and pain that I once brought her, she gradually looked down on it!

In the evening, me, CC, Le Yao, and Robben gathered at the "Empty City" music restaurant, we all drank a lot of wine, and at the end of the party, Le Yao told them that she would immigrate to Singapore.

CC and Robben persuaded her, but still did not dispel her idea, she said: Singapore will be a new beginning in her life, and finally CC and Robben also stood in the perspective of best friends, respected her decision, and gave her blessings for her future life in Singapore!

When the party was about to end, Robben took advantage of the gap between CC and Le Yao to chat and called me outside the restaurant, he lit a cigarette and said to me: "You have broken up with Mi Cai now, do you still want to watch Le Yao immigrate abroad?" ”

"I also think it's a good choice for her to live abroad, you know, at home she has a restless life!"

", she's desperate for you and doesn't know that you and Mi Cai have broken up, otherwise she wouldn't be able to move the idea of immigrating abroad!"

I lit a cigarette, took a heavy puff, and said, "Don't tell her that Mi Cai and I have broken up, let her go calmly, maybe the quiet life abroad is what she is pursuing now." ”

"In the end, your mind is still on Mi Cai, and I can't wait to find a chance to get back together with her, after all, Le Yao's trouble is gone! Coax a few words with a shy face, maybe I will get back together with you as soon as my heart softens! ”

"Don't talk nonsense!"

"Then you go and leave Le Yao behind, otherwise do you really plan to live alone for the rest of your life?"