CC chased me outside, then grabbed me and said, "She left my restaurant in the afternoon and went straight to Shanghai, did you find one in Suzhou?" ”

I was dumbfounded, but I still didn't give up and asked, "Didn't you say that tomorrow afternoon's plane?" ”

"That's right, so when you go to Shanghai tonight, you don't have to rush the next day!"

In the cold winter of this lunar month, it was like a basin of cool water poured from my head to my heart, but the desire to see Mi Cai in my heart was not extinguished, and I said in a low voice for a while: "...... I went to Shanghai to look for her. ”

"Then you have to contact her first and find out which hotel she is staying in." CC said as he took out his phone from his pocket, then found Mi Cai's number and dialed it.

After a long time, she shrugged her shoulders helplessly and said to me: "She turned off the phone, she should have rested." ”

I lit a cigarette in a daze, took a few heavy puffs, calmed down a little, and asked myself: If I found her now, what would I say to her?

Most of the time there is nothing to say, and then the two of them fell into an awkward silence, after all, it is also far-fetched for Mi Cai to say that she likes me at this time, otherwise she would not go to the United States with Weiran.

And a mature love, after all, is not obtained by impulse, it is better to wait quietly for that gentle wind to blow......

CC dragged me back to the bar, and I finally extinguished my urge to drink, but the desire to drink was burning.

I drank a bottle of beer without stopping, and then asked CC, "Actually, you don't want me to go to her now, do you?" ”

CC nodded and said, "You will only embarrass her if you go, because she will definitely go to the United States." ”

"I didn't want to keep her, I just suddenly wanted to see her."

"yes, you know it's sudden...... I prefer that your feelings are based on reason, not impulse, and of course, impulsiveness is not what Mi Cai wants! ”

I drank another half bottle of beer in one sitting, and then said, "CC, maybe you're right!" ”

CC patted me on the shoulder and said, "But don't worry, if Mi'er is willing to develop a relationship with Weiran, she has been boyfriend and girlfriend in the past few years when she was a classmate in the United States, and in addition to wanting to be quiet this time, the main purpose of going to the United States this time is to meet her old friends in the United States!" ”

I didn't respond to CC again, just leaned back on the couch, stared at the ceiling in a daze, and then Mi Cai's face lingered in my mind.

……

When I got home, it was late at night, and after I washed up, I didn't want to be too upset, so I turned on the TV and watched the TV program in an attempt to distract myself.

Holding the remote control for a while, I finally froze on a talk show on a certain station, I saw Le Yao in this show, but she was not the subject of the key interview, most of the time she just acted as a foil, and occasionally said a few words, and the topic around her was the scandal that was exposed last time, Le Yao coped with it easily, saying that this actor was just a senior she admired, which made me think: She has gradually adapted to that circle.

I thought about myself again, remembered the conversation I had with CC at the bar just now, and then looked back at this period of returning to Suzhou, and I only felt that I had not adapted to real life, on the contrary, I deviated very strictly, because during this time, I never calmed down and thought about how to survive in the city of Suzhou.

Counting the days that were wasted after graduation, I have been living in this city for almost 4 years, according to the convention, I should be the same as Fang Yuan, in this city, I have a stable job, a house of my own, and a woman who can accompany me at night.

However, I still have nothing, no wonder every time I have an impulse to Mi Cai, I am suppressed by myself, because I really have a little less confidence, with what I have now, where do I dare to want to marry Mi Cai as a wife, let her give birth to a child for me.

At this time, I am really glad that I didn't see Mi Cai tonight, in fact, instead of going to see her with impulse, I should think more about how to plan my future, because a responsible man must understand: before asking for love from a woman, you must first see what you can give her?

If it's just a few ignorant impulses and empty promises, that's not enough...... After all, the love between me and Janeway died after the promise could not be fulfilled and the passion gradually faded.

So I started to plan my life, but I didn't dare to plan too far, because, when the bar was on the right track, I would be faced with a choice: should I stay in Suzhou or go back to Xuzhou?

In fact, now I don't particularly tend to any city, I can stay in Suzhou, and go back to Xuzhou to accompany my parents, which seems to be better!

However, in the end, no matter which city I choose, I should prepare some money for myself to buy a house, as well as a career, if I stay in Suzhou, I will continue to make the bar bigger, and if I go back to Xuzhou, I will find a stable job.

In the dead of night, I set myself a goal for the near future, and in the end I choose which city to live in, it depends on her, if there is no possibility of love between us, I have no reason to continue to stay in Suzhou, if we are in love, I am still willing to accommodate her, accompany her in Suzhou, and then settle down!

When I think about it like this, my heart is no longer troubled, because after setting my short-term goals, I have more expectations and more motivation for life!

……

The next day, when I woke up, it was almost noon, I opened my phone to see the exact time, but I unexpectedly received a WeChat, which was sent by Mi Cai, the content was very simple, a smug expression and an additional sentence "I went to the airport!" ”

I can't figure it out: go to the airport when you go to the airport, why attach a smug expression, and what's there to be proud of, bully me that I haven't been abroad?

I smiled and messaged her back: "Have a nice trip...... By the way, how long are you going to play in the United States? ”

After sending the message, I looked at the time, it was not yet 12 o'clock, if she was on the plane in the afternoon, then she should still be at the airport at the moment, so the mobile phone was mostly on, so I fell into waiting, so that I forgot to wash.

The mobile phone rang when it finally rang, and I hurriedly picked it up from the coffee table, but I was slightly disappointed, it was not Mi Cai's reply, but Yan Yan called.

I answered the phone and asked in a low voice, "What's the matter?" ”

"Talk to my sister politely......" Yan Yan said dissatisfiedly.

"Sister, what's the matter?"

Yan Yan on the other end of the phone smiled and said, "Come to my house for dinner at noon, Manager Chen and Zhao Li are also there, you have a few drinks, you haven't been together for a long time!" ”

"Okay!" I immediately responded, in fact, in addition to eating and catching up, I wanted to talk to them and learn about their work during this time in Zhuomei, because I really wanted them to share the pressure on Mi Cai.

"What kind of wine do you want to drink, tell Sister Sù, Sister will buy it for you."

Just as he wanted to answer, there was a WeChat prompt sound on his mobile phone, and he immediately said to Yan Yan: "Beer, hang up." ”

After saying that, he didn't give Yan Yan a chance to speak again, so he really hung up, and then couldn't wait to open the WeChat message sent by Mi Cai.