I was still stunned and looked at CC, but my heart was beating faster, and CC didn't care so much, and was ready to tell me how Mi Cai felt about me.

I hurriedly made a stop gesture.

CC asked me in some surprise, "What, don't you want to hear it?" ”

I lit myself a cigarette and said to CC, "You can say it." ”

CC smiled and said, "You seem to care about how she feels about you!" ”

"I've never denied that I like her." I said as I puffed out the cigarette in my mouth.

CC nodded and said, "...... Actually, she can't figure out how she feels about you. ”

I looked up at CC, and my heart swelled with emotion, so much so that I was silent for a long time before I said, "I know, that's why she's always been like a detached person from me!" ”

"It's right that you feel like this, she told me: I miss you when I can't see you, and I annoy you when I see you!"

My heart was half sweet, half depressed, and finally smiled helplessly: "You go on." ”

"She said: You're going to take her to race cars, you're going to be a biker girl, you're going to ride an electric Trojan...... But these obviously very naïve things, she can't resist ......"

"She'll tell you all of this!"

"Nonsense, what is a girlfriend, a girlfriend is a small style of underwear, as big as a relationship, and then bigger, current affairs are all topics we can communicate!"

I blurted out, "And what style of underwear is she wearing?" ”

CC gave me a blank look and said, "You are serious! Otherwise, we wouldn't be able to talk about it. ”

I straightened my head, and nodded.

"You men all regard her as a goddess on top, but in fact, she is also a woman, with all the needs of a normal woman, eager to be loved by men, to be precise, she is more eager to be loved by men than ordinary women!"

I nodded in agreement, often people whose families are broken up are more insecure.

CC continued: "But what about you? I'm afraid I haven't completely forgotten Janeway. And her temper still stinks, so she must have lost her temper at her, right? ”

When CC said this, I was even more embarrassed, and said for a while: "I know that I am not worthy of her, I have a bad temper, and I don't have any money......"

"Do you think she's a woman who cares about money?"

"It's hard to say, after all, material conditions are about to become the only standard by which women judge men!"

"Just fart! Am I not a woman? As long as Robben is willing to be with me, I will be happy with him, he has no money, I will support him for a lifetime! ”

"You're an anomaly, how many women have you ever seen who smoke and drink like you?"

CC shook his head and said: "Zhaoyang, if you think so, it really disappoints me, you are just a pseudo-idealist, I tell you: if Mi'er really cares about the so-called material conditions, she can let those big money, sons and brothers line up to pursue her every minute." ”

I felt that I lacked the ability to think logically at this time, so I chose to remain silent.

CC was also silent with me for a long time before saying: "Think about how to change yourself, no matter what, it's hard to see the word warmth in your Zhaoyang, you have always been a wolf lost in the dark and unable to find your direction, women may be infatuated with your rebelliousness and maverick, but they are afraid to get close to you, because there is no sense of security!" ”

I looked up at CC again, and seemed to understand Mi Cai's feelings when facing me, and remembered how I was in front of her when we first met in that old house.

"So how do I change that?"

CC thought for a while and said, "Don't you have a woman in Xuzhou who almost became your fiancée?" Just think about what kind of state you were in when you were with her. ”

I recalled the mentality and details of my time with Li Xiaoyun, and said to CC for a while: "I want to work hard, then buy a house, buy a car, and then marry her and have children." ”

"That's right, isn't it what you want to change if you replace Li Xiaoyun with Mi'er, and then maintain this mentality?"

I said to myself, "I want to work hard for Mi Cai, I want to buy a house and a car for Mi Cai, I want to marry Mi Cai as my wife, and let her give birth to children for me......"

I suddenly couldn't say any more, and said to CC as if asking for help: "CC, why do I feel so awkward?" It's like lying in bed after drinking wine and dreaming about spring and autumn. ”

"Awkward? …… Haven't you always had low self-esteem in front of her? Then work your own career, and after reaching a certain height, will you still feel awkward? In addition, Mi'er is your wife, what's wrong with giving birth to a child for you? Isn't that what a woman should do? ”

I stared at CC with a stern expression for a long time before saying, "You let me digest and digest this passage." ”

"Don't digest it, this is a very simple thing, you throw away the dross on your body, keep the essence, be a reliable and on-the-road man, and then give Mi'er a home, otherwise I really have to persuade Mi'er to accept Weiran, no matter how you look at him, he is better than you!"

"CC, don't say that, I'm still good in nature!"

CC gave me a disdainful look and said, "I really don't understand how those women fell in love with you?" It's just a nondescript person, in terms of ideals, not as thorough as Robben, and in terms of reality, it is not as good as Shangyuan and Xiang Chen, but it is not easy for you to survive in this crack! ”

I'm embarrassed by CC again.,But when I think of starting a family with Mi Cai.,I still don't think it's very real.,After all, those deep-rooted cognitions,It's not something that can be changed in a few words.。

So CC hated iron and steel and asked, "Zhaoyang, what do you think now when you sue me?" ”

This time I didn't remain silent again, almost subconsciously replied: "Actually, I want to know what she thinks now." ”

"I'm not confident like you, I'm afraid you can't like her wholeheartedly, I'm afraid to see you, and I'm afraid I won't see you...... She is different from you, she is completely empty emotionally, and she should be ignored, but she is smarter and more rational than ordinary women, so she gives you the feeling of being separated, but you should be able to understand her, she is a woman who can't be hurt anymore......"

"And she...... Does she have a male or female liking for me? ”

CC nodded and praised: "This question is finally to the point, she has been in my restaurant this afternoon, we talked a lot, in fact, she went to the United States to leave you for a while, and then figure out what it feels like to you, she is also afraid that it is just a habit and dependence on you, not a real love between men and women." ”

"What if you like it? What if you don't like it? ”

"I'll talk about this after she returns to China, I'm afraid she doesn't have an answer now!"

I fell silent again, smoked a cigarette, and then said to CC, "One last question, how does she feel about Weiran?" Why did she reject Wei Ran's confession in the first place, she should have told you this, right? ”

CC nodded and replied: "I want to see Wei Ran, but I'm not afraid to see Wei Ran, this is the difference between it and you, but you have to understand that although she is afraid to see you, she still finds various reasons to meet you, isn't this feeling like?" …… Do you really think she's going to put her clothes in that old house? Just give yourself a reason to go to you! …… Alas! It's so silly, cute, and silly, it's distressing! ”

I didn't say a word, but there was a very strong urge in my heart - I wanted to go to Mi Cai......

"Zhaoyang, if Mi'er likes you, it's not accidental, after all, you are not without merits, first of all, you have a sense of justice, so you even sacrificed your work future to help Mi'er, and although you are unreliable, you still have your own sense of responsibility and responsibility, and you are an upright and worthy man...... Really hope ......."

I couldn't hear what CC was saying, so I finally grabbed my car keys from my desk and ran outside.

The CC behind me yelled at me, "Zhaoyang, where are you going?" ”

"I'm going to find her...... Right now! ”――