In the face of my doubts, Mi Cai was still very indifferent, she straightened her somewhat scattered hair, and replied: "We are going to get married the day after tomorrow, I think every woman is about to face this moment, and there will be fluctuations in love!" ”

The silence of the night sharpened me and once again questioned, "Are you losing sleep just because you're about to get married?" I don't believe it too much! ”

Mi Cai met my questioning eyes, stared at me, her complexion suddenly became gentle, gentle can melt me, she gently put her hand on my face, smiled and said: "Zhaoyang, marriage will be the beginning of a new life for me, if I am a normal person, of course I will think a lot because of the life that is about to change, and I have too much expectations for you, this kind of woman's affection, do you understand?" ”

I thought about it for a while, finally nodded, and replied, "Of course I do!" ”

"If you understand, why do you think so much? We have long promised each other that as long as one of the two of us does not give up this relationship, the other will not give up, although this is not a vow of love, but it is enough for us. ”

I stared at the ceiling for a long time, and thought about this promise many times, and suddenly I had a sense of security, and then I replied: "It is indeed enough that we met when we were 26 years old, and now we are 28 years old, living in these two years, dismantling and repairing, our lives have also been sewn and repaired, and after seeing through the ups and downs, we should have enough confidence to face some difficulties that may arise in the future!" ”

"Well, I see what you mean!" Mi Cai leaned closer to me as she spoke, and at this time, she was looking for the sense of security she needed so much in my soul that I had been wandering! In fact, it was only when she embraced me that my soul became at peace in her breath, and perhaps, from the day we met, she gave me more security in the dark!

I subconsciously hugged her, and she fell asleep after a while, while I was immersed in dependence on her, sometimes in a trance, sometimes in a trance, sometimes in a hyperactive mood, so I took the place of her insomnia, and until the morning, I could not fall asleep again, and my mother had come to our accommodation and made breakfast for us

Next to the dining table, there was a window that should have been bright, but the rain that had not stopped blurred the glass, I was a little irritable because of the gloomy weather, until I looked at the rice color around me, this irritability gradually subsided, and then began to be busy for the day.

Today, there are friends who have come from other places one after another, and the room I arranged in advance is almost full, but Yan Yan really didn't come to our wedding as she said in advance, but it's also relieved to think about it, after all, Mi Lan and Fang Yuan have come to Xuzhou in advance, why should Yan Yan face these two people with the pain that has not been completely relieved!

In the evening, Yan Yan called me again, expressing her apologies for not being able to come to bless me, and at the moment before I ended the call, I couldn't help but ask her about Jian Wei's current situation, she told me: Jian Wei will go to the United States in a few days, and her classmates in the United States have also prepared the early funds for her, just waiting for her to meet in the past, the situation is still relatively optimistic, so I feel more relieved, and after ending the call with Yan Yan, I closed my eyes for a long time, I lit my first cigarette of the day on the rooftop of the hotel, and I was glad that life had not completely made Janeway desperate, and she was already showing signs of dying at this time!

The smell of tobacco diffused from my mouth, but it choked the person standing next to me, and she complained to me while driving away the smoke: "Zhaoyang, you deliberately spit the cigarette on my side, right!?" ”

Only then did I realize that it was Le Yao standing next to me, extinguished the cigarette that had not yet taken a few puffs, and replied: "The wind is blowing northward at this time, of course I am smoking in the direction of the wind, who wants to deliberately target you!" ”

"Is the wind blowing north?" Le Yao said and held up her hair, when the wind blew, the hair that was originally in her hand was scattered, and finally draped on her shoulders, she believed that it was the north wind that blew, and said: "It seems that the smoke against the wind is not easy to smoke!" ”

I turned my back, leaned on the guardrail, smiled and replied: "There is no difference between smoking with the wind or against the wind, but what is really scary is the sudden adversity in life, which often catches people off guard and is difficult to parry!" ”

"Hehe, suddenly so negative, are you suffering from premarital anxiety?"

Looking at her gloating, I was a little dissatisfied, so I replied with a straight face: "Does it have anything to do with you?" ”

"Of course it doesn't matter, after all, your marriage partner is not me Le Yao!"

I looked at her, ignored it, and suddenly regretted that I had been too free and easy, so I snuffed out a cigarette that I had only smoked a little, so I picked it up from the balcony, wiped it on my clothes, threw it into my mouth again, and lit it

Le Yao still stood in the north of the smoke and did not leave, and after a long time, she said to me in a low voice: "Zhaoyang, I can see that your state is not good, what are you afraid of?" Or do you subconsciously not love Mi Cai enough and reject this marriage? ”

I squinted at her and replied, "May I ask why I reject this marriage?" Where do you see that I don't love Micai enough? ”

"You don't have to be too excited, I just feel it, the time we have known each other is not short, but we have experienced the ups and downs of life together, I believe that no one is more afraid of the power of time than us, it can change a person's firmness, change the love that has been painstakingly maintained, in fact, living in this world, can let us do not many things of the Lord, isn't it?"

I pursed my lips, lowered my head again, and finally just replaced my answer with silence Le Yao closed her eyes, but faced the farthest sky, where even the rain seemed to be unreal, only a dark cloud, lazily changing shapes

"Zhaoyang, I've heard something about Mi Cai's mother, if you really love Mi Cai and care about your future life, just do your best to have a child with her, so her mother won't do things too ruthlessly, after all, you already have a child, moreover, I can see that Mi Cai is a very maternal woman, take 10,000 steps back, you really do something wrong in the future, because of the maintenance of children, she will also choose to forgive you"

I took a deep puff of my cigarette and replied, "Maybe you're right!" ”

Le Yao smiled, she straightened her somewhat messy hair that was blown by the wind again, looked at me and said: "Really, the child is your best maintenance because, you seem to be unruly, but you have a doting love for the child in your heart, maybe, if I didn't take out that child at the beginning, what we are facing now will be a completely different ending, even if you have never invested true feelings in me, but the child can become a part of you, maybe, I am wrong about everything you Zhaoyang, but I will never be wrong at this point!" ”

I was a little stunned, but what she said was right, if she didn't take the child away, as long as she wanted, I would definitely forget about it for the unexpected child, build a family with her, and wait for the child's arrival, even if I was not ready to become a father in my heart!

Seeing that I didn't answer, Le Yao shrugged her shoulders, took the cigarette that she picked up on the ground and continued to smoke from my hand, and put it to her mouth and took a deep breath, when all the smoke diffused from her mouth, she looked at the cigarette in her hand and said: "The film and television industry is very stressful, and I sometimes smoke some cigarettes on the set." ”

"Oh." I responded like this, but I kept thinking about the child in my heart, and under Le Yao's suggestion, I was even more convinced that my current sense of insecurity only stemmed from the fact that Mi Cai and I did not have a child, and when we really cooked raw rice and cooked rice, could Yan Zhuomei still be ruthless to break us up?

"Zhaoyang, it's time for us to go back!"

I looked back, Mi Cai stood behind me and Le Yao at some point, and when Le Yao also turned to look at her, she smiled at Le Yao very friendly, and Le Yao also responded with a smile, and then threw away the cigarette butt in her hand.

I asked Mi Cai, "Have you finished talking to Mr. An?" ”

"Hmm."

"Have they already discussed what to do with me when I go to pick you up?"

Mi Cai asked rhetorically, "Are you scared now?" ”

"How can I be afraid, I'm afraid that they won't be able to come up with anything new to make it difficult for me, and when the time comes, I will easily crack it, but they will be embarrassed!"

"Then try it."

I pretended to be deflated, put my arm around Mi Cai's shoulder, and said, "Look at your tone, are you already united with their group of people who don't think it's a big deal?" ”

"There is no united front! I just agree that what is too light will not be cherished, so I agree that they put a little obstacle on you. ”

Looking at our intimate appearance, Le Yao left the space to us very interestingly, and only Mi Cai and I were left on the huge rooftop, as well as fluttering raindrops, like a living creature shouting

Mi Cai and I were leaning on the guardrail, she blew away the cigarette ash that Le Yao had just scattered on the guardrail after she finished smoking, and after a moment of silence, she asked me, "What time are you going to send me to my godfather and godmother?" (Because of the family, Mi Cai recognized his godparents in Xuzhou to complete the wedding and pick up the bride!) "Let's finish dinner later." ”

Mi Cai nodded, and after a deep groan, I said, "I calculated, these few days are your fertile period, I think"

Mi Cai looked at me, knowing my thoughts, but did not answer.

Her expression made me feel a little stressed, but the heart that was moved by Le Yao's words couldn't be controlled a lot, and after taking a deep breath, she said: "My friends are here, and there is still a vacant room that has not been returned, or go home now, if you miss this time, you will have to wait for another month!" ”

After so many days, I'm sorry, the state of life has changed too quickly for me, and suddenly I have replaced my father as the pillar of this family, and I am mentally and physically tired to the point of numbness, but I will persevere.

Thank you for the support and help of so many enthusiastic readers. I'll be sure to update when I have time. This book will definitely be completed according to the pre-planned plot, and will not be completed in a hurry or unfinished due to family changes.