Under the reminder of CC, I looked back behind me, and sure enough, I saw Mi Cai and her friends who were very close, to be precise, it should be a male friend, and it was a very handsome male friend.

This man is dressed as a British trendy man, with a tall figure and a handsome face, and the most memorable thing is his deep eyes, as if everyone is affectionate.

Mi Cai affectionately pulled the man to our side, introduced us with a smile, and said, "This is my good friend Abner, whose Chinese name is Weiran." ”

Just as CC and Robben were about to greet him, he looked at me and Robben and asked, "Which of you is Zhaoyang?" ”

For his unexpected move, everyone looked at each other, and I remained polite and got up and said to him, "I am Zhaoyang." ”

"Be polite to Betsy (Mi Cai's English name) in the future, otherwise I won't be polite to you!"

I was stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt that the person who came was not good, and just wanted to have a seizure, Mi Cai hurriedly grabbed Wei Ran and said, "That was a long time ago......"

Mi Cai's words made me realize that she really had a very close relationship with this man, and even the things I used to bully her told him as bitter complaints, and I suddenly felt unhappy for no reason, and looked at Wei Ran coldly and said: "Little turtle, you have to be polite when you talk to me, I don't have a good temper." ”

Wei Ran glared at me and said, "What, do you want to duel with me?" ”

"Damn, the smell of foreign is so heavy, aren't you tired of crossing the ocean to bring back that old-fashioned set of cowboys from the American West? Just say fight, come, I'll accompany you. I replied with a blank face.

The atmosphere suddenly became tense, and CC hurriedly grabbed me and persuaded: "Zhaoyang, don't you be so angry, people are guests from afar!" ”

"I don't think he thinks of himself as a guest, and I've never seen a guest do that!"

As soon as my words fell, Mi Cai said to me in a very heavy tone: "I have already explained to you and Wei Ran, can you have a little gentlemanly demeanor?" ”

Being counted down by Mi Cai and CC, I felt even more unhappy in my heart, but I couldn't really beat that Wei Ran, I only felt that I was a little redundant, and finally said: "I know, I've never been welcome, I'll go, and I'll destroy the atmosphere of your party." With that, he picked up his coat and walked outside.

……

CC followed me out of the cafeteria, pulled me and said, "Zhaoyang, don't you think it's inappropriate for you to leave like this?" A bit of a man's demeanor, okay? ”

I ignored CC pulling me, still walked forward, and said to CC with restraint: "If I don't have the grace, I will start pumping him a little turtle earlier!" ”

"But you're just leaving, what do you think of you?"

"She's always thought I was ungraceful, not bad this time."

"Why do you always drop the chain at critical times?"

I stopped and said to CC: "Why don't you drop the chain and don't drop the lotus seed, you are far away!" ”

CC said to me with a serious face: "You touch your conscience and tell me, do you like Mi Cai or not?" ”

I was silent.

"You're acquiescing, aren't you? It can be seen that Wei Ran seems to like Mi Cai a lot, you are so negative and run away, are you lacking a little grace compared to others? It looks like a high judgment! ”

"What are you fooling about, who sues you that I like her...... Okay, you go back, I need to go to the bar, there are still some details of the renovation to communicate. ”

CC still refused to let me go, and persistently asked, "I really don't like it?" ”

I replied "impatiently", "I don't like it." With that, he broke free from CC and walked to the side of the road.

But I suddenly heard CC's emotional voice: "You are cowardly, but it's no wonder you, after all, Weiran is also a master's student who graduated from the University of Pennsylvania, and his family background is better, I heard that it is the future successor of a family business!" It's normal for you to not have self-confidence......"

Before CC finished speaking, I got into the taxi, opened the window and shouted at CC "Shut me down" and then urged the driver to drive away, the driver was very cooperative and stepped on the accelerator, and in a blink of an eye, CC and the street lights melted together, and finally shrunk into a point in my sight.

……

I didn't go to the bar that night, but I went to the moat and lay on the withered lawn, smoking a cigarette to relieve my boredom.

Looking up at the stars and the moon in the sky, I finally understood why I didn't dare to express my heart to Mi Cai, and I would rather get along like this as friends.

Today, the appearance of Wei Ran made me understand more thoroughly that a woman like her is destined to be the most beautiful Haoyue in the sky, and I am just an ordinary star, and I can't even satisfy her desire to give her a petrol-powered racing car, but Wei Ran is different, as CC said: He is highly educated, his family background is illustrious, and Mi Cai also cares about him, they are a real match together.

I have already experienced the tragedy that Xiang Chen and Jian Wei gave me once, do I have to experience it again in Mi Cai?

I'm not stupid, and I don't want to repeat the pain of the past, I'm just an ordinary star, and my other half is destined to be an ordinary star, so that I won't be burned by the shining light.

I closed my eyes and my world fell into darkness, but suddenly I saw the crystal clear city, she was shining brighter and brighter in the sky full of stars, but I shrunk smaller and smaller in her light, and then watched feebly as she carried the woman with long hair hanging down her shoulders disappeared from my sight again......

I don't want to open my eyes again because when I face this real world again, I am doomed to be lost.

Enduring the cutting of the cold wind, I lay for I don't know how long, until a familiar voice sounded in my ear, and she called my name.

I opened my eyes, but the fragrance of the woman I had engraved into my memory had drifted into my nose first, and it was Janeway standing beside me at the moment.

"You...... How did you end up here? ”

Jian Wei smiled and said, "Like you, I'm not happy, I just want to come here to sit." ”

After listening to Janeway's explanation, this kind of chance encounter did not seem to be accidental, because she also regarded this place as a place of refuge, and one day we will meet here, maybe today, maybe tomorrow......

Janeway's appearance made the sense of loss in my heart a little heavier, and I couldn't help but take a cigarette out of the cigarette case and light it, and took a deep breath before asking her, "Why are you unhappy?" ”

"You came first, according to the first-come, first-served principle, let's talk about yours first."

I was silent for a long time before I said to Janeway: "If you are beaten by life, you will not be happy......"

Jian Wei smiled and said, "Your answer is a bit perfunctory, everyone is unhappy, it's all because they were beaten by life, I want to hear more specific." ”

After a long silence, I finally mustered up the courage to ask Janeway, "After graduating from college, do you look down on me?" …… I'm just a man struggling on the fringes of society! ”

Janeway seemed surprised that I would ask her this question, and she just looked at me...... And I was even more apprehensive, because the answer she gave me next was probably the real reason why we broke up.