422 Confession of Truth
422 True Confession
"Brother Zhan, why are you here, I've been looking for you for a long time. They said you left, I didn't believe it, so I came out to look for you, and you really didn't leave, hehe! Great, Brother Zhan~~"
Yan Aya stumbled on her feet, a little too drunk, and she should go to bed to rest. But she doesn't want to sleep, Brother Zhan is leaving tomorrow, she hasn't said goodbye to Brother Zhan yet, and there are still a lot of things she hasn't said to Brother Zhan, so she doesn't want to sleep.
Zhan Yang held Yan Aya, who was unsteady in her steps, and asked her to stand up. As soon as she was asked to stand firmly, Yan Aya's body was crooked again, and in desperation, Zhan Yang had to stretch out a hand to support her and prevent her from falling.
"Why do you drink so much, if you can't drink it, drink less, your head will hurt when you wake up with a hangover." He didn't want her to hold her head around and wail there tomorrow morning, it would be very sinful.
Most people who experience hangovers and headaches will be ruthless to stop drinking, at least drink less in the future, so as not to get drunk easily. But for the drunkard who is good at drinking, it is natural for the good wine to forget this. Keep drinking, keep getting drunk.
"Brother Zhan, why are you sad?" Yan Aya suddenly stretched out her hands and asked while holding Zhan Yang's face.
Zhan Yang was stunned, avoiding her hands, and his eyes returned to coldness. "Xiao Aya, it's not early, I'll send you back to rest."
"I'm not sleepy, Brother Zhan, I don't want to be sleepy, don't let me go back to sleep, okay?" With begging in her voice, Yan Yan grabbed Zhan Yang's red sleeves like a drunken child. If it weren't for the fear of Zhan Yang, she would have buried her whole head right now.
Her head hurts so much~~
Originally, she was quite happy tonight, because she finally ate Brother Zhan's tofu, which was a matter of pride anyway. She was even thinking about it. In the future, things like this must come a few more times, and Brother Zhan is no longer used to being close to her. In this way, Brother Zhan will get used to it, and he will accept himself when the time comes.
But. The scene he saw from behind the Wind and Rain Pavilion just now made Yan Aya feel angry again.
It's not that Brother Zhan doesn't know how to love people, but the person he loves is not her.
Although she was lost in her heart, Yan Aya endured it and didn't show it, she just wanted to comfort him who was emotionally frustrated. When he saw his distracted face, he couldn't help but say what was in his heart.
She has never had the slightest ability to resist Brother Zhan. His unhappy expression was enough to make her worry about it for a long time. Many people's lives are centered around themselves, and she used to be like that. But after meeting Brother Zhan, most of her life is centered on Brother Zhan.
"Okay, okay, you're not sleepy, then you say, what do you want to do?" Zhan Yang was afraid of her, if a person reasoned with a drunk person, he would be asking for trouble.
"I want Brother Zhan to hold me, I want Brother Zhan to like me, and I want to be with me in the future. Don't think about others anymore~~" The wine is surging and the drunkenness is even stronger. Yan Aya shouted indiscriminately, her voice was indistinct, but she could barely hear it clearly.
Zhan Yang was so shocked by Yan Aya's bold confession that he stayed on the spot. After walking the rivers and lakes for many years, I have also met some frank women who dare to pursue their love, and I have been moved by their straightforwardness and infatuation. But that kind of heartbeat. The affection that longs to spend a lifetime with someone, except for Miss Li. There was no second person who could make him feel it.
Xiao Aya's affection for him, he is destined to live up to it.
Zhan Yang sighed deeply. "You should have known that no matter how well you treated me, I wouldn't be able to repay you with the same affection. You're so young and so beautiful, you really shouldn't have put your mind on me. From the time I followed Lord Bao to join the imperial court, I had already decided that I would never marry a wife again for the rest of my life. ”
Yan Aya's eyes were filled with mist, and in order to reject her, Brother Zhan would rather say that he would never marry a wife? Or, because of Miss Li, Brother Zhan is really disheartened and unwilling to accept other girls?
Yan Aya thought so in her heart, and asked unconsciously.
Seeing her injured appearance and sad expression, Zhan Yang couldn't bear it. Stretched out his hand, just like the eldest brother caressing the little sister's brain to comfort her, "Xiao Aya, I didn't say this to make you die, nor because of Miss Li, this is my will." When a person lives, he always has what he wants to do, and he will not hesitate to sacrifice his life for this matter. What I'm doing now is what I want to do the most. ”
"Brother Zhan, I don't understand." When Yan Aya heard him say this, she only felt panic in her heart. Because she could feel that Brother Zhan was getting farther and farther away from her, she might no longer have the slightest chance.
"You are still young, and one day you will understand that there are some things that you can only let become a passerby in your life, and you can't force it. When it's time to let go, you have to let go, so that you not only let others go, but you also get liberation. ”
Just like in the matter of Li Banxia, although Zhan Yang has a lot of regrets in his heart, he will not regret it. There is a feeling that has come to an end before it has even begun. And some feelings can only be buried in the bottom of the heart forever, and there will be no chance to start.
He and Li Banxia are the same, and Yan Aya is the same with him.
"It's different...... This is different......" Yan Aya shook her dizzy head, and her hands clenched Zhan Yang's sleeves tightly. She had a hunch that if she let go of her hand, she would never catch him again in her life.
She also knows that a slightly ashamed woman, after being rejected by a man like this, should leave in shame and stop pestering him. However, Yan Aya didn't want to do this, she didn't want to leave Brother Zhan like this. Even if she dies, she will follow Brother Zhan and die with him.
Yan Aya kept shaking her head, "Brother Zhan, it's different, it's different...... I'm not married, you haven't married, why can't we be together? …… This is different from Miss Li, Miss Li is already married, you and her, there will be no result, but we can have a happy result. Brother Zhan, do you really not like me at all? …… I will take good care of you, I love you more than anyone else...... It can be cultivated without feelings, Brother Zhan, don't be in a hurry to refuse me, I am very good to support, and I don't want you to take care of it, I can take care of myself myself, I ......"
Zhan Yang couldn't hide his heartache, these words, with Yan Aya's temperament, he couldn't say them anyway. How can he make a good girl so sad for him.
The wine was surging, Yan Aya's head was painful, she stumbled, and fell drunk in Zhan Yang's arms. Zhan Yang took advantage of the situation to catch her, and looked at Yan Aya, who was drunk in his arms, with a complicated expression, his face was red, and the scorching temperature was exhaled, and his innocent and pretty face was like mushrooms after the rain, fresh and vigorous.
If it were someone else, seeing such a beauty, I am afraid it would have been difficult to control herself, and she had a lot of affection for herself, and her heart of stone should have been melted by this tenderness. However, this person is Zhan Yang, the most rational Zhan Yang who is firm in his heart and feelings, and in the face of such a Yan Aya, what is superfluous is just a sigh, and a little sorry and emotional.
Although he switched from the rivers and lakes to officialdom, he is still a prodigal son. The prodigal son has no roots, no home, their hearts are lonely, and they enjoy this loneliness. If you don't understand the feelings of the prodigal son, how can you spend your life with them?
Under the moonlight, Zhan Yang hugged Yan Aya, who had been drunk, and sent her back to his room. Carefully put her on the bed, covered her with a quilt, watched her silently for a long time, and resolutely turned away-
This time, there was no more concern in his heart.
Everything that should be broken has been broken, and what shouldn't have started hasn't been let him start, he is still the lonely Zhan Yang. Loneliness is with him, loneliness is with him, he has long been used to it. He still has a lot of important things to do, and his children's private feelings should be regarded as drinking a glass of mellow wine and silently reminiscent in the bottom of his heart.
Early the next morning, Lord Qincha and his guards left Jiangzhou and returned to the capital to report to the Holy Lord. In the team, there were three carriages, one was Lord Bao, the other was Mr. Gongsun, and the other was the mastermind behind this case.
Surprisingly, no one took prisoners. As the saying goes, a hundred-legged insect dies but does not stiffen, according to Lord Bao's prediction, this trip back to Beijing will definitely make waves again, and it will not go well. Zhan Yang rode a tall horse and walked at the front of the team, observing the movements along the way, the possible hostile situation, etc.
However, I was careful all the way, and I arrived safely in the capital, and there were no prisoner robberies. This was a good thing, but Lord Bao and Mr. Gongsun, as well as Zhan Yang, became more and more worried about it.
They instinctively guessed that behind this conspiracy there was an even bigger conspiracy. The third prince is indeed powerful, and there is also evidence that he colluded with Jin Banxian to endanger the Jiangzhou Zhizhou with the intention of rebellion. However, the whereabouts of the most mysterious coaper thorn were unknown, and Zhan Yang searched the entire mansion, but he could not find the blade of the evil sect.
Also, in this case, another important person was involved. Because that person provided them with a lot of favorable evidence, which helped them successfully capture the third prince, coupled with the identity and experience of that person, Lord Bao dispelled his suspicions about her. Now it seems that that person may be the key to the whole case, as high and powerful as the third prince, and may just be a chess piece in that person's hand.
Now, they have taken the initiative to abandon this chess piece, on the one hand, it may be to protect the commander, and on the other hand, it may be to let them relax their vigilance and secretly carry out more vicious plans. By then, who will be able to crack their plot in time?
What kind of person is such a great ability, the dignified three princes, and in his hands he is just a dispensable chess?
And that person, compared to the third prince, must be a hundred times more difficult to deal with.
The journey back to Beijing was already shrouded in a thick haze before arriving in Beijing. Lord Bao and Mr. Gongsun thought hard about the countermeasures for this, and discussed how to go next, so that they would not be used by the gangsters, and they could bring the real people behind the scenes to justice.
The sky above the capital division is covered with dark clouds, but the mountains and rivers of Dayang Village are beautiful, and the blue waves are like washing. (To be continued......)