423 Eating from the bowl and looking at the pot?

Yan Aya rubbed her painful head and woke up, Zhan Yang and his party had been on the road for most of the day.

What happened last night, Yan Aya still has some impressions. Thinking of Brother Zhan's rejection of her, Yan Aya was silent in her heart, it seemed that she and Brother Zhan were really fated to have nothing to do.

However, there is always a voice in her heart that reminds her all the time: don't want to give up, don't give up. Brother Zhan is so lonely, even if she can't be his wife, she wants to be by Brother Zhan's side.

Out of the house, the subordinates of the Zhizhou Mansion were busy in the house, and when they saw her wake up, they hurriedly came to greet her. Prepare toiletries for her, and ask the kitchen to prepare meals for Miss Yan.

Yan Aya hurriedly washed up and used some food, and after thinking about it, she was still unwilling to leave Brother Zhan. She had already decided to chase after Brother Zhan. But before that, she had to meet someone.

"Doctor Li, are you packing up your things and going back to your hometown?"

Yan Aya came to the place where Li Banxia and Liu Dongshan lived, and the two were packing their bags, and it seemed that they were about to return to their hometown.

"It's Miss Yan, Dongshan and I have stayed in Jiangzhou for a long time, and the family must be worried about it, now that this matter is over, it's time to go back to the countryside." Li Banxia welcomed Yan Aya in, poured tea for her, and sat down at the table with her.

"Where's Brother Liu?"

"Oh, Dongshan has nothing to do, and he is bored when he stays in the house, so I will let him go shopping more. He has been staying in the inn all these days, and he has not been able to go out for a walk. This is not just the right time for the people to go outside to observe the people's situation, and see that there is nothing wrong in Dongshan. So he said that he would take him out for a walk. ”

"Brother Liu is really a good person, and he is even more sincere to Miss Li." Yan Aya imagines a vigorous and earth-shattering love. So even if Zhan Yang refuses in many ways, she sees her as a part of love. Something that must be experienced. But after going through so many things, especially after the ghost gate was closed, Yan Aya began to yearn for an ordinary love like Li Banxia and Liu Dongshan.

There is also a true feeling, a taste, and a beauty in the ordinary.

Li Banxia smiled gently, and in this smile, Yan Aya had clearly seen her answer. Needless to say, many things can be experienced. Li Banxia is not a person who likes to show affection in front of others, real feelings don't have to be shown, others should feel it. And the two don't get along happily. The more beautiful you are, the more you will show the loneliness and emptiness in your heart.

"Doctor Li, do you know that Brother Zhan is gone."

Li Banxia was stunned, and she heard the loss in Yan Aya's words, but at this moment, she was inexplicably a little weak. Maybe that's because, just last night, she discovered something she hadn't discovered before. If it was before. She can still say that she feels wrong, even if she vaguely feels it in her heart, she will think that she doesn't know, and she thinks too much. However, I saw Brother Zhan last night. Li Banxia suddenly found that it is a very cruel thing to completely ignore a person's feelings for you.

Although she still can't do anything now. But he should keep this affection for her in his heart, and he will be grateful for everything he has done for her.

But it's just in my heart. They can be good friends or good brothers and sisters. This is also Brother Zhan's heartfelt wish.

Somehow, after knowing Brother Zhan's intentions, Li Banxia didn't know how to face Yan Aya. She is not a person who can pretend to be confused, and she can't actively match them after knowing something, she sincerely wishes them a happy home, but there are some things that are not suitable for her to do.

Actually, Yan Aya is really suitable for being with Brother Zhan. They are from the same background, and they have similar personalities. Yan Aya loves Brother Zhan deeply, worries about his worries, and rejoices with his joys. With her company, Brother Zhan's life will be much richer in the future.

Moreover, with Miss Yan's ability, she can share the joys and hardships with Brother Zhan, advance and retreat together, and can help Brother Zhan at critical moments. With Yan Aya by Brother Zhan's side, not to mention others, Li Banxia himself is much more relieved. The officialdom is dangerous, Brother Zhan is too upright, although Yan Aya is young, she is very clever, and having her is also a big help for Brother Zhan.

Maybe it would not be pure enough to describe love in this way, but seeing Zhan Yang live happily and easily is also Li Banxia's heartfelt wish. What's more, Miss Yan, she has always been in love with Brother Zhan, and this infatuation will slowly melt even if it is hard-hearted. I believe that one day, this will also be a happy marriage.

Sensing that Li Banxia's thoughts did not belong, Yan Aya's eyes flashed, "Doctor Li, you actually know, right?" ”

"Know what?"

"Don't tell me you don't know that Brother Zhan likes you." Li Banxia's expression had betrayed her, Yan Aya was very smart and her eyes were also very sharp, such a look was enough for her to see many things clearly.

Because of the person in front of him, Brother Zhan's heart is like an impenetrable wall, and he himself is unwilling to come out, nor is he willing to let others in. It's because of her existence that she doesn't have a chance, how can she not see it?

Yan Aya's tone didn't raise much, but it was much lower.

"Since you know that Brother Zhan likes you, why can you be so calm and not say anything at all?" Yan Aya began to feel angry, both for herself and for Zhan Yang. Brother Zhan is so pitiful, he likes a person so much, but in the end, not only did he not have any results, but he was also deceived by her. If she didn't know, how could she still enjoy Brother Zhan's care and care for her so calmly after she knew, didn't that attitude make Brother Zhan even more sad and lost?

Li Banxia knew that Yan Aya would definitely think so, so how to say that, thinking that she was eating the bowl and looking at the pot. is already a married woman, and she still has to bully others. Li Banxia also didn't like this kind of person, she was sure that she wasn't this kind of person, but when Yan Aya questioned her like this, she couldn't say anything.

"Why don't you speak? Did I say it, I really don't understand, why does Brother Zhan like you, like a married woman? ”

Yan Aya felt very worthless for Zhan Yang, she thought that Li Banxia was really chaotic and ignorant, and Brother Zhan covered it up well in front of her, so she didn't know Brother Zhan's intentions. But now, as it turned out, she knew it for a long time.

In fact, anyone who has thought a little longer can see it. It's just that Brother Zhan doesn't know about himself, and he thinks he is covering it up well. Wu Rong knows, Zhang Feng doesn't know, and maybe even Brother Liu knows. She thought that Li Banxia was clear-minded and affectionate towards Liu Dongshan, and she couldn't see men other than Brother Liu, so she didn't know. Now it seems that she thinks highly of this Li Banxia.

Li Banxia was very helpless, it seemed that if she didn't explain things clearly, Miss Yan would not give up.

"Miss Yan, I won't tell you anything, I only found out about this matter last night when Brother Zhan came to bid me farewell."

"You think I'm going to believe it, not that you're deliberately pretending to be confused?" At this moment, Yan Aya's heart was very conflicted. On the one hand, she hoped that what Li Banxia said was true, and she really didn't know Brother Zhan's mind before. On the other hand, she secretly hoped that Li Banxia was telling a lie, she was really the kind of woman who ate in the bowl and looked at the pot. That kind of woman is not worthy of being cherished by Brother Zhan, let alone his deep affection for her. At that time, as long as Brother Zhan recognizes her true colors, he will be able to come out of this relationship.

Yan Aya has never had this kind of contradictory mood. She didn't want to think like that, but she couldn't help it. Women are always a little selfish when facing feelings.

"Why should I be confused?"

"Because you want to dominate Brother Zhan?"

"Then why am I bullying him again?"

"You ......"

"If I really want to dominate Brother Zhan, then Wurong and I won't help you match with Brother Zhan. You should know that if Brother Zhan can make a pair with you, we will all be happy to see it. ”

Hearing Li Banxia say this, the anger on Yan Aya's face subsided a little, and her ears were a little hot. But when she thought of Brother Zhan's determination to her last night and didn't give her a chance at all, Yan Aya's heart was half cold.

"What's the match, Brother Zhan still won't like me." Yan Aya pouted and looked at Li Banxia with some grievances, "The person that Brother Zhan likes is you, so he won't accept you." ”

Li Banxia smiled, "Miss Yan, you shouldn't take me as your rival in love, right?" ”

"So what, aren't you my rival?"

"I'm married, and we have a good relationship and a happy family. I never thought about these things at all. I said I'm not afraid of your jokes, I've been a very dead-eyed person since I was a child. If you identify a person, you have to live with him for the rest of your life. ”

Li Banxia said, sighing secretly, "Brother Zhan obviously understands this, he chose to let go of this relationship, and slowly, naturally, he won't think about me anymore." ”

"Do you really think that Brother Zhan will forget about you?" Yan Aya didn't believe it, "How do you know that Brother Zhan is not the same as you, he is also a dead-eyed person?" ”

Li Banxia was suddenly, she probably didn't think about this problem. Seeing Yan Aya, he turned to say: "This is up to Miss Yan, use your sincerity to impress him, and use your affection to tolerate him." Sooner or later, he will be willing to open his heart and will accept you. When the time comes, they will naturally forget about me. ”

"Although I have known Miss Yan for a short time, I also know that Miss Yan is a very confident person who will persevere to the end when she sees one thing. If you like it, you might as well stick with it. If it's not the end, how do you know that the two have no chance? You and Brother Zhan have known each other before, and the emotional foundation is better than that of ordinary people, and Brother Zhan is not completely ruthless to you, so there is no reason to give up like this. ”

………… (To be continued......)