Lu Yun didn't agree, Lu Zhentian almost cried and begged him again, "Yun'er, I know that I'm not good, for so many years, I have been so good to you, first, I feel sorry for your mother and do my best to be good to her children, and second, I feel sorry for you and do my best to satisfy you, but, but, you still can't forgive me!" ”

After that, he was already crying loudly.

Xiao Xiao chased after him, grabbed Lu Yun and cried, "What are you doing!" Uncle Lu is already like this, why are you crazy at this time? ”

Lu Yun shook off Xiao Xiao's hand and yelled at Xiao Xiao, "Uncle Lu? Which one is you, Uncle Lu? How I don't know! ”

He had never spoken to Xiao Xiao in such a tone, which made Xiao Xiao feel infinitely strange for a while, as if he had never known him, so he had to say, "Lu Yun, I'm Xiao Xiao!" ”

Lu Yun shed tears and sneered, "I know that you are Xiao Xiao, I also know that I am Lu Yun, and the one lying there is Lu Zhentian!" Is he my father, I know, so what! He killed my mother, because he thought that another woman had killed my mother, but what did he tell me over the years, he said that he had only loved my mother alone in his life! ”

Lu Yun couldn't control his emotions anymore, and tears dripped down his cheeks, "He also said that my mother died because she gave birth to me, but I have to bear his fault!" ”

Lu Yun looked at Xiao Xiao's eyes, and his expression was in a trance, "Do you know how I have spent the past twenty-two years, since I was sensible, I have been told that my mother died because of myself, and my heart has never had a moment of peace of mind and happiness." ”

"I've always been burdened with this guilt since I was a child, especially when I knew that my father loved my mother like this, and I killed my mother, and indirectly harmed my father because of my mother's death, I felt that I was the worst person in the world, and I let the two people closest to me in this world, one died, and the other was better than death!" Lu Yun's roar passed through the thick blue mist, and every sentence hit Xiao Xiao's heart and Lu Zhentian's heart as he was dying.

"But, it turns out that everything is not like this, I have no fault at all, but I have carried it for twenty-two years, I have not been truly happy for twenty-two years, I have not really felt at ease for twenty-two years, and the guilt of twenty-two years is because of one of his lies, because he doesn't want me to hate him!" As he spoke, he moved Xiao Xiao's shoulder, held it in his hand fiercely, and shook Xiao Xiao, "Is it possible, so far, you tell me that it is still possible!" ”

"Also, I always thought that I should be very similar to him, but I didn't like it, because I saw one and liked the other, but he always loved my mother. When I saw you, I thought I was still like him, and I would love you for the rest of my life, but it turned out that I was wrong again, he really saw one and loved one! ”

Lu Yun let go of Xiao Xiao's shoulder, looked up at the sky, and said faintly, "If I continue to be like him, sooner or later one day I will also lose you, this is the thing I am most afraid of after seeing you, I am not afraid of one day ** negative me, I am only afraid that I will fail you, now it seems that I am likely to let you down, and deceive our children I only love you!" ”

After speaking, Da Lu, who laughed at himself, laughed twice, looked at Xiao Xiao and asked fiercely, "Do you have any sisters, ah?" Do you have any sisters? Haha ”

Xiao Xiao saw that Lu Yun's emotions were out of control, so she stepped forward and hugged Lu Yun, and her tears remained in Lu Yun's arms unscrupulously, "Lu Yun, calm down, calm down, you listen to me, you are not your father, you will not see one and love one like him, the real you are kind, sincere, filial, and enthusiastic, I am proud and honored to meet you in this life." I'm not your mother, I won't leave you so easily! ”

Xiao Xiao still hasn't said half a sentence, that is, we will become friends for life, and we will not be separated in this life, but that friend can't say it, how can she make it worse when Lu Yun is most helpless and painful.

Lu Yun's heart was shattered piece by piece, becoming fragile and soft, and he called out, "Xiao Xiao!" He didn't make a sound, just hugged Xiao Xiao tightly.

Xiao Xiao stroked his back, "I know that you are wronged, and I know that you hate, but he is your father after all, you have no mother, don't you even want your father, don't you want to give him a chance?" ”

Lu Yun looked at Xiao Xiao's eyes and finally nodded.

When Xiao Xiao persuaded Lu Yun, Lu Zhentian kept shouting Lu Yun's name, and Ji Wushuang was crying with him on the side.

Lu Zhentian saw that she was crying more sadly than himself, and choked up and said, "Shuang'er, you blame me too, I like you, but I'm afraid of losing your sister, in fact, I'm not afraid of losing your sister, but I'm afraid of losing my own original vow." ”

"I'm afraid that I'll lose myself, and I'm afraid that I'll regret it in the future, so I'm willing to choose to escape, and deliberately let you bear all the pain alone, so that you will suffer for so many years, and become like this, I am sorry for you, but I will feel that you are sorry for me!"

"I would have thought that if it weren't for you falling in love with me, I wouldn't have been so miserable, and I wouldn't have lost your sister, until a few years ago I realized that it was all my fault. Shuang'er, I've always been selfish, yes to your sister, yes to you, and yes to Yun'er. ”

Ji Wushuang cried and said, "I know that you are selfish, but who told me to love you, I can only accept all this, I don't blame you, I just ask you for one thing!" ”

Lu Zhentian said: "You say! ”

Ji Wushuang looked at him, "Take the Nine Turns Werewolf Pill, and live in seclusion with me in the countryside from now on, we will no longer pay attention to the affairs of the rivers and lakes, just be an ordinary couple, grow old together, okay?" ”

Lu Zhentian shook his head, "Shuang'er, don't you know me, what I decided will not change, since I have decided to tell all the secrets that have been held in my heart for more than 20 years, and have decided not to suffer anymore, never to feel guilty again, no one can change it!" If I am saved by you, I will still feel guilty, guilty of what I have done to you, what I have done to your sister, and what I have done to Yun'er! ”

"What if Yun'er and I both forgive you!" When Ji Wushuang said this, Lu Yun and Xiao Xiao came over, Lu Zhentian looked at Lu Yun expectantly, Xiao Xiao pulled Lu Yun's hand, Lu Yun was slightly reluctant, but still said, "I forgive you!" ”

Lu Zhentian smiled, "So I can go with peace of mind!" ”

Ji Wushuang said helplessly, "We have already forgiven you, you still have to ......"

Lu Zhentian asked, "What about your sister?" Your sister hasn't forgiven me yet, what's more, I can't forgive myself myself, only when I die, I can forgive myself, and I don't have to feel guilty anymore! ”

After saying that, he spit out a mouthful of blood......