067 The final complaint of sinful love
Ji Wushuang threw herself into Lu Zhentian's arms and cried, like a little girl crying in her father's arms, more than 20 years of grievances, more than 20 years of hatred, more than 20 years of wandering without relatives and no reason, more than 20 years of reluctance and attachment, all released at this moment, tears will eventually flow, but her feelings for Lu Zhentian will not change for thousands of years.
Lu Zhentian stroked Ji Wushuang's back, "Shuang'er, you are so stupid!" ”
Ji Wushuang couldn't cry, and choked out a few words, "For you...... What the...... It's worth everything! ”
She raised her head and looked at Lu Zhentian in front of her, twenty-two years have passed, his temples are already gray, and his face is full of scars that he gave himself, but this Lu Zhentian is like this, but in Ji Wushuang's eyes, he is more handsome than twenty-two years ago.
As she said, she loves Lu Zhentian, not just a face, she loves him no matter what, the more time passes, the heavier her thoughts, and the more she loves Lu Zhentian.
Lu Zhentian looked at her with infinite pity, "Shuang'er, do you know the truth, in the past twenty-two years, I have not been able to feel at ease, and I have never had a good night's sleep. ”
Ji Wushuang wiped his tears, "Then do you know the truth, in the past twenty-two years, I haven't thought about you for a day, I haven't forgotten you, and I haven't been truly happy." ”
Lu Zhentian sighed again, "It's all my fault!" ”
Ji Wushuang covered Lu Zhentian's lips, "I don't allow you to say this, you don't want to say that you're bad again!" ”
"Shuang'er, it doesn't matter, anyway, from today onwards, I can sleep well, I can sleep for a long time, and I don't have to wake up again."
Ji Wushuang immediately interrupted him, "No, you won't die, there are all kinds of medicine in the Werewolf Sect, I will definitely cure you!" As she spoke, she immediately turned back and shouted to her subordinates, "What are you still standing, go and get the Nine Turns Werewolf Pill!" ”
Lu Zhentian shook his head, "Shuang'er, no need, I thought I could live, but I was wrong, I really have to leave this time, and I will never come back!" ”
Ji Wushuang's tears were like pearls with broken threads, dripping down in pairs, "What are you talking about, what did you think you could still live, you just can live, I will definitely be able to heal you." ”
"Death, I asked for it, if you save me, I will still seek death, have you saved me ten times eight times, saved me a hundred times and a thousand times? Can you stand me? After so many years, my temper you should understand, what I am going to do, no one can stop. ”
Ji Wushuang held Lu Zhentian's hand helplessly, "For what, for what, for what do you want to choose this path, for what?" ”
Lu Zhentian looked at Ji Wushuang, even though he was reluctant, but the things he decided couldn't be changed, "This is what I should do!" Shuang'er, I'm leaving anyway, the truth of some things should let you know. ”
Lu Zhentian said and looked at Lu Yun, "Yun'er, it's time for you to know everything!" ”
Lu Yun has been kneeling beside Lu Zhentian and crying silently, and when he heard Lu Zhentian say that he wanted to seek his own death, he was even more heartbroken, he knew his father, and he knew that he could do it, it seemed that no matter how he dissuaded him, Lu Zhentian would still leave him, thinking that he was about to lose his father, he couldn't help but feel like a knife, and all his thoughts were lost.
Lu Zhentian held Lu Yun's hand with one hand, Ji Wushuang's hand with the other, looked at Ji Wushuang and said with a smile, "I said it's all my fault, you don't let me say it, but what else can I say besides this sentence!" ”
Ji Wushuang barely squeezed out a smile to respond to Lu Zhentian, but it was full of infinite bitterness.
Lu Zhentian continued, "Actually, how can I not know your intentions, there are only three of us left in the entire world, and there are only two of you by my side. I know that you are good to me, I know that you like me, I like it for five years, I am a piece of wood, and I have also been touched! ”
"You mean, you...... You ...... too" Ji Wushuang blushed, speechless with excitement, for more than 20 years, she has always thought that she was wishful thinking, and now she knows that the person she loves also loves herself, which is really unexpected.
Lu Zhentian laughed self-deprecatingly, "My mistake started here, I found out that I was also in love with you, and I was happy when my sister came to tell me that you were going to marry me, but when I saw your sister's expression, I knew that I shouldn't ......."
Lu Zhentian coughed a few times, "When I married her, I promised her that I would only love her one woman in my life, but now that I am in love with her sister, I am angry with myself, blaming myself for seeing one and loving the other, blaming myself for being half-hearted, and blaming myself for what I said, I can't do it." ”
"I know that if I marry you, your sister will be depressed in this life, and I will live in guilt all day long, I know that your favorite thing in this world is me and your sister, if you see the two of us like this, you will not be happy. Rather than three people suffering together, it is better for you to bear it all alone, so I chose to escape and went out to hide for half a year. ”
"When I come back, you are really gone, this is the result I originally wanted, but I found that I couldn't forget you at all, the more I couldn't see you, the more I wanted to see you, and the more I wanted to see you, the more I couldn't forget you."
"How smart your sister is, how can she not feel the change in the person next to her pillow, she is even more depressed at this point, and she washes her face with tears all day long."
"Finally when she went into labor, we lived outside the Saiwai, no one lived, I learned some medical skills when I was young, so I did it myself, but at the most critical time, I suddenly remembered you, distracted, so I ......"
Lu Zhentian couldn't help but burst into tears when he said this, and held Lu Yun's hand tightly and looked at Lu Yun, "Yun'er, your mother was killed by me, not because of dystocia at all, it's me, it's all my fault, it's me who didn't take good care of her, and I was distracted at such a critical time and killed your mother!" ”
"I don't dare to tell you the truth, I'm afraid that you will hate me, I'm afraid that my only relatives in this world will hate me, you have always thought that your mother died because of you, my selfishness has made you blame yourself for twenty-two years, it's my father who is sorry for you, you blame your father!"
When Lu Yun heard this, he felt that the sky had fallen, his eyes had lost his light, his mind was chaotic, and his hands had lost their strength, so he couldn't help but let go of Lu Zhentian's hand holding him, got up in despair, and staggered down the mountain.
Lu Zhentian looked at Lu Yun's back and shouted heartbreakingly, "Yun'er, Yun'er......"