Chapter 70: Dust to Dust, Dust to Dust
It snows in the north and it rains in the south, and the biggest difference between this year and last year is that the south has become more like the south, and this winter there is not much snow like in previous years, but there is more rain, so it is another rainy late night
In the Huifang Hotel, the proprietress and the boss did not know where to go, only the sober me and Fang Yuan who were in a drunken state, and there was another transaction that he proposed, but there was no specific form, he said, he wanted to exchange a secret for me to let him go
I didn't answer him, just wondering what kind of fear he was enduring in his heart, so that he would make such an unequal request, so that it sounded a little ridiculous, why should I let him go for a secret, sacrificing the rights and interests of the investor and Mi Cai's plan for so long?
So, I said to him: "Fang Yuan, there is no secret that can be exchanged for a soul that has been betrayed, so don't try to make a deal with me, your so-called secret, I can listen to it or not, my life will not be affected, you should know this better than anyone else." ”
Fang Yuan looked at me drunk, and then fell into a stupor, as if he was listening to the sound of rain outside the house, or thinking about some thoughts, he finally lowered his head, raised his head and drank a whole glass of liquor, he drank it with the last bit of expectation for me With it, his state became very poor, and he was in danger of getting drunk at any time.
The rain continued to fall, hanging on the eaves like a curtain, I felt a little depressed in this closed space, and finally said to him: "Don't be so utilitarian, let alone talk about conditions in everything, some things I am indeed kept in the dark, but it does not mean, this is the capital of your negotiation with me I think, what you should think about most now is how to learn to be an upright person in this world with a bottom line, I am gone, you continue to drink." ”
After saying this, I put up my umbrella and left here, and then continued to look for a bite of food to satisfy my stomach in this damp street, I seemed to see my shadow fall in the rain, and was stirred by the lights in the alley, still extending towards the "Huifang Hotel", and then let me walk heavily, as if to stop me from leaving here I suddenly realized: it turns out that there is a burden in my heart, and my burden is in the "Huifang Hotel" behind me.
In the end, I still left here in the rain, and the burden that has always existed in my heart can't hold me back at this moment, because I have cultivated thick skin and hard heart in this world full of right and wrong!
The next day, the rain was still dripping, the whole city became complaining in this unstoppable rain, the dense dark clouds were like faces that needed to be vented, glaring at everything on the ground, I had a simple lunch, and then I had been standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, I was inexplicably a little anxious, but I couldn't release it, until Yan Yan came to my office, I barely entered the working state.
Yan Yan and I communicated for another hour this time, because I was in a bad state, I had a feeling of exhaustion, but my heart was ready, after she finished talking, she would talk to me again about Fang Yuan's preparations, I know, she still thought of the old relationship with Fang Yuan in her heart.
However, this time I misjudged this matter, Yan Yan didn't plan to talk about Fang Yuan's recent experience at all, after she looked at the time, she said to me with some eagerness: "Zhaoyang, let's talk here today, I have to hurry up to your marketing department and talk to Director Li about next year's advertising plan, I have to rush back before three o'clock, Xiaohua has been eating breast milk recently!" ”
I was a little stunned, and then I suddenly reacted, it turned out that the focus of Yan Yan's life had already shifted to Xiaohua, and Fang Yuan might just be a pitiful passerby in her eyes
I finally showed my first smile of the whole day and said to her: "Go, Director Li is in the office now, you all hurry up a little time, and I will have a monthly summary meeting with the marketing department later." ”
"Well, half an hour at most!" After Yan Yan finished speaking, she hurriedly left my office with her handbag, and then pushed open the door of the office of the marketing director next door.
I lit a cigarette, and I can't tell what it feels like in my heart, but I must be happy for Yan Yan, because her persistence in personality has allowed her to gain a perfect family life!
Yes, I have never doubted Yan Yan's personality, which can be seen from the fact that she gave up everything and took care of Jian Wei like a relative for several months, sometimes, even if she is the closest person, I am afraid that she will not be able to do this to the extent that she does not abandon Jian Wei, of course, Jian Wei also gave her her advertising agency after waking up, but while she worked hard, she also gave 30% of the company's shares to Jian Wei, so that Jian Wei could continue to live a very comfortable material life
Perhaps, I can say that, there is a sisterly relationship called Yan Yan and Jian Wei!
After smoking a cigarette, my mind gradually calmed down, but the rain outside the window became heavier and heavier, and the wind never stopped, blowing the trees on both sides of the street to the left and right, so that the whole city seemed to have no fulcrum, and with the cold wind and rain, it was falling and shaking
I don't know when the door of my office was pushed open, Fang Yuan stood in front of me a little embarrassed, he should have spent a hellish night, I looked at him without any expression, but he looked at me full of remorse
I waited quietly for him to speak to me, to see what other reasons he could use to persuade me to give him a way out that was not in my hands.
He seemed to have an emotion to calm down, and then he took out a box of crumpled cigarettes from his pocket, took one out, and put it in his mouth skillfully, but the hand that lit the fire was trembling
I suddenly remembered Yan Yan who was still talking about work in the marketing department next door, she and Fang Yuan were both in my company at the moment, but they didn't know the existence of each other, this seemed to be the end of fate, perhaps, they never dreamed that they would meet like this at this moment, but they didn't meet!
Fang Yuan extinguished the cigarette in his hand, his eyes were a little moist, but I couldn't be sure if his soul was also repenting in tears, I wouldn't forget, it was him in front of me, who made me realize the truth that behind human nature was the white cloud and the dog.
Does this make sense? Maybe it's not the truth, it's the overdraft of trust, it's the helplessness of the world, so I can stand in front of him indifferently!
The rain still didn't stop, the wind didn't close through the window tightly, blowing the corners of my clothes, blowing Fang Yuan's hair, he finally swallowed his saliva in pain, and said to me: "Zhaoyang, I came today, just to apologize to you, it was I who trampled on our friendship for so long, I don't deserve to ask for your forgiveness, but I still hope you can forgive me, because I don't want to be so wrong anymore, and I don't want to be sorry for Mi Lan anymore, it was my uncalm mistake that made her shed our child, I just want to live a good life with her now, Make up for everything I once owed her, maybe, we will have another child, I will definitely cherish it with my life"
My emotions are complicated, and my heart is suddenly a little loose, after all, Mi Cai's acquisition of the equity of Wansen held by Isa's investment in anger yesterday fully shows that she cares about Mi Lan's sister, for Mi Lan, having a Fang Yuan who cherishes her wholeheartedly after repentance is the greatest happiness, not the fish that is about to be seen in front of me, I think, this is also the ending that Mi Cai wants to see, but, who can be sure that this is not Fang Yuan's delaying tactics implemented with Mi Lan as a shield?
I lit myself a cigarette in anxiety
Fang Yuan said to me in a low voice: "I know you don't want to believe me now, but time will tell, I hope that in a few years, you will agree with me, and I will also have the opportunity to call Mi Cai and you with Mi Lan, sister, brother-in-law!" ”
The entanglement in my heart made me feel tired, I closed my eyes, and the surroundings suddenly fell into darkness, I heard Fang Yuan again, and said: "Zhaoyang, the matter of Jian Wei being pushed downstairs was done by the people around her, but he didn't mean to kill Jian Wei, it was the person he hired who missed me I can say so much, if you are willing to give me another chance the evening after tomorrow, I will wait for you in the cafeteria of our university, and we will have a few more drinks like before To be honest, I have always envied your musical talent, if you want, I want to hear you sing that "seasonsinthesun" for me again. ”
《seasonsinthesun》?
Before I could remember when I had sung this song for him, he had already left my office, and my world was quiet again, and I subconsciously turned to look out the floor-to-ceiling window
Two minutes later, I saw Fang Yuan and Yan Yan walking out of the office building together, and they still met by chance!
At this moment, a red Audi R8 rushed from the lower left of the office building, the target was Fang Yuan and Yan Yan, this terrifying suddenness made my brain blank, in a trance, I saw Fang Yuan pushing away Yan Yan beside him, but he couldn't avoid being hit by the car heavily, and the blood and water that fell under the pillar at the door suddenly mixed with the muddy rain and flowed towards Yan Yan's feet
It was as if the world had suddenly become a silent movie, and the expressions of everyone who witnessed it were distorted with fear
I finally came to my senses and recognized the car that belonged to Milan
What exactly spurred her to go to this extreme? I swear that this encounter between Fang Yuan and Yan Yan was not deliberate, they just met by chance, it was a coincidence
I stumbled downstairs, but the cold wind blew a smell of dust to dust
(Completed in 5 days)