That year, it was a year for her to keep the year from the dark to the twilight of Caixia alone, although it was like this in the past, but it always felt that something was missing, the room was empty, and even the last trace of warmth was gone.

When Le Bing first came to this home where she had lived for more than ten years, she used all her strength to smell the familiar fragrance in the air and looked at her inexplicably smiling, Le Bing walked around every corner of the room, and finally came to a conclusion: "I didn't expect that you also have a soft spot for cologne, little mom."

No, she thought, the one who had a soft spot for the one who amazed her time.

Xiaobei's radio station, she is a regular customer, she replayed the whole thing about her youth on the radio, Xiaobei's voice was gentle and secretly hurt for her every time she listened to it, every time she pulled the button on her chest, and her bones were white.

It was when she went from Hangzhou Tower to Yintai, and then panted to Sephora next to Baida to buy genuine men's perfumes, which she used to be very dismissive of, but missing a person is far more brittle than her own principles.

Shi Yu, a hipster born in the 80s, played the most correct thing she did in her life, Yun Chao was bleeding heavily in her waist for this, and she endured the pain of cutting her flesh with the only little income she had this month, majestic, high-spirited, crossing the lonely mountain road, keeping memories, for missing, that is, for Liao Kesu, that, the only remaining waiting.

The building outside the building, the ancient style building, the upturned corner, and the time-honored plaque, have been based on a lot of dusty years.

Shi Yu squandered it, and he didn't mean to earn money for her at all, but Le Bing, the two of them were more energetic, one ordered, the other repeatedly studied for a long time, and then before the waiter responded, he grabbed the order menu and swiped it over.

The two quarreled, after all, the shopkeeper still had to listen to the words of earning money, and soon a plate of dishes was served.

Later, both of them were drunk, and when she came out of the building, she was still distressed and sat on the steps of the closed shop with her empty purse.

Shi Yu was drunk and couldn't hold back when she spoke, she asked Yun Chao, you won't spend your whole life waiting for someone, maybe you won't come back.

If she still has a little brain, her words behind her made Yun Chao look up at the sky for a long time.

Perhaps, she said, he was no longer in this world.

The fact that she didn't want to face it was just spread out in the dark night, and there was no bone-like leakage.

She was willing to wait because her shimmer of hope swaying in the air like a spider's web always poked out the shoots.

Many years ago, Fairy Zixia's words made her cry wet like a deflated ball: I guessed the front, but I couldn't guess the ending.

What she really liked was the previous sentence: My crush is a hero of the world, and one day he will step on the seven-colored clouds to marry me.

He will, stepping on the seven-colored clouds, come and marry me!

She could stimulate her nose at night, smell the smell of the room, and her flustered mind wandering outside finally found a foothold. I smelled a lot, and I was finally admitted to the hospital.

Just as she was clamoring to be discharged from the hospital, she had not smelled the pungent smell of the hospital, and it had even become an indispensable part of some memory fragments in her mind.

The phone rang.

"Yun Chao, but Su misses you, he has never left you for so long in his life...... I want to say, I'm sorry ......."

Her rival? Pal? Say sorry to yourself? Sorry what? I'm sorry for her, Xia Yunchao was deceived by her like a fool? Or, did she take Kesu away and feel indebted?

She didn't feel that Ou Nong Miao was sorry for herself, if Ke Su loved her, then one day he would come back. Ou Nongmiao's right to pursue happiness is not something she can take away if she says she can take it away.

She was willing to wait, but she overlooked one thing.

Time, unwilling and will not wait.

Shi Yu brought the green porridge to her bed, and when she heard the long-lost voice, she snatched it uncharacteristically, and the sarcastic voice reverberated in the weird air.

After a long time, venting the anger in his heart, Shi Yu sat paralyzed on the hospital bed, crying in a low voice.

Time is always cruel, two people who meet are not necessarily in love, in love, not necessarily in love, but not necessarily together.

You see, although time can open an indelible scar in people's hearts, it teaches you to grow, how to love, how to draw a brilliant future for your own mutilation, that is, the most painful memory in everyone's life.

After packing her luggage, Shi Yu carried her to the entrance of the hospital and waited for the car.

Looking at Yun Chao's extremely pale face from the side, there was a burst of sourness in her heart, she made a wish that she was a friend who had been stranded for a long time in her youth, no, maybe, she was not a friend at all, just a familiar stranger, and she Shi Yu could look back on her life with pride, although she had loved a few scumbags, but in the process she gained a friendship worth having for a lifetime, what was she not satisfied with.

"How long are you going to go" Sitting in the car, Shi Yu saw Yun Chao shaking his head through the mirror.

"I don't know, maybe, months, years, maybe, for a lifetime" her hands trembled slightly, trying to restrain her tears so that she didn't cry out in embarrassment.

Why bother holding the steering wheel in his hand, he couldn't help but interject a sentence when he heard this, "Miss, don't be negative, the young master will be fine, the master is also an accident."

Shi Yu glanced at him and whispered, "You shut up, no one treats you as a dumb person if you don't speak."

"If you don't speak, you're dumb," he didn't notice the oppressive air at all.

Shi Yu turned her head and saw in the back seat of the shading that the girl with trembling shoulders was covering her mouth and pinching her arm with her other hand, Yun Chao's forbearance really made her feel distressed.

After arriving home, Shi Yu insisted on accompanying her, she turned around in a panic and said, "No need", and quickly opened the door and closed it again.

No one knew how she spent that night, crouching in the corner and burying her head deep in the crook of her arm.

Loneliness, longing, despair, rolling in. All these years have passed, and she finally understands that the only thing that can accompany you for the rest of her life is memories.

She looked in the mirror, looking at herself so seriously for the first time, pushing away the immaturity, what was left was the precipitated decay years, eroding her face, and she suddenly found that she couldn't smile anymore!

When, her smile disappeared with him, she tried to pull the corners of her mouth, the awkward smile twisted horribly, is this her? If he sees himself like this, he won't come back.

She rummaged through every drawer, but she didn't even have a single cosmetic except for imported perfumes with CIQ and Chinese instructions.

When she had rummaged through the entire bedroom, at last, she sat in front of the mirror, and there was a huge wave rolling in her heart, and there was not a single reef where she roosted.

The pale pink lemon-scented lipstick was given to her by Kesu.

There is not a single memory of her life that is not connected by him, her trembling hands outline her lips, and the only crystal tears in the dark night are like beads that have been stripped of thread, falling to the tip of her nose, and then to the corners of her lips, and soon, the air will suck up the droplets, and she tuggs at her cheeks but she is very tight.

Sooner or later, she said, she would give a smile back to herself, to him.

That night, she slept very peacefully, she went to a gallery, and the picture of a young man dressed in a white T-shirt, dark beggar pants, and sneakers with blue soles, he stood under the kapok tree, the flowers were falling, his fingertips twisted a petal in the corner of his smiling lips, and his beautiful eyes smiled into her heart.

She woke up, and naturally opened her eyes and shot in with radiance, stinging every memory.

Before leaving, she gave Liao Lebing the savings she had saved for more than ten years, Le Bing put her arms around her neck and said in a choked voice, "Mom, will you come back?" "Mom, you have to remember that Lian took my share with him to his father and told him that his daughter had never hated him.

He has eyes like a clear spring, and every time he looks at her, he has infinite tenderness.

Liao Kesu, in your life, don't try to escape from her Xia Yunchao's clutches.

Kesu, I'll take you home.