Chapter 120: There is always someone waiting for you in the future
The mountains of Wei'e rise over remote corners of the city.
After a few hours of driving, the lights were already dim when I arrived in Tianzhu, and the nunnery was immersed in a bustling city, appearing isolated but with a wordless curtain.
She walked slowly into the mountain with her suitcase in her hands, and the dense woods gradually obscured her thin figure and disappeared into the silence.
Scold! It's ridiculous, my body is also squeamish, and I am tired and panting even for this bit of luggage. She shook her head, trying to keep her mind awake.
She stopped at the corner of a staircase and looked at the whole of Hangzhou, so beautiful! The night sky was completely covered with stars, and the river sparkled in the moonlight, and her hand touched the pocket of her clothes, and she leaned into the depths.
The phone lay quietly in a large cloth bag, and for the first time, she felt out of the city.
The same perspective, the same eyes, the same bright lights, the difference is that Yun Chao is in a high place, Shi Yu is in a bar that has fallen people's minds.
Drinking gin and tonic, the crystal clear glass, ice cubes are suspended in the wine, and bubbles surround the lemon flakes, which is cool and refreshing.
The dance floor is always tireless youthful vitality, with colorful lights, dazzling eyes, confused hearts, and tears, now Shi Yu is the truest self, without a gorgeous appearance, he has lost his mask and become fragile.
Occasionally, when she came up to talk, the drunken man was yelled away by her voice, and she spread out on the bar, tears falling down her ears to her hands.
With her mobile phone on the side, she said her usual polite words, she has been chased by loneliness for a lifetime, why do you want to stop and rest, you have to find a harbor to go ashore, no one knows how much she envies Yun Chao, she doesn't have to pay to get the love worth her waiting for.
However, she forgot one thing, love is not one person's business, one person's contribution cannot be exchanged for another person's return, it is like two hedgehogs, chasing and chasing, not wanting to be stabbed by each other, so she can only retreat, how can she understand this panic with anticipation.
One city, three people's night wounds.
Locke sat at his desk for a long time, and then resolutely packed up his scattered belongings on the bed.
With the movement of bending over, a reflective tear pendant necklace appeared around the neck.
When he went out that day, he saw Yun Chao standing at the gate of the community, and when he was about to turn around and leave, he took a step and walked towards her.
Just like at the beginning, she was embarrassed and hit by him on the side of the road, and the girl's fragile but dark eyes wanted to be unconsciously protected, although she always felt inappropriate in her heart.
He took care of her windblown collar without feeling anything wrong, and the two were so close together that they could even feel the air coming out of each other, spraying on their skin.
Yun Chao pushed her away, his face was very bad, he stood hesitantly with strands of hair, and his actions were uneasy, "Whether it is amazing time or gentle years, he can only be just him, I'm sorry"
All wishful thinking is doomed to no good outcome.
Tina pushed the door open and leaned against the closet, dressed in a long dark dress.
"Xiaohui, this kind of thing is not a joke."
He packed his luggage and sat on Simmons' big bed, the pupils behind the lenses revealed a smile, "Mom, I'm not joking, I know what I'm doing, but I just want to try, otherwise, I will regret it"
"You also know that Yun Chao's child, his heart is not here with you at all, besides, I think if Xiao Liao comes back, won't it be embarrassing?"
"He-won't be coming back" The low-pitched voice silenced the room for a few seconds, and then he leaned on his mother's shoulder like he had done when he was a child, "Mom, if Dad comes back, will you still keep him?" ”
"Child, I know, I know that although you didn't say it, you are complaining about me in your heart, if he didn't want to go, no one forced him"
Locke Jiahui looked at the stars and lights outside, surrounded by darkness, if he didn't work hard, he would regret it.
When the man resolutely brought the woman to their house, he knew that what he had lost could never be replaced.
The so-called father did not hesitate to buy the old house in order to take out the money to buy a house for that woman, and he actually appeared in front of them a few days ago and asked to get back together with his mother, this man who forgot his righteousness, he coaxed him out on the spot, it was enough for him to have a mother, and Yun Chao - Yun Chao was always a pain that he couldn't touch.
In autumn, the golden leaves flutter with the wind. The bell of the nunnery rang before dawn, and the nuns wearing blue shirts on a white background knocked on the wooden fish, chanting the scriptures, and the incense in the lobby continued, containing the wings of the nose, which made people feel refreshed and happy.
An autumn scene in front of the stone altar, Yun Chao was sipping tea, and Jinghui was sitting on the side, twisting Buddha beads, closing his eyes and reciting the scriptures silently.
Sipping tea, "Host, I, I've always had a trouble, I don't know if I can talk to the host, I hope the host can give me some guidance"
"The donor must already have the answer in his heart, why ask for the advice of the poor nun, why not follow what he thinks in his heart, or- or the donor has some concerns"
Looking at the twisted Buddhist beads densely painted with Buddhist scriptures, her hand holding the tea cup shrunk slightly, yes, she already had the answer in her heart, "However, I want a reason to convince myself, so that I won't regret it in the future"
Hearing this, the host finally opened his eyes slowly, and stopped the Buddha beads with his thumb, "The poor nun can only tell the donor one sentence - Everything is false; All the ways are like dream bubbles, like dew and electricity, as such. ”
All appearances are vain; All the ways are like dream bubbles, like dew and electricity, as such.
She tossed and turned on the bed for a long time, unable to sleep, this sentence kept circling in her heart, she did not read the sage book, this ancient Diamond Sutra made her heart finally calm down.
The meditation grass in the courtyard is still leafy. She got up and looked at the moonlight outside the window, soothing her mood.
She has a lot, she won't look at anything impetuously, and she won't stop crying while thinking about Kesu, she has learned to forbear, and occasionally recites Buddhist scriptures intermittently in her mouth.
She is not a monk and will not be a monk, she has not yet waited for an answer, an answer that will take her down the mountain.
Every day with the sunset bell ringing, the sunrise bell ringing, she tied up a high ponytail, the delicate little face in the precipitation of the years more vibrant, she will raise her chin to the sun in the sky to pull an unnatural smile.
She walked the entire nunnery in seven days with the slowest pace, she sat on the edge of the cliff and hugged her knees, and when she looked back, it was the tall and majestic Lianli tree.
He finally understood that Su Wu's eyes at that time, he was such a beautiful young man, but he liked red, and she often laughed at him with his special preference.
"A boy still likes red, hum, I see, you are thinking about how many harems you can store every day" remembered what he said at that time, and now he has an epiphany, and he sees a lot of boys wearing strange clothes and dying their hair in a variety of colors. Without him, he interpreted the red to the extreme.
Liao Kesu is like the sun that never sets in her heart, even if the big waves come, her sunrise will always hang in her heart.
If Shi Yu was here now, he would definitely laugh at her, waving his arms and pulling her to think about it from a distance and shouting, "The old lady will wait for you in the future, even if you are old, you will score twice, don't be so extreme"
There is always someone waiting for you in the future, and she also believes that companionship is the most affectionate confession.