I wiped my face, sat up from the bed, looked at Robben and asked, "Nothing wrong with your brain, right?" Do you know buddies? ”

"Zhaoyang."

I breathed a sigh of relief and asked, "Why don't you say anything when you wake up?" ”

Robben didn't answer, but sat up from the bed, and without waiting for the nurse to be called, he reached out and pulled out the hanging needle inserted in his arm, touched his head, and swayed towards the bathroom, leaving me with a confused back.

Looking at his relatively sober state, I judged that he might have been awake for a while, but I don't know if I heard Mi Cai and I talk about Wei Manwen.

A moment later, Robben came out of the bathroom, picked up the cigarette I had put on the cabinet, and was about to light it, but I pressed him down and said, "Don't smoke, I'll call the doctor to come and take a look." ”

Robben pushed me away with his uninjured right arm, lit a cigarette, took a puff and said, "Don't shout yet, I have something to ask you." ”

"Just ask."

"Did you call Manwen?"

As soon as he opened his mouth, it was a problem that made me feel embarrassed and couldn't hide it, he had a car accident, and it was impossible for me not to call Wei Manwen, so I nodded and said, "Hit." ”

"And when will she be back?"

I hesitated for a long time, and finally said, "Robben, listen to me"

"If you have something to say, just say it, I'm Robben alive until now, what else can't I bear?"

I also thought Robben was a man, so I bit it, and finally said: "Teacher Wei, she stayed in that small mountain village and won't come back, in fact, she quit her job before she left!" ”

Robben's hand holding the cigarette began to tremble, and two lines of tears hung on his face, and then he hugged his head and cried like a fool, and like a child!

In his painful whimper, I remembered again the situation when Janeway and I talked about breaking up, that kind of pain can tear people apart, I will never forget how I sat in the corner without lights and hugged my head and cried, although I also said that I could bear a qiē, but that was just a pretense in front of people, and I was even more afraid that one person's unreasonable troubles would become the torment of two people, so I dared to pretend to be brave and throw the pain of the breakup to my own heart that was not magnanimous, bear it alone, and die alone!

I took the cigarette butt from between Robben's fingers, snuffed it out, and threw it into the garbage basket, but I didn't say anything to comfort him, I just listened

Robben suddenly stopped crying, and when he got up, he ran out of the ward, and I strode to follow, and asked eagerly, "Where are you going?" ”

Robben ignored it, turned around and entered the safe passage, and crawled frantically towards the top floor of the hospital, which made my scalp tingle with shock, and I caught up with him as fast as I could in my life before he reached the top floor, and said angrily, "Are you crazy?" I know you're miserable right now, but don't do anything stupid, you're not just here to live!! ”

Robben gasped violently, bent down and swallowed saliva in pain, and finally said with a smile: "I just want to stand on a high place and see, what is behind human nature?" ”

"Didn't you say let her go? Why did you make yourself like this! ”

"I can't stop her from leaving, the pain in my heart, I can't stop Zhaoyang either, you let go of me, I won't think about it, I swear, I won't jump down!"

"That's not good, put you up, I won't be able to stop you, you have no evidence, don't, don't swear to me, I'm not a woman!" I pinned Robben's arm behind his back and put my leg against his small abdomen, nervously saying as I trapped him to death.

"You get up" Robben was fierce, but after all, he had lost one hand, and he was caught under my armpit and couldn't move.

In the stalemate, Robben suddenly unloaded his strength, paralyzed and half-knelt on the ground, I took advantage of the situation to carry him on my shoulders and walked in the direction of turning back, only then did I feel that I had fulfilled his promise to Le Yao and took care of Robben, in fact, I know better than anyone how violent his temper is, and he is really likely to go to extremes under such pain

In the ward, the doctor helped Robben do another examination, confirmed that he could be discharged after a few more days of recuperation, my tense love finally relaxed, took out his mobile phone, and played a song written by Robben himself, this song called "Perfume Sea", the rhythm is very slow, I hope to calm him down, and then see his own value, even if he loses the woman he wants to go to for the rest of his life, he is still the godfather of the talented rock music.

Robben sat on the bed, listening to the melody he had composed without a trace of expression, and finally fell silent.

I finally said to him, "Think about the future, maybe CC, she's still in another strange city, more miserable than all of us!" ”

Robben looked at me, but said nothing.

I said, "Anyway, most of your concerts this year won't be held, so use this time to find her." ”

Robben shook his head

"You go looking for it now, there is still a chance to make up for it, if it's too late, it's a lifetime regret!"

Robben lit a cigarette, took a puff and said: "Looking for her back, it's just a re-walk of the old road between me and Manwen, I have seen through it, and I have taken it lightly, isn't love just like that, who to live with, or to live alone, it's a lifetime, there's nothing to force on." ”

Robben seemed to have lost his spirituality in this pain, and he didn't say too profound words, but it was enough for me to see his dead heart, he put out the half of the cigarette in his hand in the ashtray, and said without any warning: "Zhaoyang lends me 1 million"

"What do you want this amount of money for?"

"I want to go to the United States for a few years to improve my musical literacy, and then I have the opportunity to retreat to the background to become a music producer."

I seemed to see Robben's old heart in an instant, he seemed to have lost his rebelliousness and become plain, but this change came too late, Wei Manwen, who once longed for a sense of security from him, had no chance to see it, so let, the onlookers, felt more sorry and sad for them, and also seemed to see the price paid after the love was broken.

Robben said: "All the money I earned in the past six months was used to buy a house and a car, and after I left, you helped me sell the house and car, even if it was to repay the 1 million you borrowed." ”

"You can do it yourself by selling houses and cars, so why are you in such a hurry, don't you really want to give yourself and CC a chance?"

Robben laughed so painfully: "Only goodbye will get another beginning, if there is fate, I will also meet her in the United States, if there is no fate, they will be okay in the next few years, I just want to improve my musical attainments with peace of mind, although this choice looks bleak and worrying, but it is also the best choice for me Hehe, maybe precipitation for so many years, I Robben will also become a man who knows life Zhaoyang, as a brother, please do me a favor, you tell Manwen, Just said: I hope that on the day I leave, she can go to the airport to see me off, I think, I can see her live a happier and more fulfilling life, and I will go steadily! ”

I was silent for a long time, and finally nodded, and said: "Okay, I've always believed in fate, since you choose to hand over a qiē to fate, then you ask me to help, I will definitely help Actually, you and CC are the same kind of people, they both say let's go, follow the feeling in my heart, I really hope that after you arrive in the United States, start again, and go well!" ”

・