Chapter 137: The First Time
'You're so rich, and I'm ....... I flinched and didn't say any more.
It was as if he suddenly understood. Da Lu smiled, "Is this it?" ’”
Wang Xixi raised his eyes and looked out the window at the rolling night. This scene of more than ten years is exactly the same as now, she is also facing this problem, but she is not decisive enough, Su Can is still a smart person, she brought this problem up from the beginning.
She looked eagerly to see how they had solved the problem.
I looked at him puzzled, thinking to myself, he must have gone mad because I said that.
But when his eyes met mine, I knew I was wrong.
His eyes were still clear and clear, and he looked into my eyes fixedly and said, 'If I were a poor man with nothing, would you be with me?' Of course I do, I nodded.
"Then why do you want to discriminate against me for being rich, Su Can, do you understand that you are discriminating against me?" I looked at him, and the word discrimination caused an earthquake in my heart.
I think he's right, I can't discriminate against him because of his wealth, but my heart is still relevant. ”
Discrimination?! Wang Xixi's body was shocked, her disgust with Gu Ao's family background was not a kind of discrimination. We don't abandon a person because of his poverty, but we often give up because he has money.
Now, someone told her that this was a kind of discrimination, and she followed Su Can and opened the knot in her heart that had been entangled.
When I turned around and wanted to leave, Hu Xuyao hugged me from behind.
He said, 'Su Can, can't our love break through this knot in your heart? I knew I couldn't escape.
His chest was warm, and my back soon warmed up, and the heat burned me.
Emotions still triumph over reason. I want to do anything for love, just once.
I said, 'Okay, let's be together.'" ’”
Wang Xixi had some tears in his eyes. Obviously she knew their story a long time ago, but now that she saw Hu Meiyin's mother's diary, she was still a little excited.
The sound of a text message rings on the phone.
It's Zheng Zhongqin: Are you coming back tonight?
Wang Xixi suddenly remembered that she had forgotten to tell her, so she called back directly and told her that she was at Aunt Li Jing's house, and she would not go back tonight.
Zheng Zhongqin didn't say anything, only said that she should pay attention to her own safety.
Wang Xixi looked at the phone screen, at eight o'clock, she still had time to finish reading Su Can's diary.
The middle pages are all about their happy times.
Hu Xuyao came to see Su Can every week, sometimes to help them with farm work, sometimes the two of them climbed the mountain together, Hu Xuyao grew up in the city, and rarely had this opportunity to get in touch with nature.
It can be seen from the diary that Su Can was extremely happy when he saw Hu Xuyao's side face looking at the sunset, because Hu Xuyao was happy.
Happy days don't seem to last long.
Wang Xixi skimmed the happy part in the middle, Hu Meiyin once talked about this. She wanted to know when this love had changed.
Fast forward to February 10, 1989.
"It's been a few days since the New Year, and Xu Yao said that he would tell his parents about us after the New Year. My heart was up and down. My gut told me his parents wouldn't agree. I told Xu Yao about this idea, and Xu Yao said to reassure me that his parents may be against it at first, but as long as he insists, his parents will definitely agree.
Thinking of this, I was in a trance at noon, and I slipped my hand and threw the bowl to the ground.
I was shocked, Xu Yao hadn't contacted me for so long, so something would have happened.
I scrambled to pick it up, the sharp ceramic edge touching the skin like a cat touching a mouse, and a hole in my finger was torn open. Blood was dripping, and I scrambled to wipe the corners of my clothes.
Su Lan came in at this time, and she asked me what was wrong.
I said it was fine.
She said, are you still worried about Hu Xuyao's affairs?
I nodded. She's always so smart to see through everything I'm hiding.
She said that you should believe Hu Xuyao.
I looked at her suspiciously, for something.
She shook her head because he was a reliable man.
The fact that this sentence came out of the mouth of another person always made me feel a little uncomfortable. However, that is Su Lan, she must have discovered that Hu Xuyao was a good man in these days when he came to our house.
Xu Yao appeared in the afternoon. At that time, the sun had not yet set, and it was like a lantern hanging in the sky, slanting in the courtyard.
I was chopping wood in the yard.
He suddenly appeared in front of me in a black down jacket, and I was a little surprised at first.
A bad premonition rises from the bottom of my heart. Today is the fifth day of the Lunar New Year, so it is not advisable to travel.
He said, "I'll cut it." Took the machete from my hand.
I realized something was wrong.
I asked him, what's wrong, is it because your parents didn't agree.
He ignored me, raised his machete with all his might, and smashed it down again, something turned him into a devil, and he seemed to regard the wood as an enemy of a thousand years.
I hugged him from behind, Xu Yao, tell me honestly, is it because your parents didn't agree.
His movements froze, the demon faded, and he gently threw the machete to the ground and nodded.
Actually, I had already guessed that this was the result, but his nod wiped out something called a miracle from the worst in my heart.
He turned around and hugged me, Su Can, I don't want to be separated from you.
I had no strength, and from the moment I saw him nod, I lost my strength, I couldn't hold him, I couldn't even say I didn't want to part with him. ”
At the end of the day's diary, Wang Xixi raised his head, tilted his neck back, and read under the lamp for a long time, his eyes were sour. Wang Xixi turned a new page despite these physical discomforts.
"Saturday, February 11, 1989 was sunny, and I think I will always remember last night.
Last night, I truly became Xu Yao's woman.
I also felt that I was very depraved, and how bad it would be if this kind of thing spread in the countryside. Everyone doesn't care if you are true love or not, as long as you have sex with each other before marriage, it is immoral, and this whip named morality does not know how many people have been murdered mentally.
It hurt the first time, but when we were naked, I really felt like I loved him more. ”
Wang Xixi blushed and threw the diary aside, and after a while, she squinted at the diary, still unable to resist the temptation of the story. Just as I was about to get it, the phone rang.
It's Song Senran.
It seems that I haven't spoken to him for a long time, and Wang Xixi is almost forgetting what he looks like.
"Hey."
After Wang Xixi finished speaking, she waited for a long time and didn't hear back, she thought that Song Senran accidentally pressed the wrong button to dial it, and when she wanted to hang up, she heard his voice.