"Tomorrow," he seemed to think for a long time before he came out and said, "when are we going to school tomorrow?" ”

"Well," she thought was something important, "I'll call you tomorrow when I get home." ”

"You're not home?" Song Senran quickly heard her voice.

Wang Xixi shouted in his heart that it was not good, he only cared about guarding against Gu Ao, and forgot about Song Senran, Song Senran probably didn't know about Aunt Lu Dao.

Her eyes rolled quickly, "Yes, I'm at my grandmother's house, and I don't know when I'll go back tomorrow." ”

She wanted to end the conversation as soon as possible, "I'll call you when I get back anyway." ”

"Then," Song Senran's tone was a little hesitant, "Okay, I'll wait for your call." ”

After hanging up Song Senran's phone, Wang Xixi picked up the diary and continued to look down.

I pulled Xu Yao and stood in front of Su Lan.

Su Lan had just taken out the dishes and chopsticks, when she heard a voice and turned to us and said, I was about to call you to breakfast.

I said, Su Lan, I want to tell you something.

Su Lan said, sister, if you have anything to say, just say it directly, why are you so polite.

I feel like my face is hot. My fingers tugged hard at the corners of my clothes, and I said softly, From now on, you are going to call Brother-in-law Xu Yao.

Su Lan had always refused to call Xu Yao's brother-in-law before, and I guess she might have followed tradition and would not have called Xu Yao's brother-in-law before she got married.

But after last night it was different.

Su Lan was stunned, and the bowl in her hand fell to the ground.

I hurriedly stepped forward to help her clean up, and I said, is it too sudden, you can't accept it.

Xu Yao pulled me up. He said, Su Lan, you clean up.

Su Lan looked at him and didn't move. I think the atmosphere is a little awkward, doesn't Su Lan hate Xu Yao, why would the two of them be so stiff now.

Then I heard Xu Yao's calm voice, Su Can had a scratch on his finger yesterday.

I hurriedly said, it's okay, I'll just pick it up.

Su Lan looked at me and said, Okay, I'll pick it up, brother-in-law.

I think the brother-in-law she called out at the last time was obedient, as if she had bitten something between her teeth, and the sound was a little vicious.

But the day was still good, and Xu Yao was more gentle than before.

We sat in the middle of the barren grass and talked about the old days.

He said how he skipped class when he was a kid and how he was caught by his father.

I said how Su Lan and I lived together when I was a child after my parents died.

I told him that I can't be separated from Su Lan, and if we are lucky enough to really get married in the future, we will come back often to see Su Lan.

His face sank slightly.

I said, don't you hate Su Lan.

He said no.

I said, I don't think you want to.

He smiled and said I thought that if we have children at home in the future, I will have to work harder so that you can live a better life.

He took me and said, "You can come back and see her often."

I thought about it, okay then.

I'm going to set off for a better future! ”

Wang Xixi thought that Su Can was happy at that time, a woman who was intoxicated with love, and the flying emotions emanated through the yellowed pages, and Wang Xixi could feel it.

She took out her phone, it was nine o'clock, and she had to speed up.

She flipped backwards to the summer of '89.

"On Saturday, June 10, 1989, it rained and I was four months pregnant since I was found out.

I didn't dare to go out every day, and Su Lan told others that I had gone out to work.

Even with the excuse of pregnancy, Xu Yao still failed to convince his parents.

I'm desperate.

It was raining outside the window, wetting the paper on the window, and I stood in the doorway, picking up the rain with my hands, but I didn't feel the cold.

Su Lan yelled at me, what are you doing, don't you want your children?

Hearing the word child, I quickly retreated into the house. I want children.

At that time, when I was just found out to be pregnant, I had a long ideological struggle, Xu Yao held my hand and said, give birth, I will be responsible.

I lose my courage when I think of the eyes of the people around me, contempt, contempt.

He held my hand and said, "It's not good for your health to give birth and knock it out." Do you want to be a murderer?

Murderer, I don't want to. The desire for a new life made me make the decision to give birth to it.

I said to Su Lan, today Saturday, Xu Yao should come.

Su Lan nodded.

In the afternoon, he appeared in the rain with an umbrella, and the raindrops flowed down the black umbrella cloth into many small rivers.

He looked serious, and I knew that he had failed again in his negotiations with his parents.

He hugged me and said, "When the baby is born, let's elope."

Elope? I looked at him with wide eyes.

A thunderclap sounded at this time, and I trembled in his arms.

The sky was dark, and it was only five o'clock when it looked like a dark night.

I said, it's so dark.

He said, "Yes, let's flee to the light." ”

The style of this diary is obviously very different from the previous one, and Wang Xixi obviously feels that Su Can has changed from a carefree little girl to a woman full of worries.

She felt sorry for her.

There are always a lot of things in life that leave us powerless.

Isn't even she the same herself, and many things can't go the way she imagined.

She watched the date flipped through quickly, roughly to the day when Su Can was about to give birth.

"On Tuesday, December 5, 1989, the little snow child was about to be born. In recent days, Xu Yao has been by my side.

He said he took a leave of absence from the company.

We are like couples who have children for the first time, and the joy of the imminent arrival of a new life dilutes the previous unhappiness.

Xu Yao said that if a child is a girl, it will be called Meiyin, and if it is a boy, it will be called Meile.

I think both of these names are nice. But I don't know if it's a man or a woman, so I call it Xiaomei.

He would help me walk in the small house every day, and he would stick to my stomach and listen to the sound of the little life kicking in my stomach.

Sometimes when I go to bed, I hear the sound of Mei rolling in my stomach, and although it disturbs my rest, I am very happy. ”

Xiaomei, what a nice name.

Wang Xixi flipped through the pages, what's going on? The diary is broken here.

After many blank pages, Wang Xixi finally saw the words again.

"On Friday, January 5, 1990, the moon was fine and the moon was beautiful.

She is a lovely girl with big and dark eyes, and I think she will be as good-looking as her father when she grows up.

Xu Yao hasn't let me move these days, and today I quietly took out my diary, I haven't written a diary for a long time, it's really uncomfortable.

Xu Yao went to make milk powder, I have to put the diary away, it's not good for him to see it. ”

No wonder there are so many blanks in the middle, it turns out ...... Wang Xixi felt that Su Can was back to the appearance of that little girl, so is Hu Meiyin's birthday on December 5th?