"At that time, I thought that as long as I didn't go back, my mother would eventually die."

"But—"

"I forgot that she was such a determined person."

"When I was 11 years old, I was shocked when I heard the news that she was dying of illness, thinking that she had forced me to go back and make up the truth."

"Despite this, I rushed back, but I didn't expect that she really came to the end of her life."

"The memory of the mother concubine is beautiful and strong. No matter what happens, she will keep herself organized. ”

"But that time, she was lying alone in the dilapidated house of the cold palace, the green silk turned white, like an old woman, I have only been away for four years, and there has been such a big change."

"When she saw me, she only said one word."

"You'er, you must promise my mother, otherwise I won't be able to die."

"Her life has long come to an end, and she has been holding on to one breath, just to see me."

"I knew what she wanted me to promise, and I didn't like it, but I couldn't say no. It was also from that day that I learned that she had paved the way for me for ten years, and I was willing to take over. ”

"Later, I investigated the cause of her death and found that she didn't have to die at all, but she used her life to force me to agree."

"After I rejected her for the first time, she understood that I was not interested in that position, so I arranged it step by step."

"Now that I think about it, she promised the master to take me to the Holy Heavenly Gate, not because of the master's fame at all, but because she wanted me to live a time that truly belonged to me, and she knew that without the Holy Heavenly Gate, my life would belong to someone else."

In the end, the eldest grandson Xuanzi was full of loneliness and unwillingness.

He doesn't like the throne, really doesn't.

If he had a choice, he would rather be born in a family of ordinary people.

Ay!

In the end, he sighed in a low voice and buried his head on Yun Qi's shoulder: "Lady, I only ask you for this one thing in my husband's life!" ”

"Don't worry, as long as I get that position and fulfill my mother's dream, I will find someone to replace me, and then we will travel the rivers and lakes."

"If you get tired of playing, go back here and build a small house, you give birth to a few children for me, and our family lives a leisurely life......"

The eldest grandson Xuanyi was afraid that Yun Qi would reject him, afraid that she would leave, and kept talking, until the final tone turned into begging.

Because I care, I don't want to lose.

That's why I pray!

Begging her not to leave him.

He knew what she wanted, as long as his mother's dream came true, he must give her the life she wanted, but not now.

Listening to the description of the future by the eldest grandson Xuanyi, Yun Qi's face was full of tears unconsciously.

She never thought that her status was noble, and she always smiled at her eldest grandson, Xuanzi, and there was such a painful past buried in her heart.

Although he said it very lightly, Yun Qi understood how bitter his heart was.

Suddenly, she felt that nothing mattered.

Whether it is the court or the mountains, as long as he is by his side, it is heaven.

Thinking of this, he reflexively threw himself into the arms of the eldest grandson Xuanyi, and said with tears on his face.

"I'm sorry! I'm really sorry! ”

"Forgive me for not being so willful, knowing that you love me and are willing to give up everything for me, but I still don't believe in you and run away from you."

"Trust me, it will never happen again, I love you! I love you very much! ”