"For that one position, how many people are calculating behind their backs and trying to kill each other."

"Every emperor in the past dynasties ascended the throne, he stepped on countless corpses and bones to climb up, as a person of the royal family, he will have this consciousness since he was a child."

"But I didn't, because my mother was strong and always opposed to her father, so she was not favored, and my father didn't love me, so he probably forgot my existence at all."

"My mother loves me very much, and has always given me the best, so that my life is no different from other princes."

"Because of this, I hate that man even more, so I hate royalty, and I have no interest in that seat. Practicing with the master every day and listening to the master tell me about the outside world, that is the life I yearn for. But my mother didn't think so, and she began to nurture me when I was very young. ”

"At that time, I didn't know her purpose, just to be able to go out with the master to practice quickly, so I completed the homework she gave me quickly."

"Xu is like this, so that she can see hope and focus more on cultivating me."

"Even though I have to train hard every day, it's not a lot of pressure for me, and I'm still happy with my life."

"Until one day, I went out with my uncle's daughter and came back after a whole day, and my mother began to change."

She told me that if you want to get to that position, you have to be ruthless, and only those who are untied will get to the top. And tell me, you must not fall in love with any woman, you must not be emotional to any woman, they are all greedy, and they will betray you at any time. ”

"I retorted to her and told her that I didn't want to be the emperor, and I was beaten by her for the first time."

"My mother really loves me, and she regretted it very much after the fight, hugged me and cried until she fainted, and later, she watched me cry every day."

"In order to make her happy, I promised her that I would fight for that position."

"I thought in my heart, now that I am still young, there will be so much time in the future, I can slowly influence my mother, she loves me so much, she will not embarrass me."

"But I didn't expect that in order to make me a really ruthless person, my mother has alienated me since that day, and often finds some girls to play with me. When those people left, she took me out secretly, saw how they scolded me behind my back, and reported my studies to the other princes......"

"From then on, I gradually believed my mother's words, and began to hate women, and in the end, even if they touched me, they would feel very disgusting."

"This kind of life lasted until I was seven years old, and the master took the initiative to find my mother and said that he wanted to take me to the Holy Heavenly Gate to cultivate."

"Because of the master's status, the mother concubine readily agreed."

"The master also promised her that he would let me return to the royal family when I was ten years old."

"The days of cultivation in the Holy Heavenly Gate, although it was hard, it was the happiest time for me, without that invisible pressure, I could live the life I wanted to live."

Saying this, a faint smile appeared on the face of the eldest grandson Xuanyi.

Yun Qi knew that his happy life might only be in the past few years of cultivation in the Holy Heavenly Gate, so he unconsciously held his hand with his backhand, wanting to give him some comfort.

The eldest grandson Xuanyi held her hand a little tighter, paused for a cup of tea before continuing to speak.

"I was too greedy for this kind of free life, so when I was ten years old, I still didn't go down the mountain, and my mother sent someone up the mountain to urge me several times, but I drove them all back."