After talking for a while, Ning Xi was a little tired, drank a bowl of medicine, and went to bed early. Nian'er had already cleaned up the next room and let Rujin be wronged for one night, and Rujin also gladly accepted it.

The next morning, Ning Xi woke up, only to feel that he had no strength in his body. With a slight movement, the pain in the lower abdomen swept through the whole body at once. The doctor clearly said that there was no big problem, why would it hurt so much?

"Gege, drink the medicine." Nian'er brought the medicine bowl and said, "Drink the medicine first, I have already ordered someone to cook brown sugar, you can drink some in a while, maybe it will be better." ”

He took the medicine bowl and forced himself to drink it all. A thick bitter taste spreads from the mouth to the heart - who said that the bitterness in the mouth can hide the heart? It can only make the suffering worse.

"Are you feeling better?" Rujin walked over and asked with concern.

Ning Xi smiled bitterly: "Look at my current appearance, do you look better?" ”

Rujin silently.

was too weak to go out, so Nian'er naturally didn't groom for her. Lying alone on the bed, Ning Xi couldn't help but think of what happened last night - I wonder if he would come to see him?

No, don't come, your appearance is too ugly. But if she comes, she will be more pleased, maybe last night's incident is just an accident, and he will treat her as well as before, and never give up.

The door opened, and it was Lan'er who came in, bringing a bowl of porridge to her bedside. She barely ate a few bites and let her take it.

The door closed again. Ning Xi took his eyes off the door and said to Rujin, "Sister, help me get the book." ”

Rujin nodded and walked to the study.

This day has just begun, he hasn't come at this time, he should come in the evening, right? She thought to herself.

Bringing a few books, Rujin Fu Ningxi sat up and said, "I just took a few vernacular novels, I don't know if you like it or not." ”

Ning Xi took the book, put it on the bedside, and picked up the top one, which was the "Warning Words" by Feng Menglong of the former Ming Dynasty. In the past, when I was in the palace, there was a complete "three words and two beats" in Amma's study, and I felt bored after turning a few pages, so I simply stopped reading it. Is it ironic that I would use this to pass the time at this time?

casually flipped to the middle, and the words "Du Shi Niang's Angry Sinking Treasure Chest" came into view. I've heard about this story, but I don't remember the specifics. Thinking so, she followed the words above.

At the end of a story, the meaning was still unfinished, and Ning Xi casually turned another page, "White Lady Yongzhen Leifeng Tower". This story is too familiar, but Ning Xi can't help but watch it.

"Bai Suzhen, was Xu Xian personally sent to Leifeng Tower?" After seeing the most luke, Ning Xi couldn't help but raise his head and asked.

Rujin put down the book in his hand, looked at Ning Xi's book, and said, "Since it is written in the book, it is probably so." ”

Ning Xi shook his head in despair, thinking that Bai Suzhen and Xu Xian were a pair of beautiful people that everyone envied, but who knew that it would ...... Thinking of the story of Du Shi Niang just watched, and then thinking about yourself, are men really so affectionate?

couldn't help but continue to watch, at the end of the story, someone asked Bai Suzhen if she regretted love? She replied that she did not regret love, but only that she loved the wrong person. What about her Ningxi, did she love the wrong person?

Buttoning up the book, Ning Xi couldn't help but close her eyes, another burst of pain hit, she got used to the pain, she simply didn't move. Seeing her like this, Rujin asked, "What's the matter, did you feel it after reading the story?" ”

Ning Xi nodded and said: "After experiencing betrayal, Bai Suzhen and Du Shi Niang are dead, and I will leave if you have no heart, this is the integrity of a woman." It's just that I don't understand, what do men want to betray, why do they have to change their minds, isn't it good for two people to stay together? ”

"Are there fewer stories like this?" Rujin said, "Wang Baochuan has been guarding the cold kiln for eighteen years, but in the end he has to serve a husband with Princess Daizhan, although she waited for her husband, but the moment she learned everything, her heart must have died, right?" and Huo Xiaoyu, who learned that he had been betrayed and left decisively. And me," she stared at the condensation, "knowing that he wouldn't come back—even if he was still alive, maybe already married, and didn't even know that I existed—I couldn't leave. I've been alone for so long, and I've seen through it, as long as people don't die, it's enough, what is it if the heart dies? ”

"yes, it's damned." As she said this, there was another burst of pain, and she couldn't help but cover her lower abdomen. Rujin helped her lie down, took the book, and said, "I've been reading for a long time, it's time to rest, don't be tired this time." ”

Ning Xi nodded, and couldn't help but look at the door again. The door is still moving, silent, You'er, has it never been here?

The pain continued, spreading from the body to the heart. It's getting dark, is another day coming to an end?

"Bang dang!" The door opened again, and Ning Xi simply stopped looking-after waiting for a whole day, she could see through, and the only people who could come in were the girls around her.

It was Zhi'er who came in this time, she walked to the bed of Ningxi, handed over a letter, and said, "Sanfujin, this is sent by the guards. ”

Is that him? Isn't there a good child, how can you change it to let people send letters? Ning Xihu took the letter suspiciously, only to see that it was written: "The eldest daughter is personally enlightened." ”

It was sent by the palace! Ning Xi opened it a few times, and when he saw the familiar handwriting, a trace of warmth finally rose in his heart. The first few paragraphs were written by Amma, and the second half was written by Eniang, although it was just some ordinary greetings, but in her opinion, the words were precious - for fear that Ama Eniang was worried, she did not tell her mother's family about the injury she had injured after her miscarriage.

Carefully folded the letter as it was and pressed it to his chest, trying to feel what little warmth he had. It turns out that the only people who care about themselves the most in this world are their parents. Thinking about her parents' lives now, her eyes moistened.

Asked Nian'er to help herself sit down at the table, she picked up the pen and wrote a reply. Pain hit her again and again, and her handwriting was messed up, and she clumped into a mess and started to write again. Rujin couldn't stand it anymore, and couldn't help but say, "Why are you so troubled?" ”

Nian'er also reached out to grab the pen in Ning Xi's hand and said, "Gege, let Nian'er write for you!" ”

Ning Xi grabbed the pen in his hand fiercely and refused to let go, and did not pay attention to their advice, just wrote and threw it mechanically.

It was getting dark, and there were more and more paper balls on the ground, but Nian'er and Rujin didn't know what to say. Without paper, Ning Xi finally raised his head: "Nian'er, go get some more paper!" ”

"Gege!" Nian'er cried, "I beg you not to do this again!" You have to cherish yourself, so that the master and Fujin can rest assured! ”

"Yes," Rujin stepped forward and grabbed her arm, "go and rest first, and when your mind calms down, you will be able to write naturally." ”