Ning Xi didn't struggle, and she didn't have the power to struggle, but she was supported by Rujin and Nian'er and lay down on the bed again. After being silent for a long time, she muttered, "I didn't think I would become a waste, and I couldn't even write well." ”

"Don't say that," Rujin said busily, "as long as you have a good rest, your body will recover." Everything will pass soon! ”

"yes, it'll pass." Ningxi mechanically repeated Rujin's words, go over, some things should be over.

Pain, and pain. I am obviously dead, why does it hurt so much? It's okay, so that at least you can remind you that you are still alive.

The second day, the third day, was still a long ordeal, and Yu Rui still had no news. No longer hopeful, naturally not disappointed. No more noisy, no more noisy, no longer caring, in his heart, she doesn't exist like this for a long time, right?

"What's the weather like outside?" Ning Xi raised his head and asked.

"It's very good," Nian'er said with a smile, "the sun is shining warmly." Gege must take care of his body before he can go out and feel it! ”

"Is it warm?" Ning Xi smiled bitterly again. After so many days in the house, she couldn't see the sunlight outside. Both the person and the heart are already cold at the moment.

"Xi'er," Rujin held her cold hand, "The chrysanthemums in my yard have already broken their bones, but they are not blooming for a long time." Looks like they're waiting for you to heal! ”

"Sister Jin'er, you're so nice." Ning Xi smiled slightly, "You are the only one who is willing to be by my side and make me happy." And you, Nian'er. Ning Xi looked at Nian'er and added.

Under the careful care of Nian'er and Rujin, Ning Xi's body finally recovered. When the first rays of sunlight came into her eyes, the gloom in her heart was suddenly illuminated. Looking up at the sky, there are a few white clouds floating in the blue sky. It's been a long time, she said silently in her heart.

Walk out of the courtyard and through the long cloister. It is the early autumn season, and the leaves are still green, with a hint of sunshine, giving people a burst of warmth.

Everything was just a nightmare for the first few days, and now that I wake up, life goes on.

After wandering around for a whole day, he almost circled the entire Totong Prefecture, except for one place - the lotus pond.

Along the way, I didn't meet anyone, whether I wanted to see or didn't want to meet, so it was nice and peaceful.

When he returned to Huanxi House in the evening, Yu Rui still didn't come, and he didn't leave a word. As expected, it doesn't matter. Love is just a luxury in life, and even if she doesn't, she can live just fine.

Perhaps, I still can't let go of my heart, but going out the door is a good way to relieve the pain.

Rujin accompanied her for several days, and seeing that she was now recovered and her mood had improved, she returned to Xuanjun Pavilion with confidence. At night, she sorts her things alone. I couldn't help but open the box containing the dowry, and the top piece of paper came into view, which was the note that Ama asked Du Tongye to leave at that time!

I couldn't help but take another look at it, and the last sentence pierced my heart: If Xilin Jueluo? Yu Rui treated Gege badly, Ning Xi had the right to take all the dowry and leave the mansion, and the capital of the government had to pay Ning Xi another 100 taels of silver.

When she first saw this sentence, she blamed Amma for making a fuss. Looking at this sentence now, it seems to grasp a life-saving straw, is this a way out? Ama planned for himself like this, did he expect that he would be betrayed one day?

Is this a betrayal? She asked someone to inquire, but there were no other women around Yu Rui. So, what is he for...... This problem was again, and her mind, which she had finally calmed down, became chaotic again. After thinking about it, she said to Nian'er: "In the past few days, I will sort out my dowry, and if it is not easy to take away, I will exchange it for a silver ticket; If it's easy to take away, hide it and wrap it in an old cloth so that people don't see it as valuable. ”

"Yes, Gege." Nian'er got the order, and as soon as she turned around, she suddenly remembered something and stopped, "Gege, what are you...... Are you planning to leave? ”

"Whether it's necessary to leave or not, there's no harm in planning ahead." She looked at Nian'er and continued, "Don't show any rumors first, and after the dowry is handled, then go and explain it to the third young master." From now to the end of this month...... Ning Xi calculated in his heart, "There is still half a month to go, let's take the dowry as soon as possible, remember, don't go to the Qian family's pawnshop." ”

"Yes, Gege." Nian'er nodded.

A wave has not settled, and another wave has risen. Just when Ning Xi's mood calmed down a little, an uninvited guest reminded her of the resentment in her heart again. On this day, Ning Xi and Rujin were enjoying the flowers in the garden, and saw a fiery figure walking towards them from a distance. When I walked in, it was none other than the embroidery that I hadn't seen for a long time!

As soon as Ning Xi saw her, he immediately remembered his lost child, and was about to have a seizure, but was held tightly by Rujin. She looked at Rujin, only to see Rujin wink at her, telling her to calm down for a while.

"Say hello to my two sisters." Xiuwen spoke, but did not salute. She walked up to Ning Xi, stared at her stomach and said, "Is my sister's child okay?" ”

When Ning Xi saw her, she was already angry, but now she saw that she didn't open which pot to mention, and there was obvious schadenfreude in her eyes, so she was even more annoyed. Feeling that Rujin's hand holding her tighter, she could only try to suppress the anger, but she couldn't help but look at Xiuwen with resentment in her eyes.

"Xiuwen is so interested today," Rujin couldn't stand it anymore, so he said, "It's just that this big red can only be worn by the wife, when can the concubine wear it and swagger around?" ”

Xiuwen was not angry, but said with a smile: "The second young master spoils me and loves me, and treats me as a wife, what if it is a side Fujin?" Unlike some people, who have the position of a wife, they are not widows in the end. He turned to Ning Xi again, "I heard that some people haven't seen their husbands for a long time, and they are not far from being widowed, right?" Sure enough, things gather like and people are grouped! Rain, let's go! After saying that, he swaggered away.

When Xiuwen walked away, Rujin let go of Ning Xi's hand. Ning Xi couldn't help but ask, "Sister, when she said this about you, aren't you angry at all?" ”

"What can I do when I'm angry?" Rujin looked at Ning Xi, "Have you ever thought that she is the one who lost your child, why is she still so rampant in front of you?" ”

"Yes," Ning Xi woke up like from a dream, "how could she ......" Remembering something, she suddenly said, "Didn't you say that Yan Fujin and her were not on good terms?" Didn't Chang Fujin punish her heavily? ”