I don't know when I woke up, but I saw the curtain lower.

His eyes were still swollen, hot, and sore, and he opened a line slightly, and he felt that he couldn't bear it, so he closed it immediately. It was as if it had been dry for a long, long time, and it had been sunburned to the point of cracking, and the sun still had to shine mercilessly into the ground.

At a glance, he saw two figures in a trance outside the bed.

I wanted to make a loud call, but I couldn't exert any strength. However, the head, throat, arms, back, whole body, everywhere hurts, and the wound that was pierced by Miao Yuan is also faintly painful. The lips seemed to be glued, and when you moved slightly, you felt like they were torn. But the mouth is bitter, and one is bitter to the bottom of the heart.

However, although the body has not woken up, the consciousness is already awake.

There was only one thing in my mind, Hui Feng, who was dead.

"What should I do when the medicine is decocted in a while? Poured like that, I couldn't swallow one out of ten, but my condition did not improve at all. It was Waffle's voice, so kind even in a hurry.

Sure enough, he smelled a scent of herbs at the end of his nose, so close, as if it was coming from his side. Shu E inhaled hard, and the smell of herbs was next to her pillow. suddenly remembered that this must have been Fang Caifu feeding himself medicine when he was asleep and spilling it on the pillow, so the throat and mouth were all like this with a bitter taste.

"No need to pour it!" Hua Dongyang's voice was joyful: "She...... Madame is awake! ”

The bed was uncovered, and although I didn't open my eyes, I clearly felt that there was light shining through, and my eyes still couldn't help but close tightly.

Shu E could feel Hua Fu's hand reach out to her forehead, and said softly, "Madam, are you awake?" The voice was so gentle and soft, like waking up a sleeping baby, lest it wake up her carefree dreams.

Shu E slowly opened her eyes, looking at Hua Fu's tired eyes with tears, and after a while, she laboriously spit out three words: "Sun Niangzi ......"

Hua Fu smiled tearfully, "Madame is finally awake." Feel better? ”

Shu E nodded reluctantly, looking at the light around her who couldn't discern the hour, and asked astringently, "What time is it?" ”

Hua Fu leaned next to Shu E and said softly: "It's the end of Shen, and today is the fifth day of the first month." ”

Shu E exclaimed: "I ...... I've ......"

"From yesterday morning until now, Madame has not woken up." Waffle said.

"Sun Niangzi, you have always ...... Didn't sleep? Shu'e spoke hoarsely, and every sentence was very difficult.

Hua Fu smiled and said, "I'll go and finish pouring tea for Madame." Close your eyes and rest. ”

Shu E looked at Hua Fu's face, and it was really full of tiredness, thinking that Hua Fu was running around all night on the night of the third day of the new year, and early yesterday morning, before dawn, she fainted like this. Up to now, Waffle has not rested for more than two days and two nights.

In a moment, Lilac and Zihao had also heard the sound and rushed over, and the three of them helped Shu E to get up and fed Shu E a bowl of tea to drink. Although Lilac had a tired look on her face, Zihao also looked very tired, and she was also very happy to see Shu'e wake up.

Shu E's heart moved, after all, the day and night have not been separated for half a year, there is still a little bit of affection and sincerity. This is such a feeling, but it makes Shu E feel guilty. Looking at their anxious expressions and tired looks, I felt more and more that I was wrong.

I owe them too much, I owe them too much. After all, she is just a nameless and inconspicuous little girl in Cao's mansion. When they arrived in the palace by mistake, they still couldn't bring them a better life, but they were imprisoned in this cold deep palace for life with silk and satin, brocade clothes and jade food. What virtue do they have, how can they deserve this?

What's more, what if you can't live with them?

There are also Ju Dou and Su Mo, as well as Sister-in-law He, and Xiaoyingzi, and ...... And the dead Huifeng.

A mouthful of water slipped into his mouth, but his throat suddenly choked tightly.

Coughing violently, as if to break the throat, as if to cough out the heart. and the wound on the abdomen, which was also tearing little by little.

It's just such a pain, what is it? Hui Feng's wound is deeper and longer, and no matter how much time passes, it will never have a chance to heal.

A kind of happiness suddenly rose in the bottom of my heart, and the more painful I felt in my body, the more sad I felt, and the more vague and shallow the wound in my heart became. Whether it is punishment or atonement, if one life is gone, there must be another life to overcome it.

Shu E's heart was just fluctuating in thought, and she didn't care at all that she was still coughing.

Hua Dongyang walked over, whispered something to Hua Fu, and stretched out his hand to compare with his neck. Hua Fu hurriedly reached over and pressed her finger between Shu'e's collarbones.

Shu E suddenly felt that the Tiantu acupoint was being pressed, and looked up to see Hua Dongyang nodding at Hua Fu, and Hua Fu increased his strength again. The cough finally subsided, and Hua Dongyang whispered something in Waffle's ear. Finally, Hua Fu looked at Shu E, put down the curtains, placed a small round stool beside the bed, and walked out of the room with Lilac and Zihao.

The door was gently closed, and there was a muffled "pop" sound.

Hua Dongyang said softly: "Please Madame stretch out her hand." ”

Shu E just leaned against the wall, regardless of whether Hua Dongyang could see it or not, she just shook her head.

"Madame naturally understands what the reason is that she vomits blood in her mouth, and then falls asleep for two days and one night, and the high fever does not go away." Hua Dongyang said slowly: "Seven emotions and internal injuries, depression and anxiety, liver qi stagnation and fire, liver fire damage the stomach and force blood to go up; He is also tired and weak, and his spleen is weak and he cannot control the blood, so that the blood is out of control, and the blood overflows from the outside to the top and vomits blood. At this moment, the lady's liver is hot and her temper is weak, and her limbs are all injured. If it is postponed any longer, the original element will be seriously injured, and it will be difficult to treat. ”

"The Chinese doctor has prescribed medicine, so why bother with another diagnosis?" Shu E said.

"The condition changes from time to time, and the same disease also has the difference between surplus and deficiency, peeling, day and night, and the change of mood, which will also affect the pulse and affect the judgment of the doctor." Hua Dongyang said very peacefully.

"The mind is at peace, not the time it was." Shu E said lightly.

Hua Dongyang saw that Shu E insisted on refusing to stretch out his hand to let him check the pulse, so he stopped talking. After a long time, Fang Cai sighed: "I failed to do it and lived up to your expectations." Disappointed you......"

Shu E closed her eyes, her eyes hurt so much, only by closing them could she barely get better. After a moment, he said slowly: "There is no expectation, and there is no disappointment. When she left the palace, she was already dying, and she was dying, and I knew the way. It's all my fault......"

Hua Dongyang listened to Shu E's hoarse voice, and felt very anxious and sad in his heart, stretched out his hand, and was about to touch the thin curtain, but finally stopped his hand in mid-air, hesitated for a moment, and slowly hung down.

After searching for so many years, after searching for so many years, she made a marriage contract with her grandfather, and dissolved it with her. However, this agreement has guided the direction of his life, and perhaps, it has also ruined the happiness of his life.

Now that they are close at hand, this person who has vowed to protect his life has suddenly become so far away.