Verse 261 The eyes are dry and the tears are gone, and the heart is full of blood and sorrow
When the faint and almost inaudible footsteps sounded in the Bamboo Garden, Shu E's heart finally began to beat.
There are no walls or fences.
It is a courtyard, several houses, built in the center of the Bamboo Garden.
Waffle's footsteps tread lightly on the small cobblestone road. Shu E once told Lin Gonggong not to clean the bamboo leaves on the Yong Road, and the fallen bamboo leaves covered the stone road. I think it was Waffle's light steps on the fallen leaves, making a little sound, rustling, rustling......
Seeing that the sky was in a trance, the people in the secluded fence had not yet gotten up.
Hua Fu gently pushed the door in, and Shu E's heart that had been hanging that night finally slowly fell. His eyes were painfully hot and swollen, as if blood was about to gush out after a knife had cut it.
Hua Fu was shocked when she saw Shu E, who was sitting motionless on the bed with her lap in her arms, but she couldn't see Shu E's face clearly.
The candles in the room had burned to the bottom, and only a pool of bright red candle tears remained, supporting the last section of the candle that had been burned dry and scorched, emitting a faint light like a bean. The sky outside was faintly bright, but it became more and more gray and dark in the room.
Hua Fu approached softly and called softly: "Madame......"
However, Shu'e did not agree. She just struggled to lift her head, but she couldn't.
Hua Fu saw Shu E's face and couldn't help but exclaim.
Not pale, but somewhat yellowish.
It was like a green and moist leaf, which had withered and withered in the long torment of the night.
The lips are getting redder, not the usual pink lubricated color, but the red surface has begun to dry out.
Hua Fu gently pressed Shu E's shoulder, aimed her face at the faint light of the window, and asked softly, "Madam, what's wrong with you?" ”
Shu E didn't agree, she moved her lips slightly, but her lips seemed to grow together and couldn't be opened. Shu E just tilted her head as hard as she could, looking at Hua Fu fixedly, a look of anxious inquiry in place of her words.
Hua Fu froze and said in a low voice, "It's time for Yin, it's gone." ”
Along the way, I thought many times about how to tell my wife the news, and even thought about how to hide the news. Because Madame, she is so kind and vulnerable. She is afraid of betrayal, afraid of loss, and even more afraid that a life will disappear like this, and in the posture of death, the conspiracy and the human heart will be exposed so naked.
However, Shu E's eyes are asking with her life, there is no way to hide it, there is no way not to say it.
Shu E's eyes still looked at herself like that, without any change.
Just when Hua Fu was about to think that Shu E had predicted the result in waiting for Qiu Shui'e this night, and had already prepared and hurt in her heart, Shu E's body trembled suddenly, and a stream of blood gushed out of her mouth. And Shu E leaned diagonally to the right, and the forehead and cheek on the right side hit the wall directly.
It's just that Shu E's body still maintains a knee-hugging posture, without moving or speaking, which looks extremely amazing and weird.
Hua Fu's heart was shocked and painful, but she didn't dare to shout at this time, waking up others for no reason, and she didn't dare to let tears flow at this time. just half-knelt on the edge of the bed and helped Shu'e wipe the blood from the corner of her mouth.
The blood is bright red, and the red color is shocking. The bright red blood stained the blue veil of the waffle crab, but it was a dull dark blue.
Hua Fu tried to pull Shu'e's arm, trying to help her lie down, but Shu'e's body was already stiff.
Shu E only felt that her eyes were scorching with a scorching temperature, and it was a tearing pain. Her eyes met the anxiety in Waf's eyes, and she finally opened her mouth with difficulty, her voice was weak and hoarse and dry, "Sun Niangzi, I hurt her......"
Hua Fu heard Shu E finally speak, although it was such a voice and such a struggle, but there was still a little more comfort in her heart. Pain, worry, anxiety, nervousness, tears finally flowed out slowly, but the corners of his mouth barely brought a smile: "It has nothing to do with Mrs., it was Yang Chunxi who hurt her." ”
Hua Fu took Shu'e's hand distressedly, but felt that Shu'e's palm was amazingly hot. I didn't sweat like last night, but it wasn't as cold as last night, but it was almost scorching heat.
Shu E shook her head slowly, her forehead against the wall, and the bed curtain kept shaking.
"I should have thought of it, but I didn't. I hurt her, I hurt Hui Feng......" Shu E just shook her head and said.
With the fishy smell and stickiness of blood in his throat, he couldn't stop retching before he could finish a sentence. However, I didn't think about eating and drinking for several days, I barely ate a day yesterday, and the food in my stomach had already been exhausted, so I only vomited so much that Shu'e fell on the edge of the bed, and the acid water in my stomach was mixed with blood that had never been vomited, and one drop fell on the foot next to the bed.
Hua Fu patted Shu E on the back, and hurriedly poured half a bowl of leftover herbal tea from yesterday into the teapot on the table, handed it to Shu E, and said, "Madam, I'll take you up and rinse ......"
Shu E didn't answer, but "suddenly" stood up from the bed, reached out and grabbed Hua Fu's arm, and didn't care about spilling the tea in Hua Fu's hand, spilling it on the back of her hand and sprinkling her own arm.
Shu E's hand trembled because of collapse, but she firmly grasped Hua Fu's arm and looked at Hua Fu steadily, her lips were stained with blood, and the blood was still dripping down the corners of her mouth.
Shu E's eyes had lost their brilliance, but her lips were still moving. Her long eyelashes trembled like butterfly wings, and a moment before she covered her eyes, she finally asked word by word: "Huadongyang, why don't you save it?" ”
The hairpin was taken off like that, and the hairpin was pulled casually, and it became a little messy because he had just shaken his head and rubbed it on the wall. At this moment, it was even more in the posture of Shu'e's fall, scattered and messy, on the edge of the bed, and the tips of his hair hung down to the pedals, mixed with a little bloodstain.
The tea bowl in Huafu's hand "boom" fell to the ground. At this moment, I didn't care about who would be shocked by such a movement, but I was busy helping Shu'e well. Hua Fu's own handkerchief was already stained with blood, so in a hurry, she had to take out Shu E's handkerchief, wipe the blood from the corner of Shu E's mouth, and stuffed a thin blue satin silk stained with blood into a large mahogany cabinet, find a cotton cloth quilt and put it on Shu E, and hurriedly stretched out her foot to wipe off the blood stains on her feet.
It was just such a moment of effort, Lilac and Zihao had already heard the movement, hurriedly got up in their clothes, and came to Shu'e's room.
Hua Fu sat on the edge of the bed, stretched out her hand to probe Shu E's forehead, and said anxiously: "Miss Zihao, go and ask the imperial doctor." Madame seems to have a fever. ”
That's how he suddenly raised his head, only to find that the light like a bean, which was about to be exhausted, had melted into a pool of candle tears at some point.