Chapter 365: Throwing Yourself into Your Arms (1)
Lin Fan could feel the meaning in Shi Mengling's eyes, but for her, Lin Fan really didn't feel anything, and he couldn't talk about any liking at all, even if he came to attend her daughter's birthday, it was just out of politeness, but Lin Fan was willing to think too much about it, Shi Mengling didn't mean it, it was the best.
After eating, Shi Mengling brought the cake again, lit the candles, and then turned off all the lights, and suddenly, only the faint light of the candles was left in the whole room.
"Mom, uncle, let's blow it together," Linlin pulled Shi Mengling and Lin Fan and said happily.
In such a warm atmosphere, Lin Fan's love is not very good, but he has a lot of thoughts, and his mind always can't help but think of the bits and pieces with Zhao Ying, the usual laughter, Zhao Ying's care for himself in his eyes, helping himself to deal with his wounds, and happiness on the Ferris wheel...... All the past reappeared in Lin Fan's mind with this warm picture.
"What's wrong with you?" Finding that Lin Fan's love was wrong, Shi Mengling asked in surprise.
"It's nothing, it's nothing," Lin Fan showed a smile on the corner of his mouth, and disguised it, if it was Ying'er who was by his side at this moment, how good it would be.
On one side, the two looked at each other, and Shi Mengling's face couldn't help but pile up two blushes. At this time, the three of them were like a family of three, but because of Zhao Ying, Lin Fan didn't feel much, and even had a little rejection. But to be honest, Lin Fan really likes this child, Linlin's innocence and sweet smile have always moved him, so Lin Fan has to cooperate,
Blowing out the candles, Linlin kissed Shi Mengling and Lin Fan on their faces, and was kissed by a child, Lin Fan This was the first time, so the expression on his face was also extremely happy.
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After eating the cake, Lin Fan and Shi Mengling's faces were painted all over by Linlin, the little guy was very happy tonight, he was playing crazy, and he kept pulling Lin Fan and Shi Mengling to play together, if it seems to outsiders, this is really like a family of three, but in fact, in Lin Fan's heart, there is still a psychology of coping with it, and its original intention is to make Linlin happy, as for Shi Mengling, Lin Fan didn't think about it so much.
The little one finally got tired of playing, and lay down on the sofa in the living room and fell asleep. Shi Mengling smiled happily, carried Linlin into the bedroom, and put her on the bed. She is the same, she is also very happy tonight, for so many years, she has been a woman supporting this family, not only to work, but also to take care of her daughter, it is indeed a little physically and mentally exhausting.
has been dependent on her daughter for so many years, and whenever her daughter falls asleep in the dead of night, she always feels lonely and lonely from the bottom of her heart.
She also wants to have broad shoulders, to be able to lean on, to have someone by her side to encourage and comfort herself when she is vulnerable and helpless, to gently wipe away her tears, to tidy up her hair, and to wake up with herself in every morning, but such a person has never appeared, until that time she met Lin Fan by chance in the Western restaurant......
After covering Linlin with the quilt, Shi Mengling closed the door and walked out of the bedroom, seeing Lin Fan sitting on the sofa, she slowly walked over and sat down next to Lin Fan, but the distance between the two was a little closer.
After all, in such a warm and touching scene, even if the woman next to him is not the person he loves, but with Linlin's existence, it is impossible for Lin Fan not to feel it.
Seeing Shi Mengling sitting down next to him, Lin Fan was slightly stunned, his butt moved to the side slightly, and when he was just eating, he vaguely felt that Shi Mengling might be interesting to him, but Lin Fan knew very well that he didn't have any feelings for her now.
From beginning to end, Lin Fan felt that she was a poor woman, such a woman should not be hurt anymore, so he helped her solve the matter of Lan Jian, and deliberately pretended not to understand what Shi Mengling revealed to herself when she was eating and just eating cake, maybe only in this way would she hurt Shi Mengling less.
Although she could see that something was wrong with Lin Fan, it was as if she had just taken the initiative to move over there, these were all silent refusals, Shi Mengling naturally saw it, but she still stared at Lin Fan's eyes gently, and said, "Thank you, Lin Fan!" This is the happiest day I have had in years, thank you for spending such a meaningful day with me, I will always remember this day. ”
Seeing that Shi Mengling's eyes were full of heat, Lin Fan suddenly didn't know what to say, so he had to smile slightly, which could be regarded as an answer.
"When I was young and ignorant, I thought that Lan Jian had a few fox friends outside, so I naively thought that he could protect me, but who knew that after getting along for a while, I found that he was a person who was not motivated at all, and he knew all day long that he was fooling around outside, and he had no formal job, and he also loved gambling, and several times the creditors found the door, and I was almost sold by those creditors."
"He doesn't care about anything, he drinks every day, and he always beats me after drinking, I thought that two people should be a little more tolerant together, so I forgave him again and again. I thought he would be nicer to me when I had a child, but after I got pregnant, he was still fooling around outside as always, and he could really mix it up, just to make some fox friends and dog friends, and gamble when he had money. ”
"When I was pregnant with Linlin for more than seven months, I went to work outside to earn money for him, but I didn't expect him to owe debts outside, and the creditor chased me to the house, causing me to be born prematurely, but fortunately the child was saved in the end, so far, I naively thought that he would repent, but I didn't expect him to feel any trace of guilt, and even intensified, not only fooling around outside, but also bringing women to the house when I was confined."
Shi Mengling said: "Later, I completely lost my heart to this man and divorced him, and later, after I went abroad to investigate and was kidnapped, it was Engong you who saved me, so I used that money to open this Western restaurant, and worked hard day and night, so that I had a stable life." But after he knew that I had money, he pestered me unrelentingly, and even threatened me to remarry him, otherwise he would snatch Linlin away. ”
"No way, I will never let anyone snatch Linlin, I am such a daughter, she is a qiē of my life. Sometimes, I really feel helpless, I really want to have a shoulder to lean on, I'm just a woman, a weak woman, pretending to be strong every day to support myself, I'm really tired, very tired. ”
As Shi Mengling spoke, she suddenly threw herself into Lin Fan's arms and began to sobble in a low voice. There was no sign at all, Lin Fan was dazed and helpless, stalemate there for a long time, and he didn't know where to put his hand, thinking about it, and finally put his hand on her back, but the action was very stiff, not even a caressing, obviously coping.
However, the words comforted: "It's over, it's all over, you have to believe that with Linlin, your future will be even better." ”
Lin Fan really couldn't think of any words to comfort this poor woman, although these comforting words were a bit cheesy, but there seemed to be a special magic power coming out of Lin Fan's mouth, which made Shi Mengling's love gradually stabilized.
Shi Mengling sobbed and said: "Since you rescued me and gave me so much money to return to China, since then, you have been deeply engraved in my mind and engraved in my heart. At first, I thought it was just a kind of gratitude, but slowly, I realized that you were my nightmare, and every time in the dead of night, your figure appeared in my eyes from time to time, and I knew that I was in love with you. Lin Fan, I know that I don't deserve you, and I don't expect you to love me, but please allow me to love you, okay? ”
After speaking, Shi Mengling raised her head and looked at Lin Fan, looking pitiful, waiting for Lin Fan's answer......
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